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nix

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joined on 04/06/06
last updated 07/03/06
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about me
It’s timeless...it’s a timeless outfit, and it has made my life much easier because I don’t ever have to think about it.

...My black skirt and my little black French corset and my little black top and my black tights and my black boots....it’s just what I always wear, it’s my uniform, you know...

i've always liked long, flowing clothes,...I used to rummage around in my grandmother's trunks trying to find them. I love the feeling of chiffon and lace.

I do love leather and I do love lace, but not necessarily together. I'm probably happier in a long black velvet dress, black suede boots, and some kind of really beautiful wrap than I am in anything else.

I kind of live in an aura of atmosphere, you know, my whole like ~ is sort of like ~ I can't really live without atmosphere. So when yeah, when I'm on stage I try to create an atmosphere for every song.

I get very bad stage fright. I get terrible butterflies and it's not pleasant. It has always happened to me. Once I walk out onstage it's fine; all the nerves go away. But the six hours leading up to the shows are very hard for me.

If you believe in destiny ~ which I do ~ it seems like my life was pretty mapped out. It seems almost like there was somebody up there moving the chess players. And I was the white queen, and I just went where I was moved....




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Gypsy Beggar (blog entry) He was my friend
Long ago, before you
Gypsy soul
And the beggar does
What's wrong with him

I wanna talk to you
Say he's coming here
I wanna talk to you
I wanna talk to you

Why this silk dress
You'll never love him
Haven't been your... read more
blog entry posted Fri, April 14, 2006 - 2:22 PM permalink - 0 comments
mirror mirror (blog entry) And as all this comes to an end
So go the lilies of the valley
From this hour on
Brilliant is your danger
Darker than the image on the wall
Is the fear of it all
But he never said no to you baby
Mirror, Mirror


Ooh, sometimes your frigh... read more
blog entry posted Wed, April 12, 2006 - 9:00 PM permalink - 0 comments
Destiny (blog entry) If you believe in destiny ~ which I do ~ it seems like my life was pretty mapped out. It seems almost like there was somebody up there moving the chess players. And I was the white queen, and I just went where I was moved....
blog entry posted Sun, April 9, 2006 - 1:31 AM permalink - 0 comments
What is..... (blog entry) I dont know today i woke up and i felt so tired.... I have been for the last few weeks. I thaught i might be sick. So i decided to join the human race again and i got up and went out. it felt good to be among people again, people i dont know. i wa... read more
blog entry posted Sun, April 9, 2006 - 12:33 AM permalink - 0 comments
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He was my friend
Long ago, before you
Gypsy soul
And the beggar does
What's wrong with him

I wanna talk to you
Say he's coming here
I wanna talk to you
I wanna talk to you

Why this silk dress
You'll never love him
Haven't been your newfound friends
Stare through the window
Your hands don't do this
What about

I wish he hadn't gone back
Different as he is
She convinces herself selfish
Why did you stay so long in that house?
You gypsy beggar
He was my friend
Before yo... read more
Fri, April 14, 2006 - 2:22 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
And as all this comes to an end
So go the lilies of the valley
From this hour on
Brilliant is your danger
Darker than the image on the wall
Is the fear of it all
But he never said no to you baby
Mirror, Mirror


Ooh, sometimes your frightened
And you don't know why
There's been a few things
Well, I know you really loved a lot
And then one day
In your bright blue sky
Well, I never did say why to you...
Why... You must know...
He said No not really


Some of us will...
So... read more
Wed, April 12, 2006 - 9:00 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
If you believe in destiny ~ which I do ~ it seems like my life was pretty mapped out. It seems almost like there was somebody up there moving the chess players. And I was the white queen, and I just went where I was moved....
Sun, April 9, 2006 - 1:31 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
I dont know today i woke up and i felt so tired.... I have been for the last few weeks. I thaught i might be sick. So i decided to join the human race again and i got up and went out. it felt good to be among people again, people i dont know. i walked the streets and took a look around and changed my direction. nothing really much to say but im going to try be more alive from now on and get the old nix back.


a few days later im right back on the ball .. but i am going to take a break... ... read more
Sun, April 9, 2006 - 12:33 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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