Ally
Book Of Mirrors...
Love is too big for him....hurt is his forte... he feeds and grows off of using...using the 'me' thats left for sex...he uses me and hurts me with faking it all, faking love and feeding off of my pain...with him i am alone and restless, a roamer in the world of inevitable selfishness...im in pain and still recovering from induced hurt...fuck em all...i am alone in it all, alone in this reality, struggling through my surreality...love is pain...madness, my shame, my fear...my losing the self i...
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Sat, June 14, 2008 - 4:54 PM
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Am sad today...but things are reasonably alright...ive recently started a job at a backpackers 45 mins outside of Port Elizabeth, my home town and its going alright...
Sat, June 7, 2008 - 1:29 PM
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Im a bit lonely but im grateful for this opportunity to save up money to do my studies in Port Elizabeth, at the old erica campus, I want to do Graphic design, and then psychology...from there id like to move away from South Africa and study art therapy...at the moment im re doing my last few matric exams, as everyone knows,... read more 
i am putting myself up for adoption...someone please do adopt me because id like to be adopted...me feel sooo sad today..
Mon, June 2, 2008 - 9:39 AM
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For those who are unaware of what xenophobia is, it is the descrimination( by violent acts) of anyone not of your country/ culture...
Wed, May 28, 2008 - 12:46 PM
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What has been happening in South Africa at the moment is absolutely awful. Africans have been targetting other Africans from Zimbabwe, Mozambique, Somalia and, well, just anyone who dares come into our country to escape dictatorship rule...these fellow Africans are just looking for a Democratic country to feel safe in, and to work to feed the family. ... read more 
I am so sickened by people's hate speeches towards me.
Fri, September 28, 2007 - 2:41 AM
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I believe that if one dares to reduce someone to inadequacy (in their eyes) they ought to have the respect and love enough to give the person pointers on improvement at least. One should never break down another and then on top of it all not care for what the other has to say. People should take time to listen to each other, to HEAR eachother. We are all inevitably different, some young, some older, some bruised, some suffering repe... read more 
The loudest silences are filled with everything thats been said
Sat, September 15, 2007 - 7:10 AM
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I know I've spikes along this box wherein I sit You cut your hands every time you reach out Hold your breath-feel it Thats me without you In a world inbetween Heaven and the great abyss All the world screams out - All thats charged with the grandeur of God Is this where you'll not go nor risk? Your hand touches sorrow when you choose to Your ardour, your free hugs flame out like shining from shaken foil No need fo... read more 
One of my favourite poems...something that needs to be shared and taken into the very soul...
Sat, August 11, 2007 - 5:21 AM
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The Invitation by Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squarin... read more 
Ere to black Hecate's summons
Thu, February 15, 2007 - 10:27 AM
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Lilith doth all in her favour protect Triad of glistening black crows doth skies above in black cloud veil Crows make wing to th' eucalyptus wood, dense and impenetrable Cloaked by Morrigans hood, bathed in the blood of those enlightened by pain Enter brave one, blackness doth to its prey rouse O treachery as slow feet doth guide yee i' th' midst Confined and bound O wretched dismal and macabre end 
Love pulses through me,
Sun, February 11, 2007 - 12:34 AM
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With measurements more so than that of each heartbeat Swollen faces reflect themselves back at me with avengeance whenever you leave A willingness, a craving fills me with a lustfull desire for your love Is it a side effect of the rape? Is it a side effect of my love for you? Confusion builds up inside of me, raping me of reason Why am i still alone, yet all around me are people, there is you "Fair is foul and foul is fair." "There is no art to find the minds... read more
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Gaea
Gaea
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I love writing poetry, reading and playing guitar,i am also a lover of history and art.I am bi-sexual.
Also, one of my goals in life is to travel all over the world-to visit historical landmarks,to see the architecture and to experience foreign culture and cuisines. people tell me i am an old soul and that i am intense.i like to see myself more so as arty/ dark or gothic.i am somewhat feminist, i am not anti-men, i believe in equality in the work place and in everyday life between the both.due to my love of history i have developed an interest in the 60s and the music through to this new "era".I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and due to that amongst other things- my family see me as one who does not fit in.I miss my black sheep soul friend, my mother...enjoy my pics.
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