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To Sweat and to Forget herself
Tue, February 6, 2007 - 10:16 AM
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Look in her eyes, her melting eyes. The eyes that have been closed, the eyes that have waited for kisses, Waited for eyes that could share intimacy, For companionship, for the fulfillment of dreams. And with the dance, with the swell comes the intensity that she seeks; the family she seeks to love and to hate. She paints and pressures, And squeezes into my spirit all that has remembered to taunt my soul. She writhes in agitation and scares me as she seduces me. The rhythm and the panting, the gyration Are lost in her surrender And she has become fluid in a sea of liquid bliss. She is the waiting, me, I am the fondness. She is family and the dream, the coming of true vision. Embrace me with your sweat and surrender Goddess! Help me learn to forget! She is the dance; the dance wild and serious. She is the one you remembered; I, however, forget. She is all my partners who stamp the rhythms that embrace my soul. Kiss, Sweat, Pulse and look deep in her wild eyes and see the love dances easily, burns easily, flames easily, and forgets to be. Tempting and wanting , wet with desire. Record that she came here to help to you forget. She came here to dance with you, to love you, to make you her friend, then attempt to get you never to regret...
Aloha Goddess!
Thu, February 1, 2007 - 9:40 AM
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I cannot express my gratitude deeply enough for the grace you have given my life. Each moment I spent with you was extasy. I will never forget a second. Please find a place in your heart to forgive me for my insensivity. I am so sad I have caused you stresss or anything but happiness. FRiday is Imbolc, in the belly, the wheel of life is turning, days are getting longer, Kore is heading out of the dark, towards Demeter and the green of life. A time for transformation, rebirth, new beginnings. Sacred to women. Healing, inspiration, the manifestation of the invincable fire that melt away winter. It is a turning point. It is a time for cleansing and purification for casting away old, worn out things to creat space for newness. We will be celebrating the ritual of Imbolc Friday sunset. There will be work on the altars, cleaning, cleansing, perhaps a sauna. I truely wish to be at least your friend. I am so sad about whatever I did to offend you and wish I could take it back. I really don't want to feel weird around you. But, you need to know I still feel strongly about you so...you'll probably see me acting like a little boy, really shy and embarrassed near you. But, on the other hand: I'm really funny, crazy, interesting...and cute. You could love me if you gave me half a chance. At least like me...maybe just not hate me... with the deepest respect...from a safe distance... Sigh
Yeah!
Tue, January 23, 2007 - 4:38 PM
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Just want you to know I am very happy, despite challenges. An interesting story: When you divorced me I hung out with the family with too many kids and fleas? I hung out with them because I knew they probably wouldn't reject me; I really couldn't at that time give my love to folks I really liked for fear of rejection. So, I did nice things for folks I thought were less fortunate. The Garden Temple is really a gift of love to my community. Since then I have decided it's alright to love and risk rejection. I have found a deep love in my community! It is so nice to live here and dance with these truely wonderful beings. Bottom line is that our relationship ended, not because either of us was bad or wrong, it ended because we grew apart, our visions of future changed- kids were not in our future. So, you made the transition to realty away from your vision of being a mamma and a mid-wife; from possibly being rural to remaing urban. And I want you to know- that's o.k., that's life! I am happy here and I really wasn't in Portland. I saw mutual friends from there at the beach and they both commented on how happy & healthy I look, how I seem to have come into my own. I am madly in love with a beautiful Goddess, my community, my job, the aina, the dolphins... Maybe this was what the shaman was refering to when he indicated Simon was going to become something for Simon. With deep respect for your role in my personal healing...I send my ALOHA!
" The mouth of the stupid one is the ruin of him and his lips are a snare for his soul.The words of the slanderer are like things to be swallowed greedily...a strong tower, Into it the righteous runs and is given protection." Proverbs 18
Tue, January 23, 2007 - 12:58 PM
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"You tell her she can manage And you can't change the way she feels But you could put your arms around her I stand in front of you I'll take the force of the blow Protection Now you can lean on me And that's more than love, that's the way it should be Now I can't change the way you feel But I can put my arms around you That's just part of the deal That's the way I feel I'll put my arms around you" Massive Attack My deepest love to all...including those who would do me harm! So, I invite you all to come this Saturday and help us cast a circle of Protection about the Garden Temple... We really just want to have FUN! Innocence, power and grace!
My head is spinning...at night we/ or I go
Sat, June 17, 2006 - 12:32 PM
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dancing at the most incredible venues...like wild squats and art collectives...not sure which I will attend this weekend...events like, Secrets, Opium...supersexy... I'm learning so much about events and how to put it together...inspired for next season at the G.T. I'm so happy to be far away, from you ( I still am madly in love with you!), from all the puna drama, from my responsibilities at the G.T. and work, from englisk (yuck!)...to have had the opportunity to gain perspective, to really find what Simon wants, not what I want for others...As time goes on I leave it all behind...I move into now... a handsome father dressed in matching pants and jacket wheels his son proudly thru the market, he seems too pretty to take the time...a policeman stands in the rain without proper jacket or even a hat to tell people they can't ride their bikes on a bike path some have riden since childhood, he does so sheepishly, and most totally ignore him...stree performers stand to the side cheering mockingly at the dirty juggler fumbling with his clubs, tying a balloon penis to a teenage girl from danmark, as her mother looks on in a mixture of horror and entertainment...as a million different people with different color skins watch, moving in rhythm to some deep beat...that travels along the marshes, past morroccan gangs dancing break on hard pavement...out past windmills in the moonlight on tropical evenings unexpected...past the fields and the tall ships towering in harbor...to a strange village build of scraps around an old church gutted...flashing strobe lights...rooms with groping hands...rooms with writhing bodies..rooms within rooms with music and smoke swirling, dancers swirling...dropping to silk pillows caressing, lights flash and moon fades to sun...
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