I love my life. I still don't know why I ever decided to go to college though. I am getting everything I ever wanted within a matter of months. I will have my degree, be a stay-at-home mom whose duty is to serve her family, have a perfect husband, and have extra time to think about starting up my own business.

I can't blog this on my facebook or myspace accounts cause I don't want everybody I know to know about this. I figure it is safe on here. Anyway, my body is preparing itself to have a baby. I broke the news to Dustin yesterday and, thankfully, took it pretty well. He had just been telling me what a wonderful, relaxing guys' weekend he had. I knew I had to tell him, but I didn't want to ruin his life-- let alone his weekend.
The first thing that made me think I am PG was that I recognized the changes in my body. I am very sensitive to those things. I am noticing every ache and pain-- my boobs hurt, my back aches, I feel dizzy sometimes, headache... Not to mention that I am skinny and I can see and feel my belly swelling a little. I'm also suffering from intense hunger. But, other than that, I took my first pg test a few days after the "missed period" (I was irregular, but stopped running a couple months ago and have been fine since). The test was negative. But it was a $1 test and some things I read said you need to wait a whole week after the missed period for better accuracy. I just knew something was wrong with me, so I waited till yesterday, a week and a day after the missed period. That test was positive. I'm kinda excited and, at the same time, even though I feel the weird changes, I am a little in disbelief. I am thinking about either going to a free clinic today or taking a more accurate (expensive) pg test. Now, if I am PG, I am just worried about the health of the fetus. And what should I name her/him? haha