back to the place I once despised. The place that made me feel lonely, stripped, scared, desperate.

That place...surrounded me with love. It welcomed me with open arms. Swallowed me with fresh air, greenery, life, stillness....

I rejected you then, I long for you know. I am not scared anymore. I need your beauty. I depend on you now...for you are the place- where sanity exists. Where peace exists. Where my daughter can run through your skin and hug your trees. I want to do the same.

Take me back. I'm sorry for doubting you.