"Just when I thought it couldn't get any better"
~Eli~
If you want what visible reality
Only Source Is
"There is no reaching the Self. If the Self were to be reached, it would mean that the Self is not here and now, but that it is yet to be obtained.
Animal Totem
Mountain Lion
Year of the Dog...yay!
Juicy stuff"A blissful stirring sensual journey"
"I bow to the lyrical light....."
"This Guy is ON IT!!"
"Ravishing and illuminating verse"
"A movie to blow your mind"
"Best Cafe Newcomer to London"
"ChewwBroccoli and Cuke Skywalker - the Organic Revolution"
tribe junkie inc...
! Rumi,
(☯) Limitless Lucid Luminosity (☯),
** Enlightenment 101 **,
**Genetically modified food watch**,
1 Giant Leap Discussion,
Alkalarian Messengers,
All Whole Food Health,
All Yoga,
Ayurveda Today,
Barefoot Walkers,
Bikram Yoga,
Bodyworkers,
byron katie,
Cleansing,
Conscious Relating,
Costa Rica,
Earthdance Internationalists,
Eckhart Tolle,
Fasting,
Festival Massage,
Ganesh,
Gangaji,
Hafiz,
Heart into Action -- Healing Green,
Herbal Medicine,
homemade beauty remedies,
I just finished reading...,
intelligent cooperation,
Invest in Costa Rica,
jaiMA,
Kirtan and Bhajan,
Landmark Advanced Course Graduates,
Life Coaches,
Lifestyle of Health and Sustainability,
Michael Franti And Spearhead,
nonduality,
OM VEDANTA FELLOWSHIP,
PHOTOGRAPHY,
Rainbow Nation,
Raw Chefs,
Self-Discovery: The Journey,
Shamanism,
Subterranean Hip Hop,
SUPER FOODS,
Teaching Yoga,
Thailand,
The Indigo Belly Dance,
The Landmark Forum,
tribe.net bugs (Archive),
TribeIdeas,
...
|
Who is speakingif the voice in your head is you, who's the one listening to it?
There is but OneGender
Female
Location
about me
Mountain Lion, Gemini, Deer, Metal Dog, Kapha/Pitta!
Existential, Pure unboundless Source ..... I've had joy of travelling for the last 7 years, studying and sharing precious moments with my ever expanding yet interconnected family, while rooting myself in each place, feeling the land and making friends with it's people. I am, amongst other things, a bodytherapist and a practioner of lomi lomi (kahuna) massage, and ayurvedic therapies, and in complete contrast presently working in the music industry to earn my pennies since I came back with a belly full of giardia (aaah, India!) which put the brakes on me doing bodywork full time. Am spreading the love and playfullness, the people here need some! I am a nature bunny, love community, and work at keeping connected, feeding my spirit in this crazy city. Loving the gatherings which always give cause for celebration! meeting likeminded people, who challenge me and inspire - everyone has something to teach me, no matter. To share my essence - honesty, integrity, care, gentleness, warmth, authenticity and love! to give of myself, experience, expand, explore, understand, to recognise the Truth in all things and laugh with it. Recognising the nature of this mind, and through this body, expressing my Self, unboundless source. Identifying the tendency to separate in this play of leela, and coming back to what is. Direct, inquisitive, mischevious, saucy, playful, loyal and honest and real is what I'm about. The travel and discovery (inner and outer) is always a constant. But to dip my toes in the ocean, sand in my hair, sun on my skin, and the life of liberated island living makes my heart ::sing:: ~~~
You are not connected to ~Eli~
want to grow your network?
awake
You are not a kindergarten student of spirituality, so you must cease to think and speak as if you are a phenomenal object. You are the animating consciousness that provides sentience to the sentient being. But you are this consciousness only in manifestation.
~Simple Blissful Home of Homes~
Embracing the play
this has been an interesting time. I met someone who wowed me with their beauty. I walked away, with a glance over my shoulder to the 'stranger' who would become someone I shared my laughter, tears, heart and soul with and who allowed me in to share theirs too.
Fri, June 2, 2006 - 7:32 AM
permalink -
1 comment
And so the months have rolled by, and the challenges and discoveries have been enormous, joyous, painful, all encompassing. It was important to me to be present to each other, with Truth and integrity in our relating. At no time ... read more 
continuing on the theme of the dialogue with said friend in my last entry, here's another musing.....
Thu, March 2, 2006 - 2:48 PM
permalink -
2 comments
It was new years eve, last, and I was celebrating this fine existence with friends on a community in thailand, in a state of uplifted inebriation (the first time in 6 years I had partaken in anything to affect my present state)...anyway, my friend turned to me and said soemthing about "ah, life". And the word instantly formed this anacronym in my head - L iving I n F ull E xpres... read more 
Wow - I just seen a note I wrote to my friend (an excerpt from our thread of communication) - posted on his blog entry. It made me realise that due to a number of ridiculous reasons such as self exposure, confidence etc I've never posted a real blog entry before (look, I said ridiculous!) but then, seeing my writing in someone elses blog got me thinking - why not blog it myself!!! Andreas, thank you for your beautiful unintentional vote of confidence.
Wed, March 1, 2006 - 11:58 AM
permalink -
2 comments
~~~~~~ hahaha, yes, bring it o... read more 
Gabriel the trumpeter
Sat, January 28, 2006 - 2:48 AM
permalink -
1 comment
bestowed upon us a voice with a choice and a tongue kept moist by years of salivating for oysters.. pearls and aphrodisiacs locked in an ugly shell always too chewy and gooey so they get swallowed whole but a tongue is so much more than a vehicle for greed a tongue is for washing fur or for licking wounds or for welcoming newcomers into a room or cleansing those fresh from the womb without a tongue there would be no croons swoons, Junes under the moon no... read more 
Having had a hard day in the grind this song came to mind....
