so this time of year never holds well with me for whatever reason. this is when something bad always seems to happen to me. i fucked up bad. me and doc were dating again and this time everything was (mostly) great. and then i started to feel lazy and unhealthy and bored and slightly insane. none of which was his direct doing, by any means. but unfortunately, instead of being a compassionate loving being i decided to be selfish and impulsive and try to kiss this other guy. and i really do thin... read more