Was going to post this as another comment to my previous blog post...

... but fuck it that was getting a little long:

Ahhhh holy fucking shit I just recovered another memory of a dream I had a few weeks ago. (I don't think much of these dreams at the time because I've been having frequent natural disaster dreams for about 8-9 years now, since about '99/2000). In the dream the energies from other planets and stars in our galaxy were affecting the Earth so much that it was causing it to get more and more knocked off its axis. Throughout the dream the Earth's wobble kept increasing in magnitude, and there was concern it might get thrown out of orbit from it. Like slinging off into outerspace away from the sun.... and not too long before that one I dreamed the constellation Saggitarius had a star that developed gargantuan increase in gravity that was sucking the sun away from the center of our solar system.

My head has never been fully rooted in this Earth plane I don't think.... and I'm reminded of the snake eating its own tail as I ask myself "Am I having these dreams because I'm studying astrology now? Or am I studying astrology now because the place where my dreams come from has magnetized me to it?"

But I think some larger stuff is going on. I've been feeling lots of tension over the past few months, and have witnessed upheaval in the lives of others close to me too. It feels like one cycle is finally completing, and another is beginning.

I just read that the swarm of activity in the Pacific NW off the coast of Oregon produced over six motherfucking hundred earthquake offspring in the last 12 days, and that it's emanating from the CENTER of the Juan de Fuca Plate, not the plate boundary like normal tectonic activity.

If I hadn't sensed so much cosmic raucous in the last few months turning people's worlds upside down, I'd be paranoid that the government was playing with bombs underground again. But I really think that this is the Earth reacting to paradigm shift of the collective conscious (or should I say subconscious). The web of tangled energy is not immune to the ripple effect.

YAY! I'm not fucking crazy!

I woke up around 5:30 this morning because of a nightmare - one of those nightmares where a creepy man was holding me down and I was too paralyzed to get him off of me. I haven't had one of those sinister dreams in awhile.

About 10 minutes later I was laying on my side, spooning Doug, trying to drift off to sleep again when I heard a cat come in the room. The bed start shaking and at first I thought it must have been Hey!zeus clawing her way up the bed. The bed kept moving and I realized the frame of the bed was coming off the floor, then I heard a cat scurry out of the room and finally I sat up and said "What the FUCK was that?!???" And tried to turn the lamp on the nightstand on, which had suddenly gone out. Irritated, Doug said "What?" And I told him the bed was just fucking moving, like OFF the floor. He said no, you were dreaming, and I told him I most certainly was not because I was still awake from my nightmare. I was so afraid to get off the bed that I just turned the hanging lamp over the bed on and sat there trying to catch my breath and figure out what had just happened. I noticed the birds had stopped chirping and thought it was weird... then wondered if they had heard me scream and that was why.

I turned the lamp off as it was getting to Doug, and sank back down into bed terrified. Right away Mr. Meowgi came into the room whimpering, and climbed up on me and curled up on my chest and started purring. Yeah, he knew something had just happened. Just me and the cat, laying there shivering with the heebies jeebies.. it was all too easy to associate my nightmare and the bad energy I sensed upon waking from it with the bed moving. I had actually told the vibe to leave - and sent it love - after I had awaken, because it was one of the dreams that wasn't purely just a dream. And unfortunately scenes from "The Exorcism of Emily Rose" started entering my over-active imagination. I didn't go back to sleep until after the sun came up.

A couple hours later when Doug was getting up, I brought it up again as I was still trying to figure out if there was some sort of logical explanation for it. He said I must have been hallucinating because he said he was half awake when it happened and didn't feel the bed move, only heard the cat scurry out. I laid there wanting to cry, wondering what the hell could be wrong with my head....

So I'm very relieved as I just heard there was an earthquake around 5:30 this morning!!! Holy shit! I've never experienced that...

So YAY! I'm not fucking crazy! It's just the Earth moving under my bed.

Actually, it was around 5:40. I know because I was awake. The birds didn't like it much either.