She lies in Fairy dust.

A blue fairy whispers in her ear :

“you are still a star even when you fall to the ground.”

She sighed, and her apathetic breath scared him away but from a distance, he said, “ I see the light behind your eyes

She pulled out a large bag of courage raised her wings and flew into the emptiness.

She flew towards the yellow hole in the grey gloom...

She flew across the choppy waters…

She flew until her wings were sore…

And she flew some more…

The yellow hole in the sky became smaller and smaller,

Until it became a pinprick and then it disappeared,

So she tried to remember the yellow hole in the grey ,

how it warmed her and it made her feel whole

Greys and Indigos past,

She flew into the direction of the yellow hole in the sky that had long past ...

That was now just a memory,

She flies still and always continues to fly

for she does not know how not to

If you look up into the grey you might see her golden wings rising and setting each morning...



Wow , I went all the way to Chichen Itza , racing against the setting sun in the hope that I would reach within a 1 mile radius at least for something to happen. It was winter solstice after all...

apart from breaking a fresh coconut open (not just any coconut but one growing from a tree in the ruins of a mayan temple!) drinking it feeling the cold juice pouring down my face and breasts and saying blessed be to the moon...there were no fireworks, no mayan appeared from the temple , no magic gateway opened up in the sky...instead a made a great realization, that this great gateway is inside of myself !

that day , I spoke with the spider about her magic webs and laughed as she danced around her web , maya, great spider your illusions always carry us away!
I had many adventures that day and couldn t help but wonder why I felt more truth and affinity from the wild life then the stones. The plants, birds had so much to tell , about the ruins the wells that were covered over , all the places that were over looked by tourists...
Ultimately, we are truly creating our reality , each and every moment , the difference between living the truth and not is about accepting responsibility for our own truth and seeing every single opportunity as a moment to express ourselves in the highest most divine way.

Goddess Bless
That we may prevail
Goddess dress us in your finest armour
that we may reflect light in even the darkest corners
Goddess necessitate the transcendence of souls
that live gloomy in shadow lit caves
and beat to the sound of alpha drum
goddess unravel the egos of the alpha
prizing his phallus
missing the center

Goddess you are the mother of all life
and the caretaker of death
mother,
enlighten me with your sweet loving breath
mother remove the chains from our necks
let us share our wisdom
feel the truth
we are goddes divine,
no less
womb born
we carry ,
we labour,
we deliver,
that face that look at itself in the mirror
each and every day...
remember me/

I am your dream catcher
child birther,
that gave birth to,
made love to,
that reflection...

divine nectar i shower you with!
bow your head and give thanks
as you did when you were a babe
passing through my womb

Goddess nourish us with the fruits of your labour,
your wisdom infinite..
there is no understanding,
only overstanding,
the illusions of space,
time ,
physical :
transcend us to the highest realms,
love defend us from the lies that keep us down,
open our eyes to the illusions all around
pretentious energies
that seek to divide us
ego boundaries of patriarchal misalignments,
daddies girl your my girl lady like defilements,
sexy leggsy , boobs and vaginas,
competing for attention on billboards and advertisements..

Goddess lost in fear ,
tears of unfulfilled romance that didn't quite keep the continuity of ecstatic dance,

Calling goddess bring to the forefront your love divine,
let the music of your kundalini dance up my spine ,
release the duality between body and mind
drive me to other dimensions,
beyond space,
beyond time,

driving to realms we have never seen,
let us dance to your sound-light
connecting to other beings,
through our dreams
Goddessssssssssssssssssssssssssss






"When human beings loose thier connection to nature, to heaven and earth, they do not know how to nurture thier environment or how to rule thier world. Which is saying the same thing.
Human beings destroy thier ecology at the same time that they destroy one another.
From that perspective , healing our society goes hand in hand with healing our
personal elemental connection with the world"
Chogyam Trungpa


"What is evil but good toutured by it's own thirst?" Kahlil Gibran

All you need is love , love is all you need" The Beetles

On Love...

The wakened lover speaks directly to the beloved..
"You are the sky my spirit circles in , the love inside love, the resurrection place...
Let this window be your ear ..."