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Re: What's the Truth behind Mars-Neptune aspects? (in Astrology) I have always wanted to know this myself. My Mars only makes this aspect and it is the first planet in the wheel in my chart. I have been researching Mars-Neptune aspects for years and I could not really find a reasonable explanation. I think the ... read more
discussion post on Fri, April 26, 2013 - 3:36 PM
Illusion (blog entry) Raising to a shiny day I suffer the tragedy
Of being disillusioned by me

I keep dreaming and idealising someone non-existent
And yearning for the path that has no good for me

Where is the reality when it comes to love?
Why can't I unders... read more
blog entry posted Sun, December 12, 2010 - 4:50 AM permalink - 0 comments
One more time; down (blog entry) Let me down
One more time
You let me down
Each more time

And I let me down
Cause I trust
You;
I let me down
Cause i thrust
Me.

It knocks me down;
Your act.
i shock myself;
I lacked
Logic
One more time..

Emotions get me do... read more
blog entry posted Thu, November 25, 2010 - 2:20 PM permalink - 0 comments
Forgetfulness (blog entry) Shining lights through my window
Erase the memory of the past in an instant
The colourful skies make me wonder why
I could even be in danger.

Yet the occuring of mistakes again,
Reminds the importance of the consequences
Of such forgetful ... read more
blog entry posted Sun, November 21, 2010 - 3:05 AM permalink - 1 comment
Mirror (blog entry) Getting ready for the act
First find a mirror, dont mind the rest
I don't need anyone to react.

I choose the endings
cause I can see the meanings
And you will be surprised
At how you become a part of it


Directing my play
I am obse... read more
blog entry posted Fri, November 19, 2010 - 5:22 PM permalink - 0 comments
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Raising to a shiny day I suffer the tragedy
Of being disillusioned by me

I keep dreaming and idealising someone non-existent
And yearning for the path that has no good for me

Where is the reality when it comes to love?
Why can't I understand what makes it fire
All you do for me is to disillusion me
You disillusion me,
I disillusion me
I never know what it is to love
I am a child who disillusion me
Sun, December 12, 2010 - 4:50 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Let me down
One more time
You let me down
Each more time

And I let me down
Cause I trust
You;
I let me down
Cause i thrust
Me.

It knocks me down;
Your act.
i shock myself;
I lacked
Logic
One more time..

Emotions get me down
One more time
They get me in
To the ground.

I bury me down
One more time
Under this earth;
I lay me down.
Thu, November 25, 2010 - 2:20 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Shining lights through my window
Erase the memory of the past in an instant
The colourful skies make me wonder why
I could even be in danger.

Yet the occuring of mistakes again,
Reminds the importance of the consequences
Of such forgetful denial.

Making note to myself those memories of my today
I render the present forever;
I choose the words, the sentences
And the shape of my recapture.

The diaries of yesterday gives you
A good deal of calm;
In which you can rest and en... read more
Sun, November 21, 2010 - 3:05 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
Getting ready for the act
First find a mirror, dont mind the rest
I don't need anyone to react.

I choose the endings
cause I can see the meanings
And you will be surprised
At how you become a part of it


Directing my play
I am obsessed with your stay
We can continue on and on
Unless you suddenly stray

But it matters not
Cause I matter not
When you are not here
And you suddenly become
The main heroine
Fri, November 19, 2010 - 5:22 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I am really fed up that each time I need to suffer from ill health. I don't think I will be looking at the screen for while. I don't want to anyway. I really don't like machines :)

I have flu as well. Today was wasted like all my other days. I just want to die. I cannot even sleep when I want to. My body cannot restore itself, it has to go on with all the worries and tiredness on and on. What is the meaning of life when you cannot even sleep? I always feel tired and am not even able to cl... read more
Sat, July 3, 2010 - 8:40 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
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