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I was Born and raised in Martinez California, I grew up with 2 brothers, my mom and step-father. My step-father took my mom's life when I was 9. I moved in with my real dad. Not paying attention to what I was doing I pretty much had free reign to do whatever. So I did. I started getting loaded and couldn't seem to stop from age 13 to 19 it was all about pot and alcohol then I was introduced to Meth. That was it I was hooked and it took me down quick. Of course I got in trouble did things I was not supposed to and was threatened with some serious jail time if I did not get into a program. So I did, yada yada yada Today I am a recovering addict I had 3.5 years clean relapsed and have a new clean date of August 18, 2006. I am currently an Client Sevice Associate with the largest national advertising agency in the world. I have been blessed with an opportunity to become a productive memeber of society.
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My claws and teeth and then........the relief of being able to let go!!
Fri, May 30, 2008 - 7:16 AM
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Some of you know me and know that I moved to Redding 5 years ago to change my life. It seems that my spiritual growth is all entwined with learning how to forgive and how to let go. Learning about my character defects and understanding the outside perspective of what was and what is from my family and loved ones. The reality of sub-concious expectations is that it hurts me more than anyone and not something... read more
Who says you can’t go home
Fri, May 30, 2008 - 7:14 AM
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Category: Life First I must say that when my mom passed away 18 years ago, my brothers and I went in different directions. Our life paths crossed whenever necessary, sometimes good and sometimes bad. It's the little things that we took for granted when we were little, like eating at the dinner table. Although my experience of sitting at that table was probably much different than my brothers and what I am about to tell you was probably viewed differen... read more
It seems that when everyone finally finds comfort in a situation, it doesn't matter what it is, something else has to happen. It's enevitable!!
Sun, September 23, 2007 - 12:11 PM
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I've lost many people in my life. In most cases I can pull up my boot straps and move on. When my mom was taken, I didn't cry, I had no emotion. I learned how to stuff it. It took me 14 years to process that loss. I've lost my Granny,stuffed, 2 uncles, stuffed, Big Joe, stuffed, Randy, stuffed, my best friend's (of 19 years) mom who was the ... read more
What an awesome fellowship I am a part of. I just finished reading the 3rd tradition in the Basic Text and in the It work how and why. I am so proud of myself. I just wanted to share what I got from it or what I have become more aware of. The third tradition talks about I'm sure you all know our only requirement for membership......THE DESIRE.......to stop using. Not the final decision to or the promise that no one can promise. I have learned more recently that I do in fact have a disease. I ...
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Fri, September 29, 2006 - 11:21 AM
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So, if you know me I have been defined as a workaholic I have always went to school and had a job or I have had two jobs. Since I have lived in Redding I have struggled with this and at one point had three jobs. Some know I have been able to see a doctor or had a vacation since I have been here. It has been tough. I got to the end of my rope tied a knot and have been pressing through waiting for my turn. I have applied at a few places of which I would have recieved the job however, my backrou...
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Fri, September 29, 2006 - 11:19 AM
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