I remember my first day of school, when I came home I told my mom I would never have to go to school again, cause I already knew everything.

I remember bedtime, I would close my eyes and focus on what I saw on the inside of my eyelids. One could call it a ritual, because everytime was the same, still is.

I would lie still and focus, always a raster of red dots would appear. I would focus on them and with a beating motion they would come closer and I would go through them. On the other side of the dots there would fly a diversity of shapes in many colours. If I tried to focus on them they would disappear, but if I would remain in a tranquil state and let it happen to me, they would become more obvious and clear.

I remember cycling through the neighbourhood experiencing a point where everything was clear to me, I understood everything in a perfect way. But when I would try to analyze, all faded. This happened often.

What was it about that state of being, without rational thought, without logic, without focus I was able to understand more.
It was a beginning of my fascination, my passion for living and the senses.
Alas..how I've grown, and how I've never changed.
And I ponder still ......
......the perishableness of things, and how new things originate from it.
The personal mythology as a gateway to a universal mythology.
A symbol that understands reality.
How interpretation can be a key, the experience of the 'Self'.
'That' what is turned inward, the oneself experiencing universe.
How invisible things influence matter.
The link between dreaming and waking.
The link between intellect and the body.
The essences of objects, their assigned values.
How spirituality can bring security and inner peace.
The operation of morals, the conscience, consciousness, revelations.
Why things are how they are.
The transformation of awareness. How negative, stuck structures change into positive, growing structures.
Creating tranquillity of mind for overview, the recognizing of structures.
How visions from the chaos can describe a deeper reality.
How relations can gain new value when observed from a different perspective.
How the natural cause of things is pristine and innocent in essence.
How the realization of a divine nature and source has a healing effect on the mind, body and spirit.
And lately..how knowledge of life and matter give new perspective. How the experience of the knowledge influences the same life and matter. Natural laws on an earthly level... no laws intellectualy, spiritualy, creatively.

This mind keeps working, my spirit keeps burning, my life here is long not over.
To those warriors alive, together we stand strong in spirit, we live on in hearts and minds.
We live forever in the heart of the universe.

Peace, Love and Nakedness.

Geert