Amara
I guess this is what they think....December 14, 2005
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hey hey hey HEY close the door stop it stop it HEYYYYYY ya know this kidddaahs got some things up her sleeve with those eyes she C's u rockin it up G style that little unique perk in her personality swirling about and making you giggle like a school girl crazy rave in her head she likes big butts and she cannot lie HEYYYY pocket envy
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Psychosomatic, addict, insane.
.... catch me if you can.
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I am a recovering alcoholic and addict. This is not the first time I have attempted this journey. Well, lets start over. I began to figure what all this was around 11.. maybe younger. I got into everything hardcore, not to grow up, but to understand. In result I have no clue what it's like to be a sober, functioning young adult. My experiences have screwed my head over and I don't know if I will ever function normally, there is no before, there is no after. There IS my new beginning. I would have never done anything different, what I did to grow up made me me, and I like me, for the most part.
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My own Asylum
Chronicles of fiction.
Fri, March 24, 2006 - 6:59 PM
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They come to life for me. I can see the vibrant colors. The swirl of eternity. I can't accept this fact. Calmly I talk to you. I can't take my fist away. I'm sorry that my torture has brought you to my grave. Can I take a moment? I pause for you, but I can't recite it now. I'm fragile in my mind. I'm strong on my feet. I can't see from under the blanket. I can't look into the dark. The shadows are moving. I guess you can calm me down. Once aga... read more
A twilight rose.
Fri, February 24, 2006 - 8:43 PM
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A syllabus to my mind. Dancing like a swift shine of mercury. Shifting your hips to the beat of a snare. Chronicles of yelling. Pulling her hair. Movement of feet. A twitch of her arm. The glare on her glasses. Canyons ate the fairy dust. No ones home again. I ate the apple, far from the tree. I can't go back in time. I sit by a lily pad. The frog is blue and jumps to the sky. One touch of a rain drop, reverses it all. Intertwined mystics tear pink brui... read more
I don't really know what I'm typing... I just need to type. I haven't doing much of anything except for climbing mountains, spending money, future tripping and trying to figure out how to fit everything in to my sort-of busy schedule. So, I guess it's not as busy as it could be... given my lack of work, but never the less, I am ovewhelmed. I'm not use to having so many things to do. Usually I cancel things that seem stressfull or I just avoid them completely. Mmm, that was just some bitchings...
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Wed, February 22, 2006 - 9:52 PM
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