Without the man and the nurtured boy within, God is groundless. Without the woman and the nurtured girl within, Goddess is groundless. Without the ground, there is no Eden. The self is not a half being; the self is a whole being. The God and The Goddess are part of the archetypes of my self. The Garden of Love, The Garden of Eden begins with the Garden of My Self, not as a half being, but as a Whole Being. A whole gets together with another whole..***************************Blessings......********

THE CENTURY OF THE SELF (pt1-4), 2002 & The Power of Nightmares (pt1: baby it's cold outside; pt2: the phantom victory; pt3: the shadows in the cave, 2004) & The Trap (pt1: What Happened to our Dream of Freedom (BBC Two), pt2: The Lonely Robot, 2007) by ADAM CURTIS!!!!!!!!-----YES!!!!! ---- THE NEW BIOLOGY: WHERE MIND AND MATTER MEET, 2001. by BRUCE LIPTON!!!!!----YES!!!!!--*****musicmaking with computer, abundance. I am at home in RAW NATURE....Salt Spring Islands arbutus trees by the ocean, Tofino's grand ocean greetings, and now Roberts Creek's beaches and Nature has felt like the touch-its essence its presence that links me to my Home - undoubtable love of Life, my SOURCE.****Holographic Universe.*****I am making my CD.*******.**

I I . Has anyone seen the Beloved the movie based on Toni Morrison's novel? I don't think it was an artistic pretention at all; I thought it was one of the most real truths I've seen on a screen or for that matter in life. Anyway, here's some varying adult all opinionating views..... By the way, there are some reminding memos like the addictive patternings like the feeling conditioning in What the Bleep do we know Rabbit Hole and in The Secret that are some helpful reminders including of how one is the manifestation of one's energy and one's conditioning patterns, but neither discuss the shadow aspect of one's personality nor how perhaps best to deal with this, and also how to deal with the negativity of another -- ( for example, 1>there are many "channels" and tv is just one of them, and there are many tv channels, book channels, comic book channels, though these many channels don't necessarily really represent the real truth of life, 2>the programmings / these 'energies' are not reflections of my energies of me but I may need to deal with it's existence, and the happy empowerment of how I deal with such is also Not discussed whloistically in The Secret the movie and it doesn't have the kind of information that one would get from Bowling for Columbine, Killing Us Softly, Silent Spring, Manufacturing Consent, No!, the rape documentary, Safe Teen: Powerful Alternatives to Violence, Borat, THE SCHOOL OF ROCK with Jack Black (that's right!), The Corporation, and other important pieces of information and experiences for "An Individual 1s whole big picture" -- not everything, but some, yeah. Peace Out.

" Sidney writes that he's felt like an outsider throughout his life, even when he won the Best Actor Oscar® in 1964 for his performance in Lilies of the Field—and he was the first black actor to receive the honor. "I am an outsider by instinct," he says at dinner. "I have always had a sense of myself as the observer, but I don't mind it. An outsider to me is the person who by instinct prefers to walk on the edge. So I've done it and I didn't fall off. I survived fairly okay."
Still, Sidney says he is always looking to improve himself as an outsider. "I am who I am, and whenever I am treated in a way that I feel is contrary to how I hold myself, I will defend myself by improving myself," he says. "The more I improve myself, the more of a man I become, the more of a humane person I become."
In the 1967 classic, In the Heat of the Night, Sidney Poitier plays investigator Virgil Tibbs, who is trying to solve a murder in the Deep South. The original script called for a white business owner to slap Sidney's character across the face. During filming, Sidney made a stunning suggestion—that his character slap the man back without hesitation.
Tiffany says she admires Sidney for his suggestion...
"It was a decision I had made in the absence of artistic control," Sidney says. "I didn't have the power in those days—and I truly didn't—to say, 'Well, I won't do that unless you fix it.' I could only say, 'I won't do that as it stands.'"
This book (Measre of a Man) is a powerful testament to the rewards of being true to one's self, acting passionately on one's convictions, and boldly walking on the edge." from Oprah Show

