there are not too many times
where all the sudden sense makes itself known
where all the clarity in the world
is yours
to have and hold
offered to you on the silver platter of simplicity-
thats not a chance that comes daily
with struggle
without moments of complete surrender-
in the middle of anxious thoughts or a million reminders
blazing with light
so astronomically bright that you CANT miss it-
sense does not come forward with the changing of the tides
or cycles of the sun or the moon-
its not written on the palm of your hand
in each crevice that your last footprint left
not too much of that makes sense
not now
not anytime?
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there is nothing left out of you
look for pieces of how or why
anytime you can remember there is nothing left out of you
complete
all the time
with the complete ability to accept the question
the hole
as the skylight of openness
as the dip in the ocean
as the inside of a shell
a fully alive empty home
ready waiting
anytime

thanks yall
for the love and support
the blessings on the day of my birth
for reaching out of your own lives to remember me
to give a prayer a wish a moment to connecting in love to me as you sister daughter friend
its a wonderful time of year to remember the inner world
the winter time of nesting
hibernation within
looking in for the strength - nurturing the energies of the heart
knowing that soon will come the warming call of spring to encourage the self knowing to blossom out into the waiting world
i thank you all for the encouragement of my stepping out into the beauty and bountiful boundry of my own life and being
you are all parts of my strength my nurturing my blossoming
with incredible gratitude i accept your loving embrace
i am honored by your devotion to this family
this new quarter of a century life of mine brings with it the commitment desire and courage to step more fully into the place that has been prepared for me
the unique gift that my life has been year by year
with all the complexities settling into the complete yet perfectly strange design of life that i am
in all ways brings a place in my heart for each of yours
i truly love you all with the greatest offering of gratitude
to the source that brought us all into one
this family tree
to this source i am devoted
standing courageously in this incarnation as the most full edition of myself
full of hope to reflect the endless freedom within your most blessed offering of love
allways, in peace