Check out my new songs on myspace "Unidivina"! :)

My dreams are becoming a reality...I'm getting to sing with an amazing DJ named "Story." He has worked with many talented people so I feel really privilidged to work with him. I sing over his DJ mixes and we are also creating our own music.
Check out some of our recordings at our myspace:
www.myspace.com/unidivina
There are 2 new songs up! :)

I just formed a new band called "Unidivina"

Check it out!
I'm so excited!

Love,
Victoria

www.myspace.com/unidivina

I moved to Maui!!

Yep, I did it! I'm living with my sister and helping out with her son, the cutest thing in the world.
I would love to connect with others on this beautiful island! I have been here for about 1 week now. I look forward to exploring this magical land. I'm sending out lots of love to all my beautiful friends.
Victoria
P.S: I also just graduated from the program I have been in for the past 2 years!! Yaye!!!!!!!!

"The Awakening."

Hi everyone,

I thought I would share a 3 min clip of the DVD I shot when I went back to Mystic Hot Springs in April. I did this for a school project for my M.A in spiritual psychology. I'm really excited to have a recorded finished product of this performance!

Check it out!
vids.myspace.com/index.cfm

Here's what I have on the back cover:

The Awakening is about my personal transformational
journey to remembering the Truth of Who I Am. This
process of discovery has also made me aware of who I
am not. The key is non-judgment. The butterfly is
not better than the caterpillar. It is all part of
the process of unfolding. It all serves a purpose.
The Awakening is the story of a woman who breaks out
of a cocoon and becomes the butterfly that she has
always been. It is a story of surrender, letting go,
and trusting Spirit. Change is constant as is
transformation and evolution. As she evolves she
faces more challenges and remembers that she is even
more beautiful than she originally thought she was.
My intention is to inspire others in their
rememberance of who they really are and the true
beauty that is our essence.
Love and light on your journey! Victoria

Reflecting on Life

I'm just so amazed at how much I have learned through this program I have been in in L.A. I have been going to this school called USM, doing a spiritual psychology program. It's fascinating to me how I signed up without REALLY knowing what I was getting myself into. Or did my spirit know? I have shed so many misperceptions of reality and lies that I have made up about who I am. What is emerging is the true me, the one who lives and trusts that I will know what to do in each moment. I trust my instincts. I am walking a path of faith. Things are manifesting through my willingness to allow myself to receive. I feel really blessed. I haven't ever posted anything on my own blog before, and for some reason I felt compelled to. I guess part of it is that I am no longer hiding. I am creating my own music...something that has been a dream for so long. I got a looping machine and am creating music with my voice alone. I performed for my first audience the other night. It feels so good to be able to express myself in this way and to just do it because I know that that is my purpose. My purpose is to now share what I have learned through song or whichever form it takes. I am so happy to share.
LOVE!
Victoria

How Nature Flows

One of my tribe friends posted a poem of his. It's all about the flow...
I find it interesting that I just wrote a song where I have a similar line in it. It just goes to show we are all connected. I love it!

How Nature Flows

I lay my head, my head on the ground
To feel the Earth's heart beat of sound
I wanna know how Nature Flows
Please tell me all I need to grow!

Maybe I should Go
I don't know why you ask that question
Cause in your heart you know
Look down deep below
There you'll find your soul

I realize nothing is as it seems
Then again, it could all just be a dream
Either way, the moment is NOW
I'd just like to understand somehow

Maybe I should Go
I don't know why you ask that question
Cause in your heart you know
Look down deep below
There you'll find your soul

And I raise up
So you can meet me there
And I lift up
To show you I care
Show you I care

Maybe I should Go
I don't know why you ask that question
Cause in your heart you know
Look down deep below
There you'll find your soul

Sharing a Song I just wrote....

I have been doing a lot of healing work lately and was inspired to write this song last night.

There's a part of me inside
That only wants to hide
Who's afraid of her own shadow
But is also dying to know

To remember- The Beauty and the Grace
To have a smile on my face
of what it's like- To be Free

That small voice is of a child
Who was wounded in the night
So the key is to love her,
Nurture, and Adore her!

So she'll remember- The Beauty and the Grace
To have a smile on her face
of what it's like- To be Free

And the moment I forgive
Is a step I take to Victory!
Cause I know, I understand
They were hurt too, they were hurt too

The Child is like an angel
Let her know
Her wings shine oh so brightly
Watch them glow

She's remembering- The Beauty and the Grace
To have a smile on her face
of what it's like

I'm remembering- The Beauty and the Grace
To have a smile on my face
of what it's like- To be Free

Peace and Love,
Victoria

The Painting

I feel I must explain the painting. I didn't paint it. It just so happens she looks like me...well, that's what my mom said anyway when I sent her a copy of the picture....she said "how did you do that?..how did you get your face in that painting?" Anyway, it's kind of one of those serendipidous things. This lady came to the hot springs, where I live, and traded it for her night's stay. She had to send me a print copy and I received it in the mail on the day of my birthday. This painting is very significant to me because I can really identify with the whole story behind it too. The woman is coming out of a toxic flower and turning into a beautiful butterfly. The toxins are what helped her become the butterfly. I feel I have gone through many toxins in my life...or perceived toxins anyway...but it has only been to become the butterfly. At this point, I understand the world of duality, and I understand that I can transcend it and just BE. It's difficult to let go. I have taken some leaps and have let myself get a little too far out there. I'm happy with a slow gentle process at this point.
The woman is also communicating with the angel realm and has a hummingbird whispering something in her ear.