**** EVERYTHING IS CONSCIOUSNESS * EVERYTHING IS ENERGY * EVERYTHING IS FREQUENCY * EVERYTHING IS NOW! * Which DIMENSIONal reality (realities) are you in NOW? * R U FEELING-EMBODYING TRUE LIT LOVE? *
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EARTHMUSICSOUL:RockItKillItLiveItLoveIt!
who used to think what??~ - NOW thinks..
--People used to think that a woman wasn't legally a person and hence she couldn't vote nor own properties under her name: ridiculous. People used to think that women couldn't rock! (it's like saying men coundn't mate.) "We didn't want to be the trophy girlfriends, we wanted to be the rockstars", Magneta Lane's lead singer. Metric, "He said, and he wasn't being an ***hole, he was saying how it WAS in the field: he said ' your album is the best I've heard in a LONG time, but I'm not going to play it (on the radio) cause you're a girl (rock singer, and not a boy rock singer)" Haha f**k that! -- There was also a time not too long ago when there were also no black basketball players in the NBA! and women NBA! -- haha!--chill-- a girl or a woman singing and rocking it with our electric guitar is the most natural thing in the world, as natural as chillin it with our guy. --People used to think that a human's quality was based on the color of the skin. Some thought it was just natural common sense that you'd first identify someone by their so called ethnic race, - my natural common sense has never naturally followed this. The "Where do you you come from?" question?---I come from my spirit.---Again, the "where do you come from?" question?---What if I frickin told you that I come from the supposed whities, blackies, reddies, brownies, sunflower yellowies, greenies, purpleies, and whatever other racial color that's supposed to make sense, that I ethnically and racially come from every frickin supposed race on this planet and then some, get it?!-- & here's a certain hahahahaha that goes with this, not because it's a joke, but because it's a certain lightness - not of color, but of the conscious radiance..haha --I have always known the existence of multidimensions as The Reality --People used to think that the world was flat and that one would just fall off the cliff when you reached its end. --The concept of Multidimensional Reality and the String Theory need not be more esteemed than someone doing or learning or being a way they thought was not possible before, or learning to make peace with one's own shadow.--- Everybody has one's own life to live. This World Is A Beautiful Place. not by fluke but by self revolution and evolution thriving in the coeurageous expansion from the unnecessary toxic hole metamorphosed to the vitality of the Garden Of Grail --I do not give a shit about the supposed royalty of the queen of england or the like; if there is a queen in my world that has meant something rad to me is the band that Freddie Mercury sang in, and then there's Prince, and they're fellow musician-singers, happy or whatever. I do not believe that my beloving Dalai Lama, Jesus, Buddah, etc, or Margaret Atwood or Noam Chomsky is more enlightened than me, and I am not more enlightened than my beloving Venus, nor my beloving Kali, or Ghengis Khan or Tweety Bird, " I tawt I taw a puddy tat! I did! I did taw a puddy tat! Bad old puddy tat! Poor Old Puddy Tat! Oh, that poor puddy tat! He fall down, and go BOOM!" I am spiritual, not a pacifist, is an exuberance celebrator, of infinite open loving and of discerning, kindness as well as kickass lethalness. .. - who can: walk the talk through reality's living....with heartfelt smiles...... I play, I smile, I laugh, I love, and I giggle and I tickle and you smile with the deepness of your joy. ...... heart-filled empowering victory builders? gently wickedly rainbow revealers? profound depths with light's simplicity/clarity --------------------------------
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www.youtube.com/watch
www.pbs.org/race/000_Abo...-about-01.htm
"Race: The Power Of An Illusion
EPISODE 1: The Difference Between Us
Everyone can tell a Nubian from a Norwegian, so why not divide people into different races? That's the question explored in "The Difference Between Us," the first hour of the series. This episode shows that despite what we've always believed, the world's peoples simply don't come bundled into distinct biological groups. We begin by following a dozen students, including Black athletes and Asian string players, who sequence and compare their own DNA to see who is more genetically similar. The results surprise the students and the viewer, when they discover their closest genetic matches are as likely to be with people from other "races" as their own.
Much of the program is devoted to understanding why. We look at several scientific discoveries that illustrate why humans cannot be subdivided into races and how there isn't a single characteristic, trait - or even one gene - that can be used to distinguish all members of one race from all members of another.

HUMAN VARIATION
Modern humans - all of us - emerged in Africa about 150,000 to 200,000 years ago. Bands of humans began migrating out of Africa only about 70,000 years ago. As we spread across the globe, populations continually bumped into one another and mixed their mates and genes. As a species, we're simply too young and too intermixed to have evolved into separate races or subspecies.

So what about the obvious physical differences we see between people? A closer look helps us understand patterns of human variation:

* In a virtual "walk" from the equator to northern Europe, we see that visual characteristics vary gradually and continuously from one population to the next. There are no boundaries, so how can we draw a line between where one race ends and another begins?
* We also learn that most traits - whether skin color, hair texture or blood group - are influenced by separate genes and thus inherited independently one from the other. Having one trait does not necessarily imply the existence of others. Racial profiling is as inaccurate on the genetic level as it is on the New Jersey Turnpike.
* We also learn that many of our visual characteristics, like different skin colors, appear to have evolved recently, after we left Africa, but the traits we care about - intelligence, musical ability, physical aptitude - are much older, and thus common to all populations. Geneticists have discovered that 85% of all genetic variants can be found within any local population, regardless of whether they're Poles, Hmong or Fulani. Skin color really is only skin deep. Beneath the skin, we are one of the most similar of all species.

Certainly a few gene forms are more common in some populations than others, such as those controlling skin color and inherited diseases like Tay Sachs and sickle cell. But are these markers of "race?" They reflect ancestry, but as our DNA experiment shows us, that's not the same thing as race. The mutation that causes sickle cell, we learn, was passed on because it conferred resistance to malaria. It is found among people whose ancestors came from parts of the world where malaria was common: central and western Africa, Turkey, India, Greece, Sicily and even Portugal - but not southern Africa.


CONFRONTING OUR MYTHS ABOUT RACE

We have a long history of searching for innate differences to explain disparities in group outcomes - not just for inherited diseases, but also SAT scores and athletic performance. In contrast to today's myth of innate Black athletic superiority, a hundred years ago many whites felt that Black people were inherently sickly and destined to die out. That's because disease and mortality rates were high among African Americans - the cause was poverty, poor sanitation, and Jim Crow segregation, but it was easier for most people to believe it was a result of "natural" infirmity, a view popularized by influential statistician Frederick Hoffman in his 1896 study, Race Traits and Tendencies of the American Negro.

Racial beliefs have always been tied to social ideas and policy. After all, if differences between groups are natural, then nothing can or should be done to correct for unequal outcomes. Scientific literature of the late 19th and early 20th century explicitly championed such a view, and many prominent scientists devoted countless hours to documenting racial differences and promoting man's natural hierarchy.

Although today such ideas are outmoded, it is still popular to believe in innate racial traits rather than look elsewhere to explain group differences. We all know the myths and stereotypes - natural Black athletic superiority, musical ability among Asians - but are they really true on a biological level? If not, why do we continue to believe them? Race may not be biological, but it is still a powerful social idea with real consequences for people's lives.
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EPISODE 2: The Story We Tell

It's true that race has always been with us, right? Wrong. Ancient peoples stigmatized "others" on the grounds of language, custom, class, and especially religion, but they did not sort people according to physical differences. It turns out that the concept of race is a recent invention, only a few hundred years old, and the history and evolution of the idea are deeply tied to the development of the U.S.

"The Story We Tell" traces the origins of the racial idea to the European conquest of the New World and to the American slave system - the first ever where all the slaves shared similar physical traits and a common ancestry. Historian James Horton points out that the enslavement of Africans was opportunistic, not based on beliefs about inferiority: "[Our forebears] found what they considered an endless labor supply. People who could be readily identified and so when they ran away they couldn't melt into the population like Native Americans could. People who knew how to grow tobacco, people who knew how to grow rice. They found the ideal, from their standpoint, the ideal labor source."

