joined on 05/15/06
last updated 08/04/06
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about me
Tribal Bellydancer, Artist, Healer, Wordsmith, Designer, Lover, Friend, Counselor, Monkey-Lovin Redhead, Rennie, Fire Dancer, Creation Lover!!
Another day another victory!!
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Well, here we are & what a place to be!! I broke down yesterday & texted the boy - "will call soon - be happy" was what I got in return. I have taken his advice- no matter how tongue-in-cheek it may have been. I find myself happy, energized & read...
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Back in my Body Again...
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Well It has begun. Last night I did ArBee's full yoga / isolations video (15, 30, & 45) then lifted weights for about an hour! It felt great to burn off all the "garbage" that has collected on me in the past few weeks - I did something to make it ...
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Waking away from Grey Street.
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It has come to this, again. I cannot allow myself to be distracted from my path - the universe will not allow it anymore. Last night it became abundantly clear that I was just a doormat, and I don't feel like accepting this anymore. Your words & a...
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Big Flashing Signs!!
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I was wrong, he doesn't get me. Thats ok in the grand scheme I guess, but none the less - very disappointing. When a person lets you into their home & tries their best to make you feel welcome & cozy, should your repayment to them be - drunk, yell...
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Rest...
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Finally, I couldn't wait to get to bed & then didn't want to leave this morning. Everything has softened, in the best way. I let go of the expectations of what "we" were doing & just enjoyed the time we have together - little did I know its the be...
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Well, here we are & what a place to be!! I broke down yesterday & texted the boy - "will call soon - be happy" was what I got in return. I have taken his advice- no matter how tongue-in-cheek it may have been. I find myself happy, energized & ready for more - a lot more!! I found an old friend today & plan on meeting up with him for a motorcycle ride possibly tonite!! He knew me "when" & was not a big fan of my ex - go figure!! I will not wait to hear from "him", maybe the break is a good thi...
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Well It has begun. Last night I did ArBee's full yoga / isolations video (15, 30, & 45) then lifted weights for about an hour! It felt great to burn off all the "garbage" that has collected on me in the past few weeks - I did something to make it better for a change! I plan on the same tonite & then a few hours of house cleaning. My father & step mom are coming into town on Friday to visit me & a nun (seriously) so there will be much cleaning & "un-Kiri-ing" of my apartment in the next 3 days...
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It has come to this, again. I cannot allow myself to be distracted from my path - the universe will not allow it anymore. Last night it became abundantly clear that I was just a doormat, and I don't feel like accepting this anymore. Your words & apologies mean nothing to me anymore, because your actions speak volumes more. I am a great friend & am proud of the people that I choose to call my friends. I don't feel that I ask too much from the people in my life - just common respect. It was ver...
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I was wrong, he doesn't get me. Thats ok in the grand scheme I guess, but none the less - very disappointing. When a person lets you into their home & tries their best to make you feel welcome & cozy, should your repayment to them be - drunk, yelling, drunk, messy, drunk, verbally abusive?? I think not, end of story. Can I be firm? Can I hold my ground? Can I walk away? Can I trust ? I am just a push over for the pretty ones, no matter how messy they really are!! I will not ever keep my mouth...
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Finally, I couldn't wait to get to bed & then didn't want to leave this morning. Everything has softened, in the best way. I let go of the expectations of what "we" were doing & just enjoyed the time we have together - little did I know its the best thing I have ever done. I believe he is responding to the change in me & in his many little ways is trying to reaffirm my devotion to myself. I long for those sleepy hours tangled together, when he wimpers to be touched in his sleep, his breath so...
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