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Egregore
I think we are all scared to admit (sometimes) just how out of control of our fate we can be. Not always, yet, sometimes.
I was born into this world a boy, and if I changed that, would I then let my long hair, or breast implants, or editing my dna, or brain transplantation effect me? Or, more realistically, and common, have an accident, wreck take away my ability to sense, think, or move?!
This happens also to communities.
I have an acquaintance that taught at my school, Michael Gallas, wh... read more
Sun, August 3, 2008 - 7:08 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
Teddy is Gawd?
The infamous email:

I think this is one email that needs to be forwarded until every American with a computer receives it.

The year is 1907, one hundred years ago......

READ PRINT UNDER PICTURE !

Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907.
'In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an ou... read more
Thu, July 24, 2008 - 5:14 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
What is Love but a gift with anticipation?
Why do you love who you love?
A lot of people don't want to admit that ALL Love that comes from a Human is in some capacity selfish.
Yes perhaps there can be selfless Love, but that would only come from a selfless person! Do you really know one?
Buddha says he was, but when he loved, He had to constantly explain, and broach his subjective perspective upon ears that were "prepared", and he had to do this preparation in many cases by his own education.
Does a prophet in the woulds alone pro... read more
Tue, December 18, 2007 - 5:37 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
living houses
Not only can we have dwellings wherein you lose touch with the boundary between man made and nature driven, you can be alive yourself!
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Thu, November 29, 2007 - 6:56 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
illusion of a black heart
I had a black moment, hyperventilating so hard I had to hit my self or I would suffocate... It was because I had looked into my heart and saw that it had been going the wrong way the whole time (at least, this is what I felt), but though this hurt, at night when I laid down to rest I didn't dream, I lay on my back, while my soul felt these waves of peace, rising from head to toe, back and forth. The next day I felt renewed. This experience caused me to avoid self hurt of being absorbed by ... read more
Fri, November 2, 2007 - 6:36 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
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naive little boy who listens to trees talk, somehow dreams in color and walks passively.
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South East USA Animist? (in Bio-regional Animism) I am thinking about having a convergence Dec21-23 in the Mnt's of NC for Bioregional Animist.
Are there any of you all that would like to gather?
More details upon reply, but, let me say this: there is a nice Camp with enough sites for hundreds,... read more
discussion post on Fri, August 29, 2008 - 10:00 AM
Re: LSD Dharmatic Communication (in Psychonauts) exactly! It really bogs some people down, to imagine, and then one day realize, that indeed "every" move you make is a Universe's beginning, and end.
Don't let it bog you down. Just try to make each of these expressions more and more beautiful,... read more
discussion post on Fri, August 29, 2008 - 7:13 AM
Re: LSD Dharmatic Communication (in Psychonauts) every move we make is universe
discussion post on Thu, August 28, 2008 - 7:33 PM
Re: EYE SPY (in CONSPIRACY) you know, I have been thinking......... Isn't spying just a natural thing? If your doing something in secret that will effect your neighbor, isn't it natural for them to want to find out more about it?
And, aren't we all spies deep down inside?... read more
discussion post on Mon, August 25, 2008 - 6:22 AM
Re: looking for a visionary web designer in the SF Bay Area (in Psychonauts) His shit trips me out!
discussion post on Wed, August 20, 2008 - 6:42 AM
Re: Moon Nuke 2009 (in CONSPIRACY) Anyone heard of the theory that the Earth has grown 66%? If this is true, where did the water come from that covers the oceans' floor?
I think the moon has to do with the growth, and the water. And it isn't stopped yet.
So, if the Moon splits ... read more
discussion post on Tue, August 19, 2008 - 5:58 AM
Re: architects of bioregionalism (in Bio-regional Animism) Beavers
Wasp
Ants
Turtles
Humans
Dolphins?
Does one need to have a house to inhabit?
discussion post on Mon, August 18, 2008 - 6:21 AM
architects of bioregionalism (in Bio-regional Animism) Life goes on all about us. Yet, is not ALL about us. We Humans have revealed that we are gifted with a unique desire, and thus ability to evolve our environ. Gifts all come with a price.
This environment includes a host of other life, seeking th... read more
discussion post on Sun, August 17, 2008 - 4:02 PM
Re: Manson and the Heart of Hollywood (in CONSPIRACY) Just watched Kenneth Anger lecture at Disinfo on the DVD,
I kept thinking, how is he involved in murder, because, if his name keeps showing up on all these articles, he may have been central to this..
ironically enough, he was lecturing about C... read more
discussion post on Fri, August 15, 2008 - 6:30 AM
Re: Internet, let me know what you think (in CONSPIRACY) I have been rebooting my modem and router, and that seems to fix it.