Ironically, it was not slavery but freedom - the revolutionary new idea of liberty and the natural rights of man - that led to an ideology of white supremacy. Historian Robin D.G. Kelley points out the conundrum that faced our founders: "The problem that they had to figure out is how can we promote liberty, freedom, democracy on the one hand, and a system of slavery and exploitation of people who are non-white on the other?" Horton illuminates the story that helped reconcile that contradiction: "And the way you do that is to say, 'Yeah, but you know there is something different about these people. This whole business of inalienable rights, that's fine, but it only applies to certain people.'" It was not a coincidence that the apostle of freedom himself, Thomas Jefferson, also a slaveholder, was the first American public figure to articulate a theory speculating upon the "natural" inferiority of Africans.

Similar logic rationalized the taking of American Indian lands. When the "civilized" Cherokee were forcibly removed from their homes in Georgia to west of the Mississippi, one in four died along the way, in what became known as The Trail of Tears. President Andrew Jackson defended Indian removal: it was not the greed of white settlers that drove the policy, but the inevitable fate of an inferior people established "in the midst of a superior race."

By the mid-19th century, race had become the accepted, "common-sense" wisdom of white America, explaining everything from individual behavior to the fate of human societies. The idea found fruition in racial science, Manifest Destiny, and our imperial adventures abroad. In the new monthly magazines of the late 19th century and at the remarkable indigenous people displays at the 1904 World's Fair celebrating the centennial of Jefferson's Louisiana Purchase, we see how American popular culture reinforced and fueled racial explanations for American progress and power, imprinting ideas of racial difference and white superiority deeply into our minds.

"The Story We Tell" is an eye-opening tale of how deep social inequalities came to be rationalized as natural - deflecting attention from the social practices and public policies that benefited whites at the expense of others.
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EPISODE 3: The House We Live In

If race doesn't exist biologically, what is it? And why should it matter? Our final episode, "The House We Live In," is the first film about race to focus not on individual attitudes and behavior but on the ways our institutions and policies advantage some groups at the expense of others. Its subject is the "unmarked" race: white people. We see how benefits quietly and often invisibly accrue to white people, not necessarily because of merit or hard work, but because of the racialized nature of our laws, courts, customs, and perhaps most pertinently, housing.

The film begins by looking at the massive immigration from eastern and southern Europe early in the 20th century. Italians, Hebrews, Greeks and other ethnics were considered by many to be separate races. Their "whiteness" had to be won. But who was white? The 1790 Naturalization Act had limited naturalized citizenship to "free, white persons." Many new arrivals petitioned the courts to be legally designated white in order to gain citizenship. Armenians, known as "Asiatic Turks," succeeded with the help of anthropologist Franz Boas, who testified on their behalf as an expert scientific witness.

In 1922, Takao Ozawa, a Japanese immigrant who had attended the University of California, also appealed the rejection of his citizenship application. He argued that his skin was physically white and that race shouldn't matter for citizenship. The Supreme Court, however, decided that the Japanese were not legally white based on science, which classified them as Mongoloid rather than Caucasian. Less than a year later, in the case of United States v. Bhagat Singh Thind, the court contradicted itself by concluding that Asian Indians were not legally white, even though science classified them as Caucasian. Refuting its own reasoning in Ozawa, the justices declared that whiteness should be based not on science, but on "the common understanding of the white man."

Next we see how Italians, Jews and other European ethnics fared better, especially after World War II, when segregated suburbs like Levittown popped up around the country, built with the help of new federal policies and funding. Real estate practices and federal government regulations directed government-guaranteed loans to white homeowners and kept non-whites out, allowing those once previously considered "not quite white" to blend together and reap the advantages of whiteness, including the accumulation of equity and wealth as their homes increased in value. Those on the other side of the color line were denied the same opportunities for asset accumulation and upward mobility.

Today, the net worth of the average Black family is about 1/8 that of the average white family. Much of that difference derives from the value of the family's residence. Houses in predominantly white areas sell for much more than those in Black, Hispanic or integrated neighborhoods, and so power, wealth, and advantage - or the lack of it - are passed down from parent to child. Wealth isn't just luxury or profit; it's the starting point for the next generation.

How does the wealth gap translate into performance differences? New studies reveal that when the "family wealth gap" between African Americans and whites is taken into account, there is no difference in test scores, graduation rates, welfare usage and other measures. It's a lack of opportunities, not natural differences, that's responsible for continuing inequality. Wealth, more than any other measure, shows the accumulated impact of past discrimination, and shapes your life chances.

"Colorblind" policies which ignore race only perpetuate these inequities. As Supreme Court Justice Harry Blackmun wrote, "To get beyond racism we must first take account of race. There is no other way." As The House We Live In shows us, until we address the legacy of past discrimination and confront the historical meanings of race, the dream of equality will remain out of reach.

© 2003 California Newsreel. All rights reserved."

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Margaret Atwood with Bill Moyers on Faith and Politics -- www.youtube.com/watch
Pt 2-- www.youtube.com/watch -- Pt3--www.youtube.com/watch

John Bradshaw ------ www.johnbradshaw.com
Check your local library about John Bradshaw's videos and books as an option.
books.google.ca/books

BLESSINGS -- WITH THE TRUTH, BEAUTY, LIBERATION, revealed revelations, -- LOVING JOYFUL CELEBRATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS

Look beyond the bullshit patriarchal perspective of a world where a woman clad in a bathing suit is just another rendition of Sports Illustrated, fashion runway, film, video, or any other,etc, with still less than adequate representation of healthy vibrant reality and visibility of femalehood, amongst a historical religious skewed patriarchal misogyny, of programmed box of suffocated thought and importantly also, programmed box of suffocated emotion, hence, where sexuality, nakedness, or just showing some skin perhaps with a natural innate inner sense of just being - is objectified; where a woman as a self is erased out of view and the projected image is that of an object. This is a reflection of a world where whether a woman is fully covered from head to toe or is clothed with the head and some skin showing or is naked -- too often, a woman is objectified: where a woman as a self is erased out of view and the projected image is that of an object.
The significant angle of perception that is covered up by this lie is that The viewing perceiver the man has indeed objectified his own self: hence, he has placed himself in a perceptiondom where he is a slave servant to his own objectified, inorganic, unreal, and very importantly misled world-view.
(and in her case, her own self).
The real woman is not even in this scene; The real woman has been erased out. The woman is not an object; The projected image is that of an object. After repeated programming, the distinction is forgotten, blurred, not of visible surface thought.
Too often, too many women and men re-enact this scene as Real-ity.
I do not find Jesus or anybody on the cross naked, crucified as sexy. I do not find a dog collar around a slave human of a master human sexy. I do not find being whipped sexy.
to be continued......