Fri, January 27, 2006 - 1:38 PM
permalink -
1 comment
Sometimes I feel like I can do anything and Sometimes I'm so alive, so alive! Sometimes I feel like I can zoom cross the sky and Sometimes I wanna cry Most people try to aim to please but a lot of them are kinda weak in the knees learning later bout the birds and the bees falling in love and want to be set free playing ball at the age of thirteen everybody's growing up with a dream I never noticed what could happen... read more 
I saw you dancing last night
Thu, January 12, 2006 - 9:44 AM
permalink -
5 comments
on the roof of your house all alone. I felt your heart longing for the Friend. I saw you whirling beneath the soft bright rose that hung from an invisible stem in the sky. So I began to change into my best clothes in hopes of joining you, even though I live a thousand miles away. And if you had spun like an immaculate sphere just two more times, then bowed again so sweetly to the east, you would have found God and me standing so near ... read more 
The principle is simple; from one thing comes another. So it is that before there can be mastery, there must be errors; before there can be knowledge there must be ignorance; before there can be understanding, there must be confusion; before there can be wisdom; there must be foolishness.
Wed, January 11, 2006 - 5:53 AM
permalink -
1 comment
Therefore the sage uses errors to attain mastery, embraces ignorance to acquire knowledge, cultivates confusion to reach understanding, courts foolishness to find wisdom. For the sage, losing is seen... read more 
Love wants to reach out and manhandle us,
Mon, December 19, 2005 - 11:00 AM
permalink -
1 comment
Break all our teacup talk of the Infinite One. If you had the courage and Could give the Beloved his choice, some nights, He would just drag you around the room By your hair, Ripping from your grip all those toys in the world That bring you no joy. Love sometimes gets tired of speaking sweetly And wants to rip to shreds All your erroneous notions of Truth That make you fight within yourself, dear one, And with others, Causing the worl... read more 
The year is coming to an end, and what an amazing year it's been. It's had it moments....with much beauty and learning curves as always!
Sun, December 18, 2005 - 3:27 AM
permalink -
0 comments
I give thanks for all the amazing souls who have met me on my path, for teaching me much, for your patience, grace, reflections and friendships. For joining me on this magical jourey and blessing me with love, insight, and for being my greatest teachers. And I pray the Universe is kinder this coming year than this last and nature shows her softness ... read more 
If I could be the sun, I'd radiate like Africa,
Sat, December 17, 2005 - 1:47 AM
permalink -
3 comments
and smile upon the world intergallactic love laughter. If I could be the rains, I'd wash away the whole worlds pains, and bring the gift of cool, like ice cream trucks on sunny days. If were the earth, i'd be like mountains bountiful, and if I were the sky so high, I'd be like wind invincible, If I could be a seed, I would give birth to redwood trees, And if I were the trees, I'd generate the freshest air to breath in.. If I could be... read more 
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
Fri, December 16, 2005 - 5:52 AM
permalink -
2 comments
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are bo... read more 
O mind, you wander far in search of bliss,
Mon, December 12, 2005 - 3:31 AM
permalink -
3 comments
not knowing your natural state of freedom. You will regain your home of infinite bliss, only if you go back the way you came. ~ ramana maharshi ~ With an empty mind and open heart, out of not knowing, you know. You are Truth itself, it is your very, very nature. What is called Truth is That which is always, and does not change. It is That which is before, during and after experiences; That which remains the same. It is That which d... read more 
I'm here:
Thu, December 8, 2005 - 3:59 AM
permalink -
2 comments
your fallen idol. Your unhinged fire god, a Lazarus back from the dead. The echo in your heart that no one hears. The longing foretold. You will remember my eyes in darkness, the crack of my smile. You will learn about the scars in my pages. You will know no end to the rustle in my caverns. When you hear me your blood will push hard against the walls of your body. The weight of days in my voice will keep you up at night. When we make love your dem... read more 
Those who don't feel this Love
Tue, December 6, 2005 - 7:41 AM
permalink -
0 comments
pulling them like a river, those who don't drink dawn like a cup of spring water or take in sunset like supper, those who don't want to change, let them sleep. This Love is beyond the study of theology, that old trickery and hypocrisy. I you want to improve your mind that way, sleep on. I've given up on my brain. I've torn the cloth to shreds and thrown it away. If you're not completely naked, wrap your beautiful robe of w... read more 
We have forgotten how to wait; it is almost an abandoned space. And it is our greatest treasure to be able to wait for the right moment. The whole existence waits for the right moment. Even trees know it--when it is time to bring the flowers and when it is time to let go of all the leaves and stand naked against the sky. They are still beautiful in that nakedness, waiting for the new foliage with a great trust that the old has gone, and the new will soon be coming, and the new leaves will sta...
read more
Fri, December 2, 2005 - 7:27 AM
permalink -
1 comment
What
Fri, December 2, 2005 - 4:29 AM
permalink -
0 comments
Is the Root of all these Words? One thing: love. But a love so deep and sweet It needed to express itself With scents, sounds, colors That never before Existed 
Admit something:
Fri, December 2, 2005 - 3:10 AM
permalink -
1 comment
Everyone you see, you say to them, "Love me." Of course you do not do this out loud, otherwise someone would call the cops. Still, though, think about this, this great pull in us to connect. Why not become the one who lives with a full moon in each eye that is always saying, with that sweet moon language, what every other eye in this world is dying to hear?
Illuminating
|
