I've realized, that I quite love and enjoy the intensity and drama of all things associated with this crazy game we call life. If anyone reads this knows me, they probabaly have heard me bitch and moan about being a cancer, because hey, thats what cancers do best! It's like a requirement if you were born in july that you've gotta be all pissy one minute, pout the next, then be all smiles and giggly right after it, without a passing thought payed attention to any of the aforementioned unpleastries.

So me and Josh are screwing around on the internet, looking up whatever it is we do when to two of us get together. Side note, two heads are in fact more like one than better than one. Josh will know what Im talking about here. Your my favorite Gemini , I heart you.
Ok, back to the point, were all just reading some stuff and all of a sudden, OH NO I FEEL A CANCER MOMENT coming on, like theres this surge of electricity running through my body and I feel those emotions welling up in me. And all of a sudden I'm :( . For no reason. Then I pop back into my head, for a second, forget what I was even stressing about, and back to my unusual self, all smiles and goofballyness intact.
So I"ve got to drive him home now. (Side note, Josh lets get you a liscense shall we?) And I pop in this awesome, amazing, amazing party time cd called "Cobra Starship" and the hottest thing to come out of my speakers since god knows when, this song called "Kiss My Sass" I know, awesomly retarded right?
Which I think, is what I like about it honestly, one can not spend all of ones time, caught up in pretentious, moody art rock. Pondering the complexities of life and existance, and plumbing the depths of ones tortured soul, yadda yadda, etc.
Sometimes you just you know, want to dance.
So I'm grooving in my car, hoping my busy angels are watching for cops, and the road and remind me to put my hands on the steering wheel when its important, just having a jolly good time to myself.
And thats when it dawns on me, this is what life is about, having fun, putting a smile on your face, daring to wreck that car because you just have to do the robot while your driving. These are what were called before digital cameras, "a kodak moment".
What are those moments now, "lets upload this to myspace" moments. It just doesnt sound as sentimental I suppose, but hey, its not a plug for a huge corporate conglomerate now, so its got its silver lining.

Suddenly, my train of thought is derailed, never to reach it's destination... I suppose then whatever point I might have had has been delivered and it could be time to go do the robot in my bed until sleeps sweet wings lift me away.

And for now though, I will leave you with, this hot tune right here. Crank up the bass, turn off your brain, and put a smile on your face.

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I still can't figure out how to embed videos, at least you can do that in myspace. If only it didn't have EVERYTHING ELSE going for it, myspace would be fabulous. They keep telling me it's myspace, but everybody else has got one too, I'm really confused about ownership here.