In the video segment below, Look, too, beyond this bullshit patriarchal perspective: -- man-the scientist, the knowing explainer, the one who sees from the higher dimension, the godlike, super flying hero explaining the >>IT<< to the female voice squealing in fear from the 2-dimensional world -----..................f*ckin hell, let's get some real progress in consciousness!!!
PERSPECTIVE!! --- hahahha -- can take some learning,,,.
Ulla Shine- ullashine

asian wife ----- hahahaha or is that cover up my fuckin mouth with my hand and go tee hee hee hahahaha

Hey ____,

I don't know what the ignorant white asses think when they see me by my self or with others ,,,,, I guess this too depends on the ignorant white ass, and yeah ignorance can be a nuisance, not always kkk noose- sense - haha, but nonsense nuisance anyway, hahahaha.......but shit, there's so much nonsense nuisance and also noose-sense kkk-ish - haha, but there's also so much growing beautiful real authentic genuine sense, and whether I cuss with Kali's lethal venom or bless the bliss......I wrote a song where asian is A.S.I.A.N. AWESOME SELF I AM, NATURALLY! and my first and most important archetype of me being a 'wife' is to be the wife to my own marriage of self committed to myself, so hence, asian wife = awesome self I am, naturally,,+ my 'feminine' aspect of the commitment to my own union of wholistic self.......hahahhahha----
the mothafucka ignorant white(black,sunflower yellow,red,purple) ass mentality is fuckin bullshit, but that I as a human being did have a relationship with (just cause I am a part of this society that is not only rad but also ikes)---- alongside other many bullshit, I was traumatized by it before, and now the mothafucka shit still smells like shit, but I'm no longer feeling like I'm just stuck in the trauma of it, I move away from it sometimes with fear still and mainly realistically cause it doesn't smell good,..and I have deliberately consciously gathered my own genuine awesome self and live by this and with this everyday as much as I make it possible, and now because I'm no longer stuck in the trauma zone, more and more and more, I not only know that I can but I do - I do I do I do I ddoooo smell the awesome smell of me and my garden and the likewise in this world that is frickin yeah, getting more and more fragrant all because I am a significant part of the cuss and bless vitality of this amazing fragrance ..... hahhahahaha ..... see you later ...... hope you're having a good afternoon...

Ulla Shine - ullashine

Buying The War by Bill Moyers-- www.pbs.org/moyers/journ...d_btw1-1.html

Please be informed at FREEPRESS: www.freepress.net/video.php

Mobilizing Media Reform - Part 1-- www.youtube.com/watch
Mobilizing Media Reform - Part 2-- www.youtube.com/watch
FCC HEARING - Nashville, TN, Dec. 11, 2006-- www.youtube.com/watch

Payola is the practice of Musicians or Bands (Music Corporations) paying the radio stations or media companies (or it's all part of the same corporation) to play their music. This determines what music is played on the air. This is considered bribery and is illegal.
(like the war for freedom in Iraq, disguised for oil control; like the federal reserve- central bank). Payola is an issue that fits in with other media justice issues, and it is more than about music, because it affects the vibe of the culture. Payola is Part of the Bigger Problem-- www.youtube.com/watch

Downhill Battle is a non-profit organization working to support participatory culture and build a fairer music industry. Learn More.-- www.downhillbattle.org/

Commentary by Jane Fonda at the closing remarks for the NCMR- National Conference for Media Reform in Memphis Tennessee, held January 2007. The conference featured people who work in the media world, media activists, politicians and FCC Commissioners. More videos at www.freepress.net/conference
www.youtube.com/watch

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-- Ed Markey at the NCMR-- www.youtube.com/watch
***Bill Moyers at NCMR 2007 -- PART 1-- "f*ckin brilliant!"*** www.youtube.com/watch
***Sen. Bernie Sanders at the NCMR 2007-- www.youtube.com/watch

"half of a TRILLION US DOLLARS is a conservative estimate that the US GOVT (who is supposed to be working for the people) lets the tv and radio broadcasters use for the airwaves -- FOR FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS about THE BIGGEST CHUNK OF CHANGE THAT THE US GOVT GIVES TO ANY PRIVATE INDUSTRY."
Many Americans may have forgotten this, but you pay for this; American Media Contract! you own the public airwaves!!!! -
-- Michael Copps at the NCMR-- www.youtube.com/watch

Free Press Field Organizer Talks about the 2007 NCMR Memphis-- "Broadband is increasingly the future of ALL media. ALL media services will be delivered by broadband in the (immediate) coming years. ---" - www.youtube.com/watch

Geena Davis at NCMR -- she's great!-- www.youtube.com/watch
Van Jones at the NCMR -- YEAH!!!-- www.youtube.com/watch
Eco-Equity with Van Jones-- www.youtube.com/watch
Davey D at the NCMR 2007-- www.youtube.com/watch
Rev. Lennox Yearwood at the NCMR 2007-- www.youtube.com/watch
Amy Goodman of Democracy Now at the NCMR 2007-- www.youtube.com/watch
search ncmr for more
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SAVE THE INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SAVE THE INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
action.freepress.net/campaign/savethenet -- www.youtube.com/watch
"Sign the Petition -- Don't Let Congress Ruin the Internet
Right now Congress is being pushed to abandon the First Amendment of the Internet -- a principle called "network neutrality" that preserves the free and open Internet. Congress needs to hear from you today or they will hand over control of what you do online to companies like AT&T, Verizon and Comcast.
Politicians are trading favors for campaign donations from these companies. They're being wooed by people like AT&T's CEO, who says "the Internet can't be free." Sign this petition to tell your elected representatives to protect Internet freedom now. When you fill out the information and push submit, we will automatically send it to your Members of Congress. Speak Out Now"

Internet is not just about what you do online. The media is not just another industry. IT IS ABOUT FREEDOM OR ENSLAVEMENT THROUGH COMMUNICATION! ------- FREE THE COMMUNICATION PATHWAYS! ---- Get Involved. Yes, you. you're not alone. Yes, you count!

