things left unsaid.

if i've ever hurt you; i apologize.
if i never told each of you how shining and radiant you are; i'm doing it now.
if you've ever let me store my stuff at your house or in your psyche; thank you.
if you ever came over in your jambos and cried in my arms; i honor you.
if you ever cuddled me because it was just impossible for me to get out of bed; i remember you.
if you ever let my snot drip on your leather jacket because of racking sobs; i know i'm whole because you witnessed my broken woman tears.
if i ever said i wanted you out of my life; i was lying.
if we ever made out in the corner, under a table, or on the kitchen table; it was hot.
if i ever called you an unfair name; i was actually calling myself out.
if we ever drank maker's and i said some things i shouldn't have; i'm sorry.
if we ever got so high we weren't sure we could figure out how to get back home; i don't think i want to do that again.
if we ever danced and danced until we saw god; you are god.
if you played the most perfect set for me under the full moon; i recognize you.

i see you.