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Amsterdam....

To Sweat and to Forget herself

Look in her eyes, her melting eyes.
The eyes that have been closed, the eyes that have waited for kisses,
Waited for eyes that could share intimacy,
For companionship, for the fulfillment of dreams.

And with the dance, with the swell
comes the intensity that she seeks;
the family she seeks to love and to hate.
She paints and pressures, And squeezes into my spirit
all that has remembered to taunt my soul.
She writhes in agitation and scares me as she seduces me.

The rhythm and the panting, the gyration Are lost in her surrender
And she has become fluid in a sea of liquid bliss.
She is the waiting, me, I am the fondness.
She is family and the dream, the coming of true vision.
Embrace me with your sweat and surrender Goddess!
Help me learn to forget!

She is the dance; the dance wild and serious.
She is the one you remembered; I, however, forget.
She is all my partners who stamp the rhythms
that embrace my soul.

Kiss, Sweat, Pulse and look deep in her wild eyes and see
the love dances easily, burns easily, flames easily,
and forgets to be.
Tempting and wanting , wet with desire.
Record that she came here to help to you forget.
She came here to dance with you, to love you, to make you her friend,
then attempt to get you never to regret...
Tue, February 6, 2007 - 10:16 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
Aloha Goddess!


I cannot express my gratitude deeply enough for the grace you have given my life.

Each moment I spent with you was extasy. I will never forget a second.

Please find a place in your heart to forgive me for my insensivity. I am so sad I have caused you stresss or anything but happiness.

FRiday is Imbolc, in the belly, the wheel of life is turning, days are getting longer, Kore is heading out of the dark, towards Demeter and the green of life. A time for transformation, rebirth, new beginnings. Sacred to women. Healing, inspiration, the manifestation of the invincable fire that melt away winter. It is a turning point.

It is a time for cleansing and purification for casting away old, worn out things to creat space for newness.

We will be celebrating the ritual of Imbolc Friday sunset. There will be work on the altars, cleaning, cleansing, perhaps a sauna.

I truely wish to be at least your friend. I am so sad about whatever I did to offend you and wish I could take it back.

I really don't want to feel weird around you. But, you need to know I still feel strongly about you so...you'll probably see me acting like a little boy, really shy and embarrassed near you.

But, on the other hand: I'm really funny, crazy, interesting...and cute. You could love me if you gave me half a chance.
At least like me...maybe just not hate me...

with the deepest respect...from a safe distance...

Sigh
Thu, February 1, 2007 - 9:40 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
Yeah!

Just want you to know I am very happy, despite challenges.

An interesting story: When you divorced me I hung out with the family with too many kids and fleas? I hung out with them because I knew they probably wouldn't reject me; I really couldn't at that time give my love to folks I really liked for fear of rejection.

So, I did nice things for folks I thought were less fortunate.

The Garden Temple is really a gift of love to my community.

Since then I have decided it's alright to love and risk rejection. I have found a deep love in my community! It is so nice to live here and dance with these truely wonderful beings.

Bottom line is that our relationship ended, not because either of us was bad or wrong, it ended because we grew apart, our visions of future changed- kids were not in our future. So, you made the transition to realty away from your vision of being a mamma and a mid-wife; from possibly being rural to remaing urban. And I want you to know- that's o.k., that's life!

I am happy here and I really wasn't in Portland. I saw mutual friends from there at the beach and they both commented on how happy & healthy I look, how I seem to have come into my own.

I am madly in love with a beautiful Goddess, my community, my job, the aina, the dolphins...

Maybe this was what the shaman was refering to when he indicated Simon was going to become something for Simon.

With deep respect for your role in my personal healing...I send my ALOHA!
Tue, January 23, 2007 - 4:38 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
" The mouth of the stupid one is the ruin of him and his lips are a snare for his soul.The words of the slanderer are like things to be swallowed greedily...a strong tower, Into it the righteous runs and is given protection." Proverbs 18

"You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her
I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection
Now you can lean on me
And that's more than love, that's the way it should be
Now I can't change the way you feel
But I can put my arms around you
That's just part of the deal
That's the way I feel
I'll put my arms around you" Massive Attack


My deepest love to all...including those who would do me harm!


So, I invite you all to come this Saturday and help us cast a circle of Protection about the Garden Temple...

We really just want to have FUN!

Innocence, power and grace!
Tue, January 23, 2007 - 12:58 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
My head is spinning...at night we/ or I go
dancing at the most incredible venues...like wild squats and art
collectives...not sure which I will attend this weekend...events
like, Secrets, Opium...supersexy...
I'm learning so much about events and how to put it
together...inspired for next season at the G.T.

