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awake

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joined on 10/30/07
last updated 06/13/09
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My Bio

Gender
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Age
40
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about me
I woke up on day in a situation that I didn't realize was disfunctional. Iike many. I did my best, prospered, learned. I always knew something was up. instinctivly knew that there was alot more here. It took me awhile to free myself from the bounds of my beginning. I still sort.. I got to be from Alaska. I got to grow up playing in the woods. I came into this lifetime with some abilities. I earned all of them as has anyone else who does. We each have earned who we are and what we know, no one can or should try to take that from us. I am an old soul that hasn't lived a huge amount of earth lives. A good shot though. I can look up at the stars and point. I had a lot of things to work out this life in order to be the me writing this. I have been the dick to others at times. I had a tough time with some traits that some people had that I felt shouldn't exist. I have always been an individual and have held that part of me sacred. An aries, scorpio rising, and a piscis moon. a difficult blend. No excuses. I learned that to truly honor my own free will, I must also honor everyone elses equally or I really don't honor mine at all. I ate the red pill in 92', its been awhile. I believe in "the shift". I know that whatever it is is going to happen soon, in fact its happening now. So, I struggle with "what to do now" I am habitually single. I would love to change that someday soon, creator willing. I have a pretty unique view of life. I love to talk to people that are awake. thats why I am here. so lets talk and share ideas.
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Mount Redoubt

The most interesting and amazing thing about her is how she changes size. I have been in one spot and then moved 6' lower in elevation and 100' closer and she looked half again a large.
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She dances with the glistening moon
Celebrating the thought of life
Her citrine hair blow like seashores visited
Her magic is her being
She sees purity in all things
Touched by the Faery Realm
Empowered by the element of air
She dances with the moon
Because she can feel life
She closes her eyes and hears a whisper
Your unbridled soul should always run free
A single tear emerges
as a tingle Runs up her spine
Just as this tear forms to be shed
So must your dance continue
Tue, January 1, 2008 - 11:05 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
Do you know what you know because you know it or is it because someone told you?

When this question was presented to me I had considered myself a free thinker up until that point. The more that I considered the question the more that I realized that nothing was futher from the truth. So, I discovered my first contridiction of self. I decided, at that point, to filter my beliefs about life and God. I drew a line and stepped over it, vowing that nothing unsubstantial would cro... read more
Mon, December 31, 2007 - 7:04 PM permalink - 4 comments
 
There are things of light and things of dark
and in between are most things

This place where we reside
is somewhere between those two extremes

Some may think they are stuck in place
Some caught in the illusion of egocentric self

Some will believe what others have said
not knowing how they extinguish themselves

I believe in grander things
I live in a magical world

A place where fear has no place
A world where hopes and dreams prevail

I see potential all around me
I be... read more
Tue, December 18, 2007 - 6:06 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
I speak now of a time
a beginning for me.

The night through drunkin stupor
a boastful vow came to be.

My capibilities with women
was limitied to one night stands,

this choice was made by me
for gone to sea was in my plan.

through friends I saw the pitfalls
of relationships fighting to be.

Most the night I listened
to the fucking bitch routine.

How could I agree to this
when I saw two parties at fault.

Is this the future fortune for me?
fucking bitching all... read more
Sun, December 16, 2007 - 4:49 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
Born and raised in Alaska
I confess her beauty I never saw
Too busy with the ways of man
To stop and see mother natures awe

So proud I am to be from here
This place, the land of extremes
Where sourdoughs consult mother nature
And cheechakos somtimes freeze

I honor all who have made the trek
In their stories much bravery I see
In honor of their courageous hearts
I'll tell a secret to thee

Magic unfolds when nature aligns
Enchanted moment all seekers behold
Shadow falls as c... read more
Tue, December 11, 2007 - 12:57 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
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