And SIGN THE PETITION TO DESTROY THE FEDERAL RESERVE, THE CENTRAL BANKING SYSTEM! --
here is just one of the methods to sign a petition regarding this: - www.ipetitions.com/petition/AFTF_P_1/
users.cyberone.com.au/myers/m...ers.html
""No, not when you are adding roughly a billion dollars a day. We just can't go on. We had less than 1 trillion dollars of national debt in 1980, now it's $5 trillion - 5 times greater in 15 years. It just doesn't take a genius to realize that this just can't go on forever."
The problem is we have one of the worst monetary systems ever devised - a central bank that operates independently of our government, which, with other private banks, creates all of our money with a parallel amount of interest-bearing debt. That's why we can never get out of debt. And that's why a deep depression is a certainty, for most of our citizens, whether caused suddenly in a severe economic crash, or gradually through continued relentless inflation. The Fed is creating it to enrich its private stockholders, just like it deliberately created the Great Depression the 1930s....."

-The central banking/ with the misleading name The Federal Reserve IS a private business! --- As a non-sociopath, as a non-psychopath, as someone who gives a damn about the quality of human life, the central bank/ the Federal Reserve is the worst bully- con criminal that got some government puppets to legalize this bullshit deal. Debt is not just about money. It is about a system that makes money from war; it does not make money from peace. It is about a system that makes money from hatred, brutality, hunger, misery - from racism, sexism - from ignorance, mal-information, mis-education; it does not make money from self empowerment. It is a system that makes money from slavery: it does not make money from freedom.

The corporate power, oligopoly, people with billions of, trillions of dollars --
do they seem like gods? -- do they seem like the elite aristocrats? -- feudal lords?, colonial rulers? -- slave owners? -- the boss employer? -- the indestructible royalty who have the power to rule, make or break, allow or kill your lives from afar, makers of the system that govern your lives, and you can only vie for the minionship of this court, of this kingdom?, of this employment?--
Or, do you think you are living in a world where ......
What do you think US is, for example? Canada, other countries, our global situation?
----- Slavery, the enslaving system has had a different face, deliberate ignorance, strategized banality, junkifying entertainment, hierarchical master/ slave enlightenment vanity - sometimes even in saintly rags, glossy cynicism, ..... but this enslaving, this system that disguises moderate slavery as a real broken through liberty, is not an unalterable death sentence that is final,
There is a Movement, and the freedom victories that had, have, are being won by all the individual person selves ......
the ripples are significantly .... alivening ......
There is freedom within oneself, there is freedom within this world,
I do not need to, and I choose not to receive the presents of not even the moderate slavery, of the continuation of this denigrated - denigrating system at hand,
There is freedom within oneself, there is freedom within this world, and the garden that is not just for a few (in relative terms) cannot have the gatekeepers whose system is that of the likes of the corporations (kingdom, religiondom, employerdom), with people like AT&T's CEO Ed Whitacre that says,"I'm not even sure what Net Neutrality means!", people who are still not interested in embodying the truth and the realness of the GARDEN- BIOSPHERE- EARTH that is not of a paradigm of hierarchical master/ king/ boss/ the haves vs nonmaster/ non king/ non boss/ the have nots.
I am not here to eradicate all supposed evil; why can't we all just get along? - I'm not here to get everyone to just get along. There are christians who literally believe that an actual single man named Jesus Christ will come back to this Earth and that this event alone will save them and they will only then enter heaven.....
---------- Why the rant? a voice says....
I, here, in our society where the mainstream news talk about the weather ......

Bill Maher on Scarborough Country -- Religion Debate-- www.youtube.com/watch
Ayaan Hirsi Ali Interviewed On Swedish Television-- www.youtube.com/watch
Jon Stewart on Crossfire-- www.youtube.com/watch
Jon Stewart on the O'Reilly Factor-- www.youtube.com/watch
Jon Stewart with Bill Moyers-- www.pbs.org/moyers/journ...wart_vid.html

Margaret Atwood with Bill Moyers on Faith and Politics -- www.youtube.com/watch
Pt 2-- www.youtube.com/watch -- Pt3--www.youtube.com/watch
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THE MONEY MASTERS - How International Bankers Gained Control of countries,......(also, what does this mean?)..<& most importantly how this normalized-criminality can be & will be stopped dead> --- THIS IS A MUST SEE DOCUMENTARY--This is one of the most important works that is applicable in any era! -- This is crucial information - communication:
-- video.google.ca/videoplay
Bill Still the Producer of The Money Master @ The Tax Freedom Rally 8-20-2006:
-- video.google.ca/videoplay
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Money_Masters
America:Freedom to Fascism
This is a more recent production, however The Money Masters is a must view.
GO HERE: video.google.ca/videoplay
America has no legal right to tax (on the wages) of the Americans!
Also check: www.freedomtofascism.com/
I am not a fan of Aaron Russo's style, I find some of his 'gestures' as evidenced by his interview with Conscious Media Network a bit -, and Bill Still is not an excellent presenter, but the important thing here is not to confuse the messenger with the message, and that the message and the work is very important, and this is a movement dependent upon the people as a whole with a clear focus on what really is the crucial reality that needs the attention and the action(s).

FOR CANADA, GO HERE: ---- www.comer.org/ (The Committee on Monetary and Economic Reform)
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LOOSE CHANGE 2nd edition recut
GO HERE: video.google.ca/videoplay
"The central premise of Loose Change is that the United States Government was, at the very least, criminally negligent in allowing the attacks of September 11th, 2001 to occur.
However, when one looks deeper into the evidence, one might come to the startling conclusion that our own government might have been directly responsible for the attacks themselves."