I'm so happy to be far away, from you ( I still am madly in love with
you!), from all the puna drama, from my responsibilities at the G.T.
and work, from englisk (yuck!)...to have had the opportunity to gain
perspective, to really find what Simon wants, not what I want for
others...As time goes on I leave it all behind...I move into now...

a handsome father dressed in matching pants and jacket wheels his son
proudly thru the market, he seems too pretty to take the time...a
policeman stands in the rain without proper jacket or even a hat to
tell people they can't ride their bikes on a bike path some have
riden since childhood, he does so sheepishly, and most totally ignore
him...stree performers stand to the side cheering mockingly at the
dirty juggler fumbling with his clubs, tying a balloon penis to a
teenage girl from danmark, as her mother looks on in a mixture of
horror and entertainment...as a million different people with
different color skins watch, moving in rhythm to some deep
beat...that travels along the marshes, past morroccan gangs dancing
break on hard pavement...out past windmills in the moonlight on
tropical evenings unexpected...past the fields and the tall ships
towering in harbor...to a strange village build of scraps around an
old church gutted...flashing strobe lights...rooms with groping
hands...rooms with writhing bodies..rooms within rooms with music and
smoke swirling, dancers swirling...dropping to silk pillows
caressing, lights flash and moon fades to sun...
Sat, June 17, 2006 - 12:32 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
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The Garden Temple

The Garden Temple

- this Golden Sanctuary,
a Creative Communification Come-in-unity,
Lava Love Land!

We embrace a vision of equality and harmonious living with the Earth, Spirit and ourselves. We are caregivers of this Earth and guardians and nurturers of this sacred connection between Spirit and ourselves. We hope to create a safe and secure judgement-free sanctuary for spiritual growth in an atmosphere of love, respect, family and friendship.

The Garden Temple is a Rainbow Family Come-in-unity devoted to spiritual growth through interactive, participatory art, theater and music events. We aim to reaffirm the connection between Earth, Spirit and ourselves through active celebration including dance, song, prayer, meditation, use of entheogenic substances. It is our hope to make Spirit and soul visible in the experience of and participation in creative presentations.

The Garden Temple congregation supports the use of this sacred land for refuge and sanctuary for the sacramental use of entheogenic substances. We have created this sacred space for the private, public and shared use of cannabis and other spiritual entheogens as a spiritual media. This land and all religious practices that occur there are protected under United States provisions, acts and laws guaranteeing the free exercise of religion.

Our purpose is to love and respect the Earth, Spirit and each other and to actively demonstrate that love and respect through interactive celebration. We host dog, alcohol and aggression-free music, theater and arts events for the whole family. We hope to provide a safe and secure space for Spiritual communion for all people sharing our beliefs. We support the enthusiastic celebration of Spirit at these events.

We are committed to spreading our message of love and respect though practical acts of kindness towards each other and the Earth. We perform community out-reach to meet the needs, both spiritual and physical, of those in need- by providing information about the spiritual use of entheogens and our mission, by working with families and especially single mothers and children, by encouraging active participation in celebration of spiritual sacraments by persons with disabilities, by embracing human diversity, by spreading our mission to spiritually uplift those in prisons, jails, hospitals, nursing homes, etc. We host events and regularly scheduled activities that encourage non-denominational worship of Spirit. We support the beliefs, dogmas and practices of newly formed spiritual beliefs by maintaining complete religious freedom as guaranteed us by our rights as humans, Hawaiians and Americans. We believe our lives, liberties and happiness depend upon and include the beneficial use of Cannabis Hemp and other entheogenic substances. The cultivation, creation, possession and use of Cannabis and other spiritual entheogenic substances are NECESSARY to insure our individualities, human dignities and our connection to Earth, Spirit and ourselves. The use of Cannabis as a Spiritual Sacrament is MANDATED by our religion for communion and spiritual growth and healing. We exercise our religious freedoms though our enthusiastic and interactive participation in art, music and theater events with the use of Cannabis.

We demonstrate our commitment to love and respect the Earth by supporting alternative energy source development. We hope to build a fuel alcohol still to independently meet our energy needs. We hope to continue to build gardens so that we may feed ourselves and share our bounty with others, independently.

The Garden Temple is directed by focalizers and advised by a vision council as a Rainbow Family entity. Vision council advice offered to the focalizer(s) is reached through consensus. We envision a peaceful and non-violent solution to all our challenges. To that end we apply a problem-solving model and work towards ho’o’ponopono- making things right.

The Garden Temple is a Chameleon: she is YOUR dreams, YOUR vision; constantly changing to fulfill the dreams and visions of wanderers and truth-seekers! The Garden Temple calls us in love to celebrate love and Spirit. She asks that you receive her love with respect and reflect it in beauty and a joyous celebration of life and Spirit!!!

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New ED music facilatator opportunity (in Ecstatic Dance of Hawaii) Aloha Ohana!

The Garden Temple is hosting an AFTERNOON art salon on Saturday April 19th. We will provide a space for creating art while allowing new ED music facilatators to get an opportunity to try their stuff in a less formal, and maybe less... read more
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and...athonwy & spreerocket together!!!!
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SPED Teacher seeks alternative/shared housing in SF Bay Area ( housing » housing wanted ) Aloha!

I'm Simon...from the Big Island of Hawaii and I'm looking to ... read more
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To Sweat and Forget...herself (blog entry) To Sweat and to Forget herself

Look in her eyes, her melting eyes.
The eyes that have been closed, the eyes that have waited for kisses,
Waited for eyes that could share intimacy,
For companionship, for the fulfillment of dreams.

And with... read more
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SPED Teacher seeks alternative/shared housing in SF Bay Area ( housing » housing wanted ) Aloha!

I'm Simon...from the Big Island of Hawaii and I'm looking to ... read more
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