A fortress of dreams is where I kept my heart
But when it came down my self fell apart
How can they be gone am I to blame
I've tried with my soul but love I can't tame
Discovered there are ruins although scattered round
They still lay intact even with how hard they came down
I remember each dream but I know I can't keep
All these heavy strong fragments that lay at my feet
Do they live eternal withiin these lost minds
To always stay with us and give us hope that our time
still linge... read more

Things have been really crazy for me lately (as always) but it's definitely a better kind of crazy.

I'm feeling a freedom I haven't felt in so long. I feel like a child again and hungry and anxious to experience life whatever it may be.

I'm in a state of transformation - in the midst of it- and if feels wonderful. Kind of scary because of the uncertainty but very exhillarating and exciting.

I'm stepping out of myself and then into myself. It's an amazing experience to actually ... read more

Illuminated
Today I will settle into my new state
hold walls up to fear and shake all the hate
feel all the love that surrounds me each day
and share all the things that I can my own way
I'll better myself for the sake of the whole
I'll better myself for the sake of my soul
I've stepped into the light and am feeling it's grace
and am not giving up on finding my place
I am moving forward from this place I now stand
and want to contribute as much as I can
I'll soulsearch f... read more

Here I am for all you to see
And I don't really care what you think about me
I'm fucked up and lost and I slip all the time
Finding some balance? I may lose my mind.

But I've never been good about holding things in
That's just the way that I've always been
Lay things on the table and tell I'll you whats there
Yes I hold hate, but there's still love in there

Pushing and Pulling are the things that I do
That's all I can feel after what I've been through
Understanding comes and und... read more

I live for today
for that's all there might be
I live for today
for that's all I can see

If I live for tomorrow
or some other day
Then I'd be missing out
on what I could do today

I live for right now
and this very minute
and share all my love
with the ones that are in it

Every word, every breath
is a miracle indded
And we're here on this earth
to care and to lead

So we must live and love
as much as we can
Because even tomorrow
may not be part of the plan

Becaus... read more