Found a ride to Shamballs!
YESSSSSsssssssss....sooo excited

I want to beseech you............
to be patient toward all
that is unsolved in your heart
and try to love the questions themselves
like locked rooms and
like books written in a very foreign tongue

Do not seek the answers,
which can not be given you
because you would not be able to live them

and the point is to live everything.

Live the questions now........
perhaps you will then
graudally, without noticing it
evolve some distant day
into the answer..




I have ne... read more

Trust in yourself
Trust in others
Trust in the world

I see people who have lost it...no longer believing in the letting of things...creating this facade of control
We must trust, we have no choice!
This is what i want...i want this freedom back, to know with surety and hope that things will work out!
Even if they dont look like you imagined them exactly.. Expectations too high.. reality sets in
I expect something of the world that it is not and cannot be, too hopeful? Perhaps..

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Yes its me
I come from a home thats a raging fire
It burnt down long ago
leaving me only with memories
and photos
of poses
and smiles
you'd only ever see in photos
Now i'm here
standing within a waterfall of opportunities
peace, love, beauty, gratitude
pouring down and all over me
but it doesnt feel like home to me
I feel at home in a dark place
And as i embrace the light,
I long for the darkness to hide
from dissapointment, fear, guilt
a compelation of the LIES i grew up o... read more