having lived for eight years in st louis i'm glad the cardinals won the world series. it's a baseball town with good folk and a federal reserve branch. i'd also like to accept guns and roses apology for puting fuck st louis on the inset of use your illusion.
ok so i got a little block goin on right now,
what do you do when climbing a mountain of karma, carry some stones to leave it taller for generations to come.
there was a saying on the bus, worrying is like praying for oral sex.
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i'm just a twenty second bit all about what you'll forget about by tomorrow
the talk of new york town that just gets watered down by rain tomorrow
the thousand leaves that you can't wait to fall till autumn comes tomorrow

i'm taking the short flight back to cali
but not to ask for noone's hand
cause i'll need both mine for the emotional baggage

this verse i've found such sweet release
for a head that runs to rarely cease
when my tears have long run dry
my trail of words will cat... read more

trust that confidence in committment is a prerequisite excuse for pushing auto-pilot
forget that compromise is half selfservient and half sacrifice on the altar of dissociation
comittment is just one forgotten breath preceeded by a moment of serenity preceeded by a lifetime of forgotten breaths
When i was locked up i intended to write a letter to explain why everything had happened. Only a couple words came out with a vow to never sign contracts. that was all i could muster from a mon... read more

i think i start to feel the lack of sleep in my joints, then my eyeballs though that may be the seroquil.
my lower back don't feel like it should
one too many hours in my brother's truck chasing disney propaganda
my mind is a terrible thing to disgrace
i screamed one time in the bathroom to the point of seeing stars, some electrical engineering problem for four hours had me by the balls
26 second fifty free
34 second fifty breast
30 second fifty back
i avoid butterfl... read more

My dad's surgery went well which is good. he ended up having to have a bypass as well i guess cause of a heart attack incident yesterday morning. so now he has had two open heart surgeries in one year. he's like cheney but without the trail of dead people in his wake and plus a few morales and spots of compassion.
i'm going to be flying back to texas tomorrow as my work here is done and this man engine needs to be replaced with a cummins. i'm also a little tired of dumpsterdiving for l... read more