discussion post on Thu, August 14, 2008 - 11:06 AM
Re: Bad Experiences? (in Salvia divinorum) sorry,
a meaning
discussion post on Tue, August 12, 2008 - 10:42 AM
Re: invisibility cloak developed by scientists.. for? (in CONSPIRACY) I meant, "our" as in the other 6 and I, Records as in, a DJ that had two turn tables and a head set, I felt like the records were my path potential at its final moment of potential: 1 record, no record, both record, hi end, left speaker, right spe... read more
discussion post on Tue, August 12, 2008 - 6:46 AM
Re: invisibility cloak developed by scientists.. for? (in CONSPIRACY) my point Mia, is that you tend to say these 7 entities are grey's, or govenerment. I had a simlar moment, where (interestingly) I had 6 other aspects of myself to argue with, and then we all went through a mirror of male and female. then saw a d... read more
discussion post on Mon, August 11, 2008 - 11:44 AM
Re: invisibility cloak developed by scientists.. for? (in CONSPIRACY) They are distracting us with the idea that it would be used for shirts, and people, when, in fact, they really will be (and may already be) using it for cameras, microphones, etc.
discussion post on Mon, August 11, 2008 - 7:36 AM
Re: Conspiracy of Silence Video - Banned by the U.S Congress (in CONSPIRACY) This world reveals its ugly face so we can change it.
wow, I always suspected that the dark mafia king benefitted from childrens' misery, but this confirms some visions I have had...
This must still be going on, but, not raping or fondling, but ... read more
discussion post on Mon, August 11, 2008 - 7:04 AM
Re: my government / alien mind control & warfare story (in CONSPIRACY) disservice in the sense, of: if you don't give your self credit for being able to receive or create or hear images that are profound.
discussion post on Sat, August 9, 2008 - 11:52 AM
Re: Best and Worst (in Intentional Community) What about murder rape and stealing?
My wife insist that every community will have at least one of each. I say it is because she hasn't seen a peaceful community..
discussion post on Fri, August 8, 2008 - 7:56 PM
Re: my government / alien mind control & warfare story (in CONSPIRACY) I read a lot of it, and it looks like you completely took that thread by storm.. in your own direction.
Just sayin.
If you still feel like messages from your subconscious, and from your Exoconscious are government radio beams, your doing your s... read more
discussion post on Fri, August 8, 2008 - 7:40 PM
Re: Satanic Panic (in CONSPIRACY) www.youtube.com/v/AlpGqNe-8Iw&hl=en&fs=1
discussion post on Fri, August 8, 2008 - 7:35 PM
Re: 8-8-8 galactic gates of infinity will b open... Good time for first dmt trip? (in dmt) well, I'd say with that, we have a new religion. Church of Brazil in the US
NADMT, north american dmt church.
let me SAVE you!
discussion post on Fri, August 8, 2008 - 7:55 AM
Re: Satanic Panic (in CONSPIRACY) I get miffed when people say something I consider to be beautiful, and natural (such as consensual Tantra, or diagrams such as hexagons etc) to be satanic. I guess I would also get miffed if someone came up to me and said "thank you, thank you fo... read more
discussion post on Fri, August 8, 2008 - 7:53 AM
Re: Satanic Panic (in CONSPIRACY) the thing about satanism, is that in order to worship satan, one has to admit in god, jesus, moses, etc right?
I mean, the name came from the book, so....
Those who try to tell me that they worship satan, and that the guy got a bad rap, that h... read more
discussion post on Wed, August 6, 2008 - 5:30 AM
Re: Satanic Panic (in CONSPIRACY) I used to hang out with Mike Warnke, I love him, but he did admit that most of what he said was hogwart.
discussion post on Wed, August 6, 2008 - 5:24 AM
Re: Entheogen enhanced self healing attempt (in Psychonauts) One reason I haven't smoked Salvia (the really high dose of 50x_(I only smoked 20x (which only raises my hairs, and lets the wind in...))), is because I have had some real discomfort when there is anything around that bothers me.
I have had 4 rea... read more
discussion post on Tue, August 5, 2008 - 7:27 PM
Re: the all-inclusive nature of collectively intelligent discernment (in dmt) www.lhcountdown.com/
pretty weird, that it will be up finally, on 888, infinity day....
discussion post on Tue, August 5, 2008 - 3:14 PM
Re: the all-inclusive nature of collectively intelligent discernment (in dmt) conspiracytheory.tribe.net/thre...5b95a
discussion post on Tue, August 5, 2008 - 3:14 PM
Re: 888 infinity day Cern Boot's up (in Conspiracy Theory) dmt.tribe.net/thread/38a2...f58dd5450f17
discussion post on Tue, August 5, 2008 - 3:13 PM
Re: 8-8-8 galactic gates of infinity will b open... Good time for first dmt trip? (in dmt) www.lhcountdown.com/
discussion post on Mon, August 4, 2008 - 8:55 PM
Re: 8-8-8 galactic gates of infinity will b open... Good time for first dmt trip? (in dmt) infinity day...
interesting, as Cern will be up on that day...
lhcountdown.com
discussion post on Mon, August 4, 2008 - 8:55 PM
888 infinity day Cern Boot's up (in Conspiracy Theory) www.lhcountdown.com/
pretty weird, that it will be up finally, on 888, infinity day....
discussion post on Mon, August 4, 2008 - 8:54 PM
Re: Concept for IC (in Intentional Community) www.strategypage.com/htmw/ht...721.aspx
discussion post on Mon, August 4, 2008 - 7:50 PM
Re: Concept for IC (in Intentional Community) Yes, Yes, I have read this! I wrote Frederick Mann's name today!
