joined on 11/26/05
last updated 11/26/05
about me
I'm very artsy, sorta fartsy, crafty as Hell. If it can be made I can usually figure out a way to do it. If it can be done, I can usually get it done. I like people and I can often find good in many and I see them for the individuals they are not for what the world sees them as. I'm not the most optimistic person on the planet but I'm also not a "half-empty" kinda girl. I can be frustrating to some and a comfort to others. Oh, yeah, if you don't want to hear the truth (at least - my take on it) don't ask me any direct questions. You might not like the answer. I value being open and honest very much, but I'm kinda private too. So, I'll let you in when I'm ready. Which could be sooner than you think. I can be very passionate about things, be they good or bad. But at the end of the day I have a good heart and I remain kind.
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This thing called "Life" is a little over my head but I'm gonna try to give it another chance. Afterall, its not Life that keeps mucking up things - its me, myself and I. Life is what it is, hard and unfair - it never boasted to be anything else. It was always my thinking that figured Life should be easy and I should be handed what I desire. Well, that just isn't going to happen. If I get anything out of life you better believe there will be lots of hard work involved. If I could stop p...
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Ever feel like you don't know who you are? Or that maybe you're hiding from the real you? My problem is I'm not hiding from the real me I'm locked in daily combat with it. For years I've been miserable and I didn't know why until the last night. I realized that my misery happened about the same time my reprograming happened as a kid. When I was young I'd lash out at and fight anyone that was unlucky enough to make eye contact with me. So because of that I went through very intensive the...
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I am so happy that my Mom is doing much better, but I feel very guilty about lying to her about how I'm doing. She keeps asking if I'm okay and I lie and tell her I'm doing fine. When that's not the case in my opinion. I don't think (but not really sure) I will do anything because the thought would litterally kill her. I don't want to put her through anymore stress but its so hard. Yesterday was my son's birthday (he turned 14) and I wasn't able to wish him Happy Bday not to mention the ...
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It would be great if we could go to bed at night with the ideal life in mind and then wake in the morning to see that it magically appeared. Just to have the thought of who we want to be or the life we want to lead manifest itself without ever having to really "do" anything. Yeah, and I'd like to sell you my beach front property in Kansas too. Its a very long and hard road to change the way we think and do the things that make up our lives. Its not going to happen by some magical means. ...
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I really didn't expect to have a hit my first show, but thats what happened. My dragon mask went to a good home. The wonderful woman that bought it did so for her husbands collection. She liked it so well that she made sure she got my name right so she can look for more of my work in the future. It was a very smokey night and kinda packed but overall it was a very good (if not validating) evening. I took my friend along for the ride and it turned out to be a good thing not just because I...
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Giving it another shot
(blog entry)
This thing called "Life" is a little over my head but I'm gonna try to give it another chance. Afterall, its not Life that keeps mucking up things - its me, myself and I. Life is what it is, hard and unfair - it never boasted to be anything else...
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Darkness Calling
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Ever feel like you don't know who you are? Or that maybe you're hiding from the real you? My problem is I'm not hiding from the real me I'm locked in daily combat with it. For years I've been miserable and I didn't know why until the last night...
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Mom is better and I'm a wreck
(blog entry)
I am so happy that my Mom is doing much better, but I feel very guilty about lying to her about how I'm doing. She keeps asking if I'm okay and I lie and tell her I'm doing fine. When that's not the case in my opinion. I don't think (but not re...
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Still Working on the Coming to Terms Thing
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It would be great if we could go to bed at night with the ideal life in mind and then wake in the morning to see that it magically appeared. Just to have the thought of who we want to be or the life we want to lead manifest itself without ever ha...
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My First Show was a Hit
(blog entry)
I really didn't expect to have a hit my first show, but thats what happened. My dragon mask went to a good home. The wonderful woman that bought it did so for her husbands collection. She liked it so well that she made sure she got my name righ...
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