Whole I's Greater than Sum of Id's Parts!~
"which genre do we place it at?" MIA, "genre?! they better catch up to me! & tell them to put it beside the (cash)till!" ---haha
f**kin brilliant!
making- performing music, love:
I like open-humble-confident-progressive-genius,
international and local festivals & celebrations, exuberance,
"new" consciousness paradigm
--non-clinical/ not misguidingly overtly intellectual/heart,
and fun and also tears, anger-rage, a full spectrum of healthy emotions, and much smiles and laughters---
heart aligned with healthy ego alongside in a "loving" relationship with shadow led by unhealthy ego ,
Nature, the Source , ocean, beach, making-performing music, naturalness
I am at home in RAW NATURE.
Hometown:THE SOURCE; FREEDOM; Holographic Universe:Energy; Touches of Loving Breaths; Earth/Spirit/ NATURE......and geographically, for the time being, Roberts Creek
my website, myspace, etc of my music-songs, videos, writings, etc will be set up as soon as....------
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Divine Appreciations-Divine Blessings to our Playfulness -- Lovingly "Fun", Sacred; Phoenix<Revolution,Evolution,Truthful connectedness(s),Vital Vibrant Flow, Open Joy,Hummingbird Exuberance>; Wholistic,Hearted; Jubilant Radiance; Blessed-Be
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The U.S. vs John Lennon
video.google.ca/videoplay
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Commentary by Jane Fonda at the closing remarks for the NCMR- National Conference for Media Reform in Memphis Tennessee, held January 2007. The conference featured people who work in the media world, media activists, politicians and FCC Commissioners. More videos at www.freepress.net/conference
www.youtube.com/watch

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Bill Moyers at NCMR 2007 -- PART 1-- "f*ckin brilliant!"
www.youtube.com/watch
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NEW BIOLOGY:WHERE MIND AND MATTER MEET --by Bruce Lipton
www.veoh.com/videos/v281059rBBXMbaW
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www.youtube.com/watch
La La La Human Steps 'Human Sex' 1985--
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2 or Deux--
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La La La Human Steps/ Infante C'est Destroy--www.youtube.com/watch
avec Carole Laure - Danse Avant de Tomber--www.youtube.com/watch
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----wonder woman - the spirit of truth--www.youtube.com/watch
----Xena Music Video with Suddenly I See by KT Tunstall--www.youtube.com/watch
----Sympathy For Lady Vengeance --www.youtube.com/watch
----X-Files: Smile--www.youtube.com/watch
----buffy the vampire slayer -- www.youtube.com/watch
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"Waking Life" Megaphone: Alex Jones-SYNCHRONIZE --www.youtube.com/watch
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DIXIE CHICKS!---FREEDOM
Shut Up & Sing - Nightline -- www.youtube.com/watch
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Germaine Greer's perspective regarding the late Steve Irwin
www.youtube.com/watch
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Thursday, March 24th, 2005 --- Democracy Now
Phil Donahue: "We Have an Emergency in the Media and We Have to Fix It"
www.democracynow.org/article.pl

Published on Thursday, April 7, 2005 by the Baltimore Sun
Un-Embed the Media
www.commondreams.org/about.htm

Ayn Rand - Mike Wallace Interview 1959
www.youtube.com/watch

Conversations with History: Activism, Anarchism, and Power, with Noam Chomsky video.google.ca/videoplay

www.youtube.com/watch

getting in touch with your inner child.....
Bill,"How about getting in touch with your outer adult"

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GO HERE: ep1- video.google.ca/videoplay
These documentaries by Adam Curtis are very important viewing.

POWER OF NIGHTMARES: ep1--video.google.ca/videoplay

THE TRAP: EP1 (Adam Curtis, BBC)-- video.google.ca/videoplay
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GO HERE: www.radio4all.net/index.php
"There is something fundamentally wrong with the way we measure the well being of a society. In our upside-down system of accounting (GNP & GDP) war is productive, misery caused by it is not taken into account and a dead tree is better than a living forest."
Marilyn Waring's work is very important, also, to say the least.

*****>>>>>>>DERRICK JENSEN<<<<<<<<*****
GO HERE: www.radio4all.net/proginfo.php
Derrick Jensen is the author of The Culture of Make Believe, A Language Older than Words, Listening to the Land.....
Very Important Works Yes, a bright light, also, to say the least. Very Important Works.

"WE (truly) ARE THE ONES WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR."
With the "main stream media" what it is still so far, the revolution/ evolution is not really being televised much (haha).....
but here's online-internet, and, also, importantly, COMMUNICATION Of TRUTH WITH Healthy Freed/Freeing-Ego-HEART---- how we aren't, and how we are and what we do with this......

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Tesla- The Race to Zero Point Free Energy-- video.google.ca/videoplay

The lazy to say the least media in our world where "He" is supposed to represent both 'he' and 'she', in our world where still way too often people mouth the words He Is God, Praise Him, He Is The Light, still way too often depicts women being invisible, beaten up-down, raped, prostituted, girl-objectified-friended, supportive and pretty, full of everything is alright isn't it and nothing needs changing? smiles, and these following figures as the spiritual beacons for this world: mother theresa, queen of england, dalai lama, pope, jesus, mo, buddha, and it's regurgitated, and regurgitated, and more regurgitated -- Fuckin Hell, This Bullshit!!! --
Spiritual Beacons of and for this world: try saying Sarah Tobias, Katherine Murphy, Thelma and Louise, Lois E. Jenson, a woman whose name I don't know; who has been, is living a courageos beautiful life, and there are so many, so many.........
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Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge on Seattle from In Utero by Nirvana
www.youtube.com/watch

Frances Farmer quote
“I have learned that to have a good friend is the purest of all God's gifts, for it is a love that has no exchange of payment”
“Never console yourself into believing that the terror has passed, for it looms as large and evil today as it did in the despicable era of Bedlam.”
“Saint Frances of Hollywood.”

