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Adrianna

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joined on 11/02/05
last updated 09/23/06
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into the night the story goes her mind it races in and out of dark dirty holes. on the outside the bow is tied fine and the smile she's pretty she's witty she's smart. the snake it burrows it fills up within it melts and it twists and she keeps it all in. untie the bow it stays all together illusion seeps through and you realize you're in her. empty without the soul of another she chokes in the stuffiness of love you think is pure.
double glances double stances she doesn't know which way to go. the merry go round is stuck in the ground and the teeter totter is all she knows. take her with you when you go her heart can not stand still. a child you'd think until you're in deep then a cold white widow she is.
light rushes in she sees her own sins and shame is all she expels. tomorrow will change it's never the same she has no tolerance for a copious lifestyle. still hold her close feel the remorse. use her then put it away. for you she lives for you she gives. until you no longer fancy.
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new ones. thank you to Christian Spangenberg for all the wonderful photos:)
Thu, November 9, 2006 - 5:06 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
I have no phone, no computer, no life.
But I've got my own bed for the first time in like 3 years. Fucking boyfriends.
The single life is a calm life.
Tue, September 5, 2006 - 7:56 PM permalink - 5 comments
 
I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought that tonight could ever be
This close to me
Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath
And wait until I shake

But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on t... read more
Fri, August 11, 2006 - 11:50 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
But that's okay.

I was just outside in on the patio smokin one when I see 5- count em, 5 black crows flying from 5 different directions to meet on 1 branch of the redwood trees across the street. One starts to squak. The others wait and each give in their own squaks.
Its like a they are chilling at the coffee shop- talking nonsense. Nothing else in the world can make me smile like 5 crows having coffee in the sky.

yet again, I just smoked a fatty.
Mon, August 7, 2006 - 3:14 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
So when I told my sister last week of the earthquakes we'll have on August 3rd, I wondered if I was losing it for good this time. My dreams continued all week... dreams of earthquakes. If I told my friends they'd ask why I ever left the hospital.
Last night when my house began to shake, I giggled. I got a call from my sister immediatly "OMG, you totally knew!"
Please, someone explain why I can sense everything going on before it happens yet I can't sense when i should keep a job, not... read more
Thu, August 3, 2006 - 10:04 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
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