It was a great attempt, and makes me think the idea of finding a resource that can be inhabited is wise, like the hermit crab.
discussion post on Mon, August 4, 2008 - 7:25 PM
Re: Straight rebar and rope/guylines? (in Geodesic Design Group) loops!!!
www.midcoast.com/~bo/HandM...-Mesh.html
could create a basket like dome
discussion post on Mon, August 4, 2008 - 1:06 PM
Re: Concept for IC (in Intentional Community) If it is a certain size it will be only concerned with anchoring, and with turning into the wind, for smaller.
I think we are talking about avoidance too.
discussion post on Mon, August 4, 2008 - 9:05 AM
Re: Concept for IC (in Intentional Community) oh, by the way,
here's another great idea:
"Floating Man: A permanent City with a temporary Festival"
discussion post on Mon, August 4, 2008 - 6:48 AM
Re: Concept for IC (in Intentional Community) I of course agree Ray, the money needed to retrofit the large ships is astounding. I have not even bothered to pick up a calculator.. but I have been looking online at prices for used ships (around the same size) and am surprised that in many pl... read more
discussion post on Mon, August 4, 2008 - 6:42 AM
Re: privacy and community (in Intentional Community) Here in Charleston, the houses are so close together, that I can look through my window through the neighbor's window, into the next house's living room.. in both directions. I often say, if we build bridges over the driveways, we could have a co... read more
discussion post on Sun, August 3, 2008 - 11:54 AM
Re: Spirit of Place (in Bio-regional Animism) I just posted this, thought it would apply to Bioregionalism especially, because, our intentions need to be defined by our relationship to our Biome, and will never succeed without a balance!
I think we are all scared to admit (sometimes) just ho... read more
discussion post on Sun, August 3, 2008 - 7:11 AM
Egregore (blog entry) I think we are all scared to admit (sometimes) just how out of control of our fate we can be. Not always, yet, sometimes.
I was born into this world a boy, and if I changed that, would I then let my long hair, or breast implants, or editing my dn... read more
blog entry posted Sun, August 3, 2008 - 7:08 AM permalink - 2 comments
Re: Goddess / Matriarchal project / intentional community (in Intentional Community) I think we are all scared to admit (sometimes) just how out of control of our fate we can be. Not always, yet, sometimes.
I was born into this world a boy, and if I changed that, would I then let my long hair, or breast implants, or editing my... read more
discussion post on Sun, August 3, 2008 - 7:04 AM
Re: Edgar Mitchell : "...I know for sure we're not alone... " (in Psychonauts) I'm tryin to tell you Orphy, you are a computer, u just can't face it!
discussion post on Sun, August 3, 2008 - 6:41 AM
Re: Edgar Mitchell : "...I know for sure we're not alone... " (in Psychonauts) This bit about Darwinist being pissed is diversion.
Because Sir what's is face says Euclidean math says the chances that all this variety evolved is 10^243 against, this matters little, as, if you look at the whole picture, you will still see a s... read more
discussion post on Sun, August 3, 2008 - 6:26 AM
Re: Obama's Elite Lineage (in CONSPIRACY) oh, and the Catholic chrutch thinks they are HRE too!
discussion post on Sun, August 3, 2008 - 6:03 AM
Re: Obama's Elite Lineage (in CONSPIRACY) I too think that this Holy Roman Empire has been the root of a shit load of violence.
CharleMagne claimed to be the emporer, WW1 started when the supposed heir of the HRE was assassinated, WW2 was Germany trying to spread the wings of the Two Hea... read more
discussion post on Sun, August 3, 2008 - 6:02 AM
Re: 4th shamanic conference and Amazon wrap up (in Psychonauts) That floating pyramid is incredible!
discussion post on Sat, August 2, 2008 - 10:06 AM
Re: The Bipartisan Police State (in CONSPIRACY) I noticed the police started referring to themselves as a "militia" years ago... I don't like it.
You kill a man's friend, and expect him to cooperate, because you are enforcing laws that are written by fools?
These police need to quit, and liv... read more
discussion post on Sat, August 2, 2008 - 9:30 AM
Re: Another Suicide? Didn't David Kelley have mysterious chemicals in his blood? (in CONSPIRACY)
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The British media has become embroiled in yet another set of distortions regarding the death of British government weapons inspector Dr. David Kelly in... read more
discussion post on Fri, August 1, 2008 - 5:32 PM
Re: Looking for places to visit for documentary... (in Intentional Community) awesome awesome! I want to keep up with your community, this idea fascinates me endlessly!
discussion post on Fri, August 1, 2008 - 3:12 PM
Re: Another Suicide? (in CONSPIRACY) wish the dick that ordered the spells would "commit" suicide....
discussion post on Fri, August 1, 2008 - 7:33 AM
Re: Another Suicide? (in CONSPIRACY) All of us, even the spies are on this network, that (as you see with that mind's eye) can and will reflect into the total whole.
I don't think you should be paranoid, unless your caught up in the politics somehow... and if you are, why the heck a... read more
discussion post on Fri, August 1, 2008 - 7:26 AM
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