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Jonathan "Lotus'

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joined on 04/15/07
last updated 04/23/08
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has a smattering - a bit of jazz, a bit of classical, a bit of rock and roll, a bit of new agey, and some solo piano

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Gender
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Age
29
Location
about me
light light ight light ! ! yea !

somebody pleeaassee open a window - let the light come in ! stuffy 'times here in this holographic eggshell ! - ! break out ! - ! realize ! unlimited embodiment unleashed through one single open eye....

wooooooosshhhh..... no resistance.... fffllllloooowwwwwwwww.................................

llusions fizzle pop fade Go! lines drawn in sand fade wash go far far away - labrynths, walked, forgotten disapearred - veil lightly drift away, lighter than the atomic flame of breath...

not the god of the mind. throw that one away. love AS IT IS yo!!!!! unspeakable, untouchable, ungraspable, zero parts illusion,
straight, no chaser

that's how I love it best
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The true teaching leaves no prisoners – not even the teaching is spared. The path it reveals leads inside. One follows it via the inner sense - and it leads to complete freedom for those willing to follow it.

There is not even the echo of what “was” a moment ago – the ripple in the pond is gone before it even thinks itself to be anything other than ripple – it takes an immense amount of effort just to try and be a ripple when you’re really the pond. It takes all your mental energy jus... read more
Wed, January 28, 2009 - 9:13 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
long
before
we pretended
to meet

I was a supplicant
bowing
at your feet

I was a lackey bringing you coffee
on the set of
your
masterpiece

I was a nanny singing lullabies to you in your
soft
rocking
cradle...


long before we played at drawing
lines
in sand

"you"
"there"
"me"
"here"...

a script existed
that never really was a script

a dream
that never really was a dream...

no author
no hand
no pen
no paper

a dreamer
already working
at n... read more
Tue, June 3, 2008 - 10:25 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
this
small
dream.

i hide an entire kingdom of light
behind a leaf.

then run about
in an eagle's costume
pretending
not to know
where it is.

i stow away in barns
staring at the ceiling
and day-dreaming of
being
Rumi.

then
fall
over

at parties
i wasn't even invited to.

... read more
Fri, May 9, 2008 - 4:22 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
slowly or quickly
this train will get you there
no matter what
*you* do

go ahead and run backwards:

through dining,
through coach
through baggage
and into the caboose

go ahead
and try and jump

the umbilicus that keeps
*you*
onboard
will just snap you back in place


or you can hang in first class
and be the first one off.
(that's what first class
means)

either way,
whether you like it or not,
this train will take us *all*
home.
Thu, April 24, 2008 - 6:21 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
If there is anyone in the Santa Cruz area who knows about any good housing situations, yours truly is interested. I am looking to relocate there, and am lining up job harmoniousness, and am putting together housing as well. Looking to situate my vibrations in that part of the universe; I think they will resonate a bit more freely. Also, opening up to new job opportunities, I got skills, looking to plug them into things beautiful, so if anyone got anything on that front as well...

So if any... read more
Thu, April 3, 2008 - 11:43 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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pond merge (blog entry)

The true teaching leaves no prisoners – not even the teaching is spared. The path it reveals leads inside. One follows it via the inner sense - and it leads to complete freedom for those willing to follow it.

There is not even the echo of ... read more
blog entry posted Wed, January 28, 2009 - 9:13 PM permalink - 1 comment
housing sought in Santa Cruz ( housing » housing wanted ) Housing sought in Santa Cruz - I am - 28 yr. old male. composer, music... read more
listing posted Sat, September 13, 2008 - 9:01 AM
Lotus live @The Ugly Mug ( events » live music ) Original songs,
guitar picking,
singing,
Mbira playing,
and stomping.

No charge.

Wed., August 6th at 6PM @The Ugly Mug
4640 Soquel Dr.
Soquel CA.
95073
831.477.1341

event starts Wednesday, August 6, 2008 - 6:00 PM
our eternal heart (blog entry) long
before
we pretended
to meet

I was a supplicant
bowing
at your feet

I was a lackey bringing you coffee
on the set of
your
masterpiece

I was a nanny singing lullabies to you in your
soft
rocking
cradle...


long bef... read more
blog entry posted Tue, June 3, 2008 - 10:25 PM permalink - 1 comment
Free Group Energy and Sound Healing! ( events » other ) Offered by Lotus at Pacific Cultural Center in Santa Cruz on Tuesday May 20th at 7:30 PM

Healing will include VortexHealing® Divine Energy Healing, as well as work with Ascended Masters and other energetic healing tools.

Lotus has worked wit... read more
event starts Tuesday, May 20, 2008 - 7:30 PM
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