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Too Young To Die
www.subwaycinema.com/frames/...oung.htm
by Park Jin-pyo -- Explicit Sexuality , Nudity --"A South Korean romantic drama Too Young To Die - about a real-life couple in their 70s. The film features widower Park Chi-gyu, 72, and Lee Sun-ye, a 71-year-old widow. After years of loneliness, they met at a senior citizens' centre and fell in love and married. It shows how he taught his new wife to read and she taught him to sing - and how the couple rediscovered their sex life.
Description of Incident: The Korea Media Rating Board objected to a seven-minute long scene showing the couple making love.
Results of Incident: The scene - filmed in an empty room with just a camera and the actual couple has been declared "unfit for public viewing" despite film being a hit at Cannes."--from www.thefileroom.org/document...fm/id/501
"Films which capture images and ideas that challenge our thinking and make us see the world anew are rare and valuable. A work like Too Young To Die is one of the most eloquent arguments that can be made for the influence cinema can have on people and society. It raises questions about the efficacy of the system when perhaps the most important Korean film made in 2002 is judged to be unfit for viewing by those in their twenties, thirties, or even in their seventies. (Darcy Paquet) of koreanfilm.org
Note: The restrictions placed on this film were lifted in late October, when the film's production company agreed to darken the lighting on several scenes. No cuts were made, but many filmmakers expressed frustration that the ratings board had gotten its way once again. The film was released on December 6." (Darcy Paquet)

ADVENTURE,
Playfulness like children (no longer playing the old tired sage game, no longer playing the pop culture's bullshit game, no longer playing the me in the image of you game, no longer playing the old ghosts, no longer mimicking!) , and depth appreciation with Grace-developed adulthood (including the all the necessary F.U.:no more soup for you!) youthful-consciousness. Not the consciousness stuck in negatively stuck aspects of the infantile-adolescent-now all grown up adult molds in the I don't need to grow anymore adult bodies/ I don't need to learn anymore adult minds adulting in this mode with "adult" huffs and puffs? ...... hahahha ........ just look at the world.....hahaha-...... to the grave.? ....hahhahhaa..... all sorts of buds and flowers and warts and whatevers and growths, "know thy self -- to thine own self be true!" = "know my self -- to my own self be true!" and let living be --- let there be light - let here be light -- let here be me seen clearly lovingly by me in this world, this world that is loving me, that I see clearly lovingly by me (which programmed eye(s) is one seeing one with? and not just saying pretty spirit-filled words but also more importantly embodying this in real living that includes also the what I call the unhealthy ego as well as the healthy ego, one's shadow self, and the unconscious of one's self -- and which "one"? which channels?)........ hahahahhaha ......growl....... hahahahhaha ...... INDIVIDUATION = INTEGRATION OF SELF (and conscious loving "re - programming = phoenix resurrection-- the flight that is finally "grounded" " of one's own authentic self is not nor is it supposed to be esthetically beautiful and pleasing to the senses, not always, though of course it would be beautiful when we still have the Body of Earth(self) to be grounded in -- (it's not due to the fear of the actual addicitve death of our Earth, for there is renewal-birth, it's just the attitude of breathing of living of loving of embodying of being at the here at the now, that's it, that's all .....) --hahahaha --- "Open the door ( of perception that is of the whole self, of embodying, of grounding, of growing, of growling, of bloomin, of Enjoying) And let all the doves ( freedom ) fly ("grounded") Come back to me, come back to Your Body (your own whole self), All the Trauma is done, Life is waiting for you, With open arms...."(from my song).... It does require the Connected, Plugged in, Pumping (( not pimping?---- or, does one think it's pimpin like Pimp=Pope=our world economy where there is no "value" to a tree or water or air <or even human life? haha...> where there is only "value" if it is "owned" by a glorified godfied dogfied fucking pimping pope pimpin mothafucka ----- ----- ----- <this is the IT!!! >--- religiously pope-ing pimp-ing soul-mind-body-pimpin mothafucka!!!! ---- hey, do ya get the fuckin mothafucka soul-business-busyness inherited deal now? -- phuckin mothafuckas! --- hey, I'm done with the reactionary dealing of this mothafucka game as its whore (which is suppposed to equal and replace my own authentic woman self ! ), or its saint (which is supposed to equal and replace my own authentic SOURCE! ), or its slave (which is supposed to equal and replace my own authentic Life! ) as its options of being ---- fuck that mothafucka!!!!!!------- a cool cool "word"?!, ....but hey, this too is a part of the "opening up process" cause it's also just another archetype of the self, so pimp it pump it phimp it plumb it pump it!! --- This world is far bigger than that, and this is one "BIG" where the size is that of "Big Bang" "small" )) "Authentic heart" Feeling loved-loving Aligned with developed-developing healthy ego Aligned with one's shadow opening up to one's light being the guide, and Aligned not being forfeitingly stuck in one's inner(outer) relationship led by one's unhealthy ego (but how did this develope and what is it's gift(s) for you in the big picture?) Aligned with "Authentic heart" Aligned with one's shadow . ADVENTURE_PLAYFULNESS......hahahahhahhaha -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Love Is Not A Synonym for Pacifism.
What has happened to a woman's sense of being; embodying one's self? --the SYSTEM in our supposedly civil-ized society?!
:what happened to the mother archetype to our own self? Has the non-moving, motionless statues and images of the Goddesses and a society with a System where "she" is not even Present in the "daily normalized language" of "he" of "his story of History" of "He is God" tranquil--ized one too much into the trance of overt flow of supposed grace? and has become yes, feebly disconnected 'from, to no longer recognize the representation of Kali, for example?
:what happened to the majestic ferociousness (call it animal or goddess or loving radiance or etc)--- what happened to the majestic ferociousness?! -- the instinct?! --
:the supposed ugliness that is required at certain times! -- the supposed ugliness/ the majestic ferociousness, not of rebelling, but of Embodying and Being Present and Being Alive IN THIS WORLD!!!!!!! ----- BREATH! -- breath! -- Breath one's truthful self alive!!!!!!
:THE INSTINCT!!!! --
This is about Truth!
As well, what has happened to a man's sense of being; embodying one's self?
....to be continued......

