The overwhelming shame I feel at the loss. Not of the loss of my poly dream. But of the loss and separation I was wiiling to endure in pursuit of it. Separation from the tribe that I had failed to value when in its midst. I have allowed this shame to move me farther and farther away..... from Vegas to Albequerque to kentucky to alabama. I so miss the desert and the tribe of people who shared and taught me so much of the joys and art of everything to alchemical firecircles to being fully prese... read more