She surrenders herself
Surrenders to herself
Allowing the unknown to be
Her womb is filled with her own life
She feels the thrust inside her
The song of truth
Her pure, whole being
She is filled with herself
Loving the life that is hers
Living from this strong woman core
Full and pregnant
Witness to her own beauty
Elegance and grace
Strength and wisdom
Tenderness
Sweet sweet nectar
Oh how she loves this freedom

Giving birth to herself as her own lover
Her own friend, and mother
Her one true support
She is more than her desires to procreate
She is in observance
Here as a healer
A giver, a transformative
Co-existing creature of the dark of the moon
Bringing gifts of divination
and powers of regeneration
Acting as a release valve
for self and others

Strangling time
Unleashing the fury of my being
Unyielding to all that is
Unrelenquished beauty floating amongst
Stars unequivocally thwarting
Upward into space and through time
Thrashing lovers come abound in
Their great triumphs of memory
and satisfaction throughout time
Thwart me into existence
Make me alive
Strangling time
A timelessness so certainly
Becoming fluid beyond
Comprehension

A lighter side
Falling expanding creation
Doorways to freedom
Calling beckoning
Pulling us in
Be alive joyous floating feeling loving
Turmoil drops falls away
Lingers no more
Salty sea skin warms me
Lets me let go into nothing
To sleep forever

Remember do you remember holding on that's not you anymore you surrender you died remember new fresh light child birthed from grief quick shattered dreams new hope your life you're alive you live you get to be alive where is your child she died