What is spirituality? What is loving one's self? What does one understand about loving one's self? Why is this important? FREEDOM.
The trees of the wilderness, for example, are truly simply divinely majestic; kingly, queenly. We namaste each other in a co-existence of non-master-servant appreciative loving. There is a paradigm difference between bowing down to icons and the namaste. If you are so obsessed with and addicted to, and trained to bow to the supposed royalty, the supposed holys, the supposed kings and queens, try bowing to your self. You can start with bowing to your own self, by embracing outwards beholding heartfelt respect with vital trust and movements of joy, and recognizing what this really means.

When a man and woman are in a relationship and their lives and their selves are -- ah yes, he has his story to tell and that's that, that supposedly represents all of it, ...... this is not a loving relationship/ union.
Whether Canada calls it the multiculturalism or US calls it the melting pot, the master-servant & divide-and-conquer system based on race is still a fuckin racist system! that tries to fence someone into a fucked-up enslaving identification--and I am not buying this Product bullshit! Any international beauty industry that doesn't recognize the supreme beauty of 'non-whites' and tokenism doesn't count, is a kkk-style-all-over-it racist system, obviously with bad taste. -- and I don't buy this Product bullshit.......
The way we calculate our GNP(gross national product) for example, which is part of our Global Economic System, is this: a tree, for example, has absolutely no "value" until it is cut down for sale!!!!!!!! -- a tree/ a forest standing has no "value" !!!!!! in our Global Economic System!!!!
Our form of democracy that keeps people numbed, dumbed down, ignorant, indifferent and constantly fed wrong information and lies and more importantly our form of democracy where people choose to buy only the options that are sold is not working!!!! ---- There are other options.
As well, when a daughter, or son, a child is about to be raped, for example, where is the divinely violent killer instinct to shred the molester-fucker to pieces? to try to defend and protect the child?!!! Not all aggressiveness-assertiveness- violences are the same.
It is not whether you can physically do this successfully or not!, it is the instinct to do so!!!!!! THE INSTINCT!------------
If one has been traumatized to have become disconnected from such instinct alongside having been disconnected from the authentic self, lovingly make the authentic connection to your own authentic self -- this is part of the nutrient that the "tree" needs to grow.
---- Stop subsisting/ being in the fucked up trance, where your self is not even present!--This is not about being perfectionistic according to the unhealthy ego that can never be fulfilled.--Let this go, let go of this. and ----Breath. Breath the Genuine Authetic Parts of Your Self ---- Alive!!!!!!!!!!!! Lovingly Divine Woman, Embodied In Human Woman, Allow your self to Occupy Space!!!! BREATH...........Lovingly Divine Man, Embodied in Human Man, Allow your self to breath spaciousness within your own land called your own self!!!! BREATH..............
Bless us each our own truthful journeys through our own divine shadowlands as well as our consciouslands, so that we may actually experience our own starry night and wake up to our own authentic day's rise. May us each be guided by our own authentic power source of our own authentic self standing with appreciation on our own authentic loving ground .
Namaste

ullashine - Ulla Shine

Judy Chicago in 1999, " It's taken me a lifetime of struggles to be who I am. Not who somebody thought I should be." ----"Don't live somebody else's life as an example."--- get little(big-don't matter) he and
his-story as god out of religion-marketed busi-ness and into.... ken & barbie? -- barbie, marketed as "teen-age fashion model" was conceptualized as a fashion doll named bild lilli doll in germany in 1952 -- when were the little nazis of "(un)(sub)Consciousnes- Mal(igned)nutrition" visibly 'popular'?.......get little he and his-story as god out of religion "(un)(sub)Consciousness- Mal(igned)nutrition" -marketed busi-ness --North Country, a 2005 film based on the real 1984 landmark case.........) --- Sex Pistols - Punk - Rock ...Bruce Lipton, Derrick Jensen, Bill Hicks, Jack Black and The School of Rock, Whale Rider.---What if in the movie, Paikea (or _ _ _ _ ) is rather orphaned at 12 traumatized in a much 'addicted civilization', and her people and her ancestors are beyond ethnic classification, and she is conscious of her spirit......?------the movie would journey on and see her as an adult........~~~~~` ******I was at times still dealing with the hauntings of the ghosts of the past traumatized conditionings of the world 's and my psyche, and still at times hanging around insecurities, and at times my fears of the unknown-the not yet known -- -------------- -- this included my self and my self in the placement of this world., with aquaintances, with friends, with associates, and with the man whom I love with, etc. haha, - sometimes at many times the lonely agony of a challenging path of the pioneering self that felt like "a being who fell to Earth" with feeling not at home in a world normalized with constant bombardment of models that's supposed to be my acceptable trained programmed me,.......I knew within me that I had agreed to come here, significantly to spend a significant part of my time here to consciously help evolve the world consciousness.... 'the once wounded healer'....I atrophied and....I was on the floor unable to move with shooting pain everywhere .... 'I' felt death, ...I had died...... I decided to live, and I chose to be born to rise....and resurrected alongside being guided by the Awesome Concectedness of Self- phoenix experiences of the SpiritBody of Belongingness of Love -: I breathed, I did physical exercises, I breathed, I did new imaging trainings, I aligned, etc. I unplugged, deprogrammed and I plugged into, programmed -aligned Me & The Source...the lovingness that is so immense, the leaps of faith, and the trust and the spiraling dance movement onward forward, ...then the pure love beyond healing to only the undoubtable now of love of undoubtable belovedness of me -- the pure love, the pure innocence that is, the pure light that IS, that I AM, undoubtable lovingness of me standing and breathing the undoubtable pure loving innocence on my own ground of undoubtable lovingness of life........ sometimes catatonic remnants still, and many times heart beautifully bursting fireworks of every cell jumping for joy thankful and assured embracing the lover with what really is true love. ADVENTURE, PLAYFULNESS"Authentic heart" Aligned with one's shadow . ......hahahahhahhaha -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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