while i was gone

hey again,
i have problems with keeping a consistant blog thing.
i know,
well while i was gone i went to a death cab for cutie concert,
they are utterly amazing although their new album is so so in my mind,
the concert was a really late birthday from my boyfriend,
who i am currently in a fight with
yay! <----much sarcasm there
he wont answer my calls or emails,
oh, and i quit the band i was in due to him,
the lead singer is pretty issed at me,
he has the right to be though
i also ordered a bass guitar,
so hopefully i will be able to take lessons
and learn how to play that amazing instrument.
well i gtg now, have to try and contact bf again.
im probably gunna stay up till forever tonight trying to talk to him
yay another night of no sleep!!! <--- again more sarcasm
well ttyl, i will post if anything gets better in this whole situation.

~kwi

p.s. go watch the movie juno its amazing.

while i was gone

i haven't gotten on here for a while now
but this is what happened while i was gone:
i've joined a band
i play keyboards and do back-up singing
my boyfriend celebrated is 15th b-day on the 19th
and finally i've discovered the most amazing singer/guitar player i've ever seen
his names pete hoover
go check him out on youtube
i'm probably gunna post my favorite song he's done of mine on here
well yeah thats all
much love
&hearts
~kiwi

My Monlogue

The Tempest
Act I, sc. 2 (line 1)
MIRANDA

If by your art, my dearest father, you have

Put the wild waters in this roar, allay them.

The sky, it seems, would pour down stinking pitch,

But that the sea, mounting to the welkin's cheek,

Dashes the fire out. O, I have suffered

With those that I saw suffer: a brave vessel,

Who had, no doubt, some noble creature in her,

Dash'd all to pieces. O, the cry did knock

Against my very heart. Poor souls, they perish'd.

Had I been any god of power, I would

Have sunk the sea within the earth or ere

It should the good ship so have swallow'd and

The fraughting souls within her.

New haircut

Tomorrow I'm going to the mall and i'm gunna get my hair cut, finally! yes!! this is what i'm gunna get it cut like :
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i'll upload a picture once i get it cut :]

Blue Eyes

They hold the playful ocean.
They hold the pure sky.
They hold the speckled robins egg.
They captivate my soul.
Those beautiful blue eyes.
They show me what's going on inside.
They give me a glimmer
Whats going on behind
Those
Beautiful
Blue
Eyes

Worried

I've come to realize that I worry to much. I allow the emotion to flow over me drowning me in sadness. Its overbearing. It weakens me. I don't even realize I'm doing it half the time. I let the emotion take over my life for the time in which I feel it. It's to much. I can't continue my life worrying about the consequence of everything I do, I won't be able to enjoy my life if I continue.

I've got to stop worrying

♥
Kiwi

Semi-new

So this is my first blog. I honestly never know what to write for these things. I always have an idea in my head but can never get it out in words. and when I do it always sounds wrong. So I usually have difficulty writing and it always takes me forever to get it right. So you'll have to deal with my inability to constantly stay updated with blogs.
Well I might as well begin this with introducing myself. Hi, my names Kayley, most people call me Kiwi (even my school teachers call me that.) I'd guess you could say Kiwi is like my "faerie name" as my mother would put it.
And now's the part were I tell you about myself. Well I'm a very simple person. I'm usually happy (it's a very rare occasion to see me crying.) although I do get frustrated easily. I'm very random, I have an odd sense of humor, and sometimes I can be pretty hyper but I'm mostly laid back. I enjoy art. I like anything inspirational, but then again who doesn't.
So to finish this first blog off I guess I'll end with the fact that I'm only on here to meet friends, no bf thank you, I already have one that I'm very happy with so all you 40 year old perverted men out there trying to pick up a teenager online your little tricks wont work on me!I'm already in love! MWAHAHAHA !
Lol so yeah I guess I'll posty another blog soon when I really need to get something off me chest :]
ttyl
much love
♥
Kiwi