MAHADEVI DESIGN HOLIDAY SALE
www.mahadevidesign.com

Come buy directly from the designers and get special deals and one-of-a-kind pieces in a warm family atmosphere.

On Sunday, Dec. 9th Noon – 9pm

@ the MahaDevi design Studio ~

Harmony H’om’e

333 East 13th Avenue

(between Main and Kingsway)

Feel free to spread the word and bring your family and friends ~ come for delicious sustainable clothing and warm apple cider and cookies.
We'd love to have you <3

dear friends,
so here i am in Portland, Oregon, with a broken motor in my purple mercedes that had just recently been adorned with golden glitter...
the story continues...
serious question for all experienced vehicle owners: how do you manage to get a car that doesn't break down?
i figure, a car that's not from quebec or anywhere with rough winters, and that's German or Japanes, is a better bet.
but then, do you work lots and save up lots of money before you buy an expensive car? but i've seen fancy looking cars broke down too...
or is it worth getting a loan to buy a more expensive car and then paying it off - but what if it breaks down anyways and then you're stuck with debt and repairs to pay?
i don't know anymore...
should i move back to Europe where these fuelconsuming monsters are not a necessity?
but i like it here... and i can't live in a city anymore... .

oh well.. .
so of course i missed burning man. and of course, after i thought i was going, i got attached to the idea of going again, so now it hurts again. stupid humans. why do we do this to ourselves?
i miss Noah. very much. just want to be on the tourbus, lying down on the bed with him, while terran is driving us down the highway and hjeron plays that funny banjo-techno-track. jeska shaking her hips and Joel drawing his fantasy characters.
i do need to take care of business too. i've been neglecting that. for my dream, that i've been so prevented from living, once again. what is live trying to tell me? what am i doing wrong, what am i supposed to do, where am i supposed to be, to live, what do i need to take care of so i can live my dream?
i want to live now, not be in preparation any more. work is good, preparation is necessary, learning happens everywhere, but i don't want to live in preparation for life, but live, and be prepared for anything.
how what why
so full of questions.
where am i going?
alone?
or do i have companions on the journey?
why can it not be with the companion i had found, now?
and the family?
how do i sustain myself, and my dream?
what must i sacrifice for my dream? how much of my dream must i sacrifice to sustain myself?
so many questions.
so many tears, so much pain.
i want to learn, be wide open, learn the lessons, come to me, show me teach me force me to see the truth! but what is the truth, there are so many layers, what we percieve as truth in one moment is completely irrelevant in the next. how to know? shedding layer upon layer... but the layers add up again, become covered up, it's so hard to see.
and yet again i am afraid of being alone.
i had experienced a time when i was free of that fear, this greatest fear that i have. it was so liberating... and now i know that i do not need to have that fear, and can get back to that place inside myself but yet it seems impossible right now.
defeating fear 101.
live in the moment.
yes, but how do i live, when i do not have the vision that sustains me, the intention, the direction of where i am headed?
yes i want to live from day to day and appreciate everything that presents itself in any moment. but not live from day to day, in a petty little reality, selling my time to get by, to have my neat little security.
i would like a little more security.
i would like a home. it needs to be a mobile home though. i have not had a place i could call home in many years. a space i can curl up in and be safe and comforted. i have had a person give me a feeling of that. and it was beautiful and healing, and yet it was dangerous. must be enjoyed and savoured but must not be relied upon.
oh noah how can we live this sanely safely and openly? can we? i want to...
i will not play around any more.
i will not go for anything that does not give power to my dream and vision. i want to play, but not play around. play to enjoy live, yes, but not the kind of play that causes confusion, weirdness, strain, hurt, that draws me away from my vision.
resist the temptations that do not serve me.
be true to my dream and my love.
completely.
be in control of myself, be my own master, teacher, guide.
be clear.
recognize the signs.
be fearless.
i call upon truth to guide me, to clear my vision, to clear my path, to clear the tears from my eyes and the cobwebs of old patterns.
i call upon fearlessness to live the truth that i hold.
fearlessness to stand up again each time i fall, and walk without restraint.
fearlessness to be completely open and to share, to draw upon the endless source of love inside myself and to give freely without wanting and expecting to receive.
fearlessness to accept every moment.
and then create the new moment.
again,
and
again

MahaDevi design and Metadivine have joined forces under the co-creatorship of Jules and Freya kerstin
United we are Channeling the creative flow, organization, communication and spreading the word
With fairy-tribal designs inspired bypatterns from nature, sacred geometry, the energy fields of the body and the universe at large
Made from sustainable materials like super-soft bamboo and strong and smooth Hemp.
If you would like to celebrate with us come to Pantheon this Saturday where we will be officially launching the partnership and displaying our creations, or meet us at one of the many festivals this summer (Faeries&Fools, Diversity, Vancouver Folk festival, Shambhala, among others)
You can also check out and buy our designs online at www.mahadevidesign.com (where you can also find a list of retail outlets carrying our creations)
Hoping to see you soon!!
Freyja
Jules