Burning Sapphire

i’ve self started a little sumtin sumtin that I’m a little bit proud of and I’d like to share it with all of you and you and you. it’s an axiom i’ve lived my whole life by: BREAK FREE !!!!!!!!!! Just break free from conformity from authority (who are they anyway?!) from this paradigm they’ve convinced us is reality – I speak no lies and we all know this is what our community feels – which I believe Is a foundation of our community) in your heart in my own and we all xpress it in whatever way we can. So BREAK FREE - the reason I have clung to my gypsy roots and keep on moving moving ever on across this crazy country and beyond in search of what? Who the fuck knows cos if I did I might settle down to fireside evenings and the sweet sticky scent of hydro wafting through my kitchen. I’ve decided to take BREAK FREE to the streets through cafepress.com and now I have a bunch of paraphernalia that I like looking at and would like you to look at too. My shop is BREAK FREE NOW and my shopname is BURNING SAPPHIRE – BURNING of course for my favorite event orgasm experience attitude party and for my playa name SAPPHIRE given to me last summer by a down brother - Alex I think - with blue shaved hair – are you out there?! So please if you don’t mind take a peek and a gander and let me know how you feel about my design.
www.cafepress.com/breakfreenow
<a href="www.cafepress.com/breakfree...quot;>Come visit my store on CafePress!</a>

What Is Done In The Dark Will Come To Light

I have heard this quote two different times in my life, once in a song it seemed like the 1930’s a lilting femmy voice, so old skool you imagine feathers and sequins and blood red as all red hell lipstick… the other time this morning on indie 103.5 at 7 something or other what does it matter since it was before 9 am? This time by a gruff man who probably devoured a million cigs into his lungs or more in this life but how oh so sexy that is…with an English accent to knock your panties off and he reached out over the waves and warned me. Warned just me in fact that what is done in the dark will come to light and what a bitch that is. So I reflect, I’ve had a lot of good nook in that delicious inky dark most of it with my beau but then we always flip on the light to see intertwined orange glow bodies but (isn’t it always better that way?).

silly silly girl

i have come back to tribe because here truley i have found love understanding and respect.
i read my pre burn blog and sigh to myself ….what a silly silly girl i am. i am glad i belong to a community of people who would not accept such a sordid invitation as female for hire and yet i giggle despite myself.
Something inside of me knew i had to make it to black rock and i did i fucking did and i know now why my heart burned for the burn and it was everything i dreamed and more so much more. My heart exploded with joy the moment I felt the earth between my feet and the vastness of the desert and i pounded that gong with all my might and screamed into the empty I AM HOME and knew that i was.
We all live and learn and grow and it seems i do as well (who knew!). i have reached out through this site to connect and the people i needed have sought me out as i have wished and you know who you are who have accepted a lost girl into your lives and i send you my gracious thanks and look forward to a spiritual future with techni colors.
There may one day be a time when i have healed and come to the end of my search for what is real and then perhaps i can give back to others who have fallen. namaste