Earth Day ...went to the VNV Nation concert. Slightly upsetting as the livenation site said the show was starting @ 8:30....well, that's when VNV's set began....we missed And One. I was very disappointed once I realised we had missed them.
...and I didn't contribute to the Earth Day celebration really...if anything I neglected it a bit and made myself sick....
but it was an experiment in a way. I had not drank in 6months. I had 3 long islands and I was a lot more drunk than I had thought at first.

By the time I got ready to sleep I was very nauseous and I felt all the toxins in me. I even smoked quite a bit last night too...this morning I could feel it all kind of flow around inside of me. I am feeling better now that I ate bread and drank a lot of water....

but I think I'm not going to drink liquor anymore. Maybe now and then I'll have an occasional glass of red wine, but that's it. Sometimes it makes my train of thought flow in a strange way, but I can write very well without depending on a drink.

:sigh: With the money spent on drinking..I could have gone to yoga twice this week? that's what jason said and it made me feel really sad this morning because he was right of course. Still it's done and over with now and I know what I want to focus on from now on.

My massage therapy class begins May 17. I want to start changing my environment (inner and outer) to reflect my commitment to this new path....
I don't want to reside in toxic environments anymore.