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Don't Believe Anything part 1

   Wed, August 16, 2006 - 10:05 PM

My experience with psychedelics (especially LSD) enabled me to have a degree of control over my mind, taught me that all my thought/perception/behavior patterns are mere conditioned imprints that can be altered; they showed me the deconditioned, untaught mind, the infinite mind. A mind as it truly is, my own and only my own, thus making it possible for me to choose for myself how i want to perceive and process reality. By doing something like that, you are only taking back what's rightfully yours, in fact the only thing that's rightfully yours, yourself, your freedom to shape your own thoughts and emotions and beliefs and behavior. This involves understanding societal conditioning in all it's bullshititude, ripping apart rigid thought patterns instilled by experience and other people, not being a slave to a mind that isn't even of your own making but rather being a master of a mind that is. A practice whereby ingesting a psychedelic one activates a patternless synaptic firestorm, a firestorm out of which you can willingly form new lasting thought patterns. Healthy, empowering thought patterns, if such you choose, those that uphold freedom and compassion.

Such anarchy of one’s mind is the first step to self-empowerment, that which those who control you fear most, the next step being able to do the same with your flesh. That awkward unwieldy flesh, so frail. Willing it into transformation. Hacking the code of matter. Not being its slave either. Breaking and bending the laws of the matrix. And that of course is far more difficult. Yet it is the trick to live and die for. A soul takes on a physical form to, among other things, learn how to manipulate this form. It learns this through will. That will shall persevere. That will shall overcome.




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Thu, August 17, 2006 - 11:44 AM
A(u)men!
Funny. Amen. Ah men. "Ah" the note of anahata (heart chakra) and men, the word used to describe the species homo erectus. Ah the vibration of love. I often interpret love as feminine and see ah men as an integrated balance. Stranger still is the aum or the om and how there even is an "omen" all with similar connotations or metaphoric relations. Makes me think how a thread of truth can be found in the mesmerizing tapestry of maya. Like garbage. Check this out... Garb age. Tattered clothes wornout by time and travel. Belongings discarded as useless. Maya. Everything is useful. Even aged garbs. (You could use them to lay mulch and compost on top as a way to build soil!). There is lots of work to do. Lots to learn and explore. Lots of garbage to use. I recieve your revelations and only believe that there are more to cOMe...

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