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Bella

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last updated 02/06/09
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Hear My Thoughts

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Feed Your Head

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Show Your Face

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Open Your Eyes

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Say My Name

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Manifest My Words

Honesty Unconditional Love Truth
Sensitivity Atuned Aware
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Passionate Intellegent Courage
Faith Strength Spititual
Centered Grounded Sense of Self
Compassion Helpful Style
Alive Light Hearted Love 4 Children
Useful Reasourceful Understanding
Artistic Care Free Spontaneous
Clarity Travel Well Sense of Family
Patience Suppotive Independant
Growth Evolve Clear
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Securtity Safe Trust
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Generousity THoughtful Attention
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Fights what One belives In
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Love

June 7, 2007
i....gulp....sigh...sniffle...MISSSSSSSSSS......RACHEL!!!!!! WHAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!! :(
and...i...gulp...sigh...sniffle...was "living," (albeit while VERY ill) w/in 2 hrs of her 4 3 mos....:(
therefore, i must admit my increased longing for thy Rachel, is in part, my fault, as i did not hitchhike to visit this beautiful friend and similarly sneaky sprite!! (gulp...sigh...sniffle...) SOOOO if you happen to be near her, can you please hug her as hard as you can (rather that I could being my lil' /tough/ self)? Please?? AND then, STEP back, and bow...no...curtsy... and kiss the hand of this beloved goddess!!!!!
June 6, 2007
i....gulp....sigh...sniffle...MISSSSSSSSSS......RACHEL!!!!!! WHAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!! :(
and...i...gulp...sigh...sniffle...was "living," (albeit while VERY ill) w/in 2 hrs of her 4 3 mos....:(
therefore, i must admit my increased longing for thy Rachel, is in part, my fault, as i did not hitchhike to visit this beautiful friend and similarly sneaky sprite!! (gulp...sigh...sniffle...) SOOOO if you happen to be near her, can you please hug her as hard as you can (rather that I could being my lil' /tough/ self)? Please?? AND then, STEP back, and bow...no...curtsy... and kiss the had of this beloved goddess!!!!!
April 17, 2007
This woman makes some of the most innovative, creative and functional clothing I've ever seen. I thank the heavens for the day our paths crossed and I know I'd happily spend a fortune over the course of my life on her fabulous clothing!
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!!!!
Unsu...
 
August 22, 2006
Rachel Woodward is brilliant!
July 5, 2006
Rachel is my favorite person on the planet! You are a beautiful, insightful, magical gypsy queen, and I love you, forever. XXO's
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So Many Faces

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The Essence Of Vision

"Advance confidently in the direction of your dreams and endeavor to live the life you have imagined. The future is not just some place you are going to, but is a place you are creating, and the paths to it are not found, they are made. Follow your passion as long as you live, and on this you will reach success."

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Going To The Red Ant

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Inside My Head Is A Man Sipping Tea

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Inside mY Head


They took him on Thursday and its
now Sunday early morning. It feels
like forever as my home feels
empty currently without him here. I
found myself finding comfort in
sleeping in his bed at night. I miss
him dearly.
It sucks this feeling inside of not knowing if he is alright or sitting
in this detention hall terrified and feeling alone. Where is the
balance to not allow a child to feel abandoned by his parents and
not wanting to send the wrong message of him not being
account... read more
Sun, February 1, 2009 - 6:28 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

In the brief moment of a blink of an eye as i stand there staring as he
raises a knife and points it at me and tells me he should stab me right
now, i wonder how we found ourselves at this point. It's that moment you
remember staring down at your new born baby in your arms and thinking
to yourself, this child will one day kill me. What thoughts are these that
wonder through a mothers eyes? You isolate those thoughts as you
isolate yourself from the world trying to figure out if y... read more
Sun, February 1, 2009 - 6:27 PM permalink - 0 comments
 

So here we are and where does a mother turn from here.
What emotions can express what sits in this heart that
can't seem to wrap its mind around the reality of the
situation. Everything screams out at you that its bad and
yet you cant seem to grasp he would actually go through
with it. Yesterday was group therapy day and we went to a
counseling session together to discuss boundaries and what
had happen the night before with expressing the desire to
stab your mother with a huge k... read more
Sun, February 1, 2009 - 6:26 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
When the Ram lays down her tattered and torn and shines no more, the wicked rejoice for all is lost amongst this mess in which we call our home. This pleasant place that has no name for faces show no mercy for what was left behind. A jealous feud over what one lacks beneath their treacherous clutch of a man who sees no more than the grasp of trying to hold unto what he desires to be true. The heart that beats but little life next to the sands of waves still crashing down with force. The stati... read more
Mon, November 17, 2008 - 6:53 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Struggling to find my way home inside myself but little pain they say should not stiffle and yet still it keeps my heart in this disbelief in all of mankind to find myself broken......The magic is gone
Mon, November 17, 2008 - 6:52 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Patterns in boxes shifting from one line to the next have I spoken to soon or said to much......
Mon, November 17, 2008 - 6:51 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Sitting in a window ceil watching the cars go by......encapsulated bubble drifting through time from one face to the next never knowing which one is your own.
Mon, November 17, 2008 - 6:51 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Colors flutter through the mind as quickly as the eye can see the fate of someone standing in the distance. Like a dream echoing in the nite repeating the same story in circles of what mans flaws they can not see.
Mon, November 17, 2008 - 6:50 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
ones ears can hear as ones lips can speak and yet no song finds it way to thease lips that somehow have found themselves parched between time.
Mon, November 17, 2008 - 6:50 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
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