I'm shipping out for Southern Fusion Fest on the 9th and right now, I'm just not feelin' it. I'm having that pesky feeling again. I believe humans refer to it as "loneliness", but that just can't be because I don't have a heart. I traded that years ago for a pack of Hostess Snowballs and cigarrettes. Haven't missed it since.

Maybe it's the idea of being in a rather large city all by me onesies that is making me feel slightly perturbed. I don't have ANYONE to watch my back. Nada. I'm stationed at a hotel that's miles away (approximately 12) because I got a hell of a deal and while it's completely awesome that I can travel without hearing someone else's crap, I have to admit that Ms. Tough Girl over here is slightly concerned.

I'll be relying mostly on public transportation and a $1.75 ain't bad for a one way but I'm nervous that I'll end up getting lost, which is a distinct possibility because I have a shitastic sense of direction. What the fuck am I going to do in the evenings besides try to find a chill bar? I don't know the area at all and I'm basically just worried that this is going to suck.

I know that this is my negative self having a voice right now but it's awfully compelling. I'll just head over there with the mission in mind; Learn as much from the pros as possible than get the fuck out.

*sigh* I should go to bed.......