im so happy i moved back to the city. although, i don't get the chance to socialize as much as I used to as I'm trying to avoid places where an awkward confrontation from people who aren't big fans of me anymore could possibly happen.

i miss going to BaGG and dancing cuz i just dont care.
i miss the citadel and hearing all the moans and shouts of pleasure while i socialized and sometimes even got to colour.
i miss all my bdsm friends. especially those i havent seen in forever.

i'm happy, dont get me wrong. i have ryn, joe, jade, esha, chloe, and a few other people to keep me entertained. but ya know. i miss my old buddies out here.

I love rainy days here. the smell is just so enjoyable. its a little colder than I like but still pleasant.

anyway, i was just thinking about all of you and how much i miss you all.

this weekend we went to golden gate and i got to ride the carousel. i had never even seen it before. we also decided to count how many times we were offered drugs. i think we got up to 11. anyway, i've got to run to the mission before work so i can pay rent on time. yay!