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Conundrum
Thu, July 17, 2008 - 1:52 PM
Specifically my 'repeat' button. Like that song that gets stuck in your head for days until you hear it again.... I keep experiencing the same series of thoughts, daydreams and night-dreams. For the past few days they've been relentlessly poking and prodding their way into my realm without allowing me time to sort through them all... nothing particularly troubling or unpleasant, but it's been hard to focus on everything else. Might just still be coming down from Elysium (*grin*)...maybe I just need to meditate or write... *bobbles head around*
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Thu, July 17, 2008 - 1:58 PM
now you've got GroundHog Day repeating in my mind over and over. ; - )
But seriously those are good ideas, try a thought or dream or even just daydream journal or just some meditation. I bet you could find a bit more headspace if you just woke up 15 minutes earlier and did sitting contact juggling or just sitting still with your eyes closed for that long each morning. Just thinking of you sitting still for that long is tantalizing. |
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Thu, July 17, 2008 - 1:59 PM
Try shutting your brain off. SOmetimes you don't need it. Or I'll be glad to whack you in the head with a shovel. And I'll always press your reset button girl. Cuz I've been in space for 6 months...and you look PERFECT!
Oh you may be going to San Fran (he he, Dreaming of bacon wrapped meats) |
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Thu, July 17, 2008 - 2:31 PM
The reason that you keep repeating is because there is something that needs working out. It probably won't go away until you come to some sort of conculsion.
I agree, that writing it all down could help you sort through it. |
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Thu, July 17, 2008 - 3:57 PM
Sounds like nothing half a bottle of cough syrup can't fix.
Try and break the chain sunshine. Meditation is pretty much a pause anyway. Kisses. |
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Thu, July 17, 2008 - 4:04 PM
NAM-MYOHO-RENGE-KYO
Buck up, little camper. I refer to this feeling as "The Post Burner Event Emotional Hangover"
All you need to do is sit back, close your eyes and repeat after me 1000 times; "NAM-MYOHO-RENGE-KYO" That should do the trick! Huggs, Cookie |
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Thu, July 17, 2008 - 5:01 PM
The problem is, it doesn't feel like anything needing resolution and it's not anything bringing me down really. I'll take Coopers whacks as revenge for the dropkick to his head (SCORE!) and maybe chant weird things on the drive home. Mwah
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Thu, July 17, 2008 - 8:16 PM
Jess come to my house, make out with me get my strep throat (godamn things you take home from parties, who stuck there tongue in my throat-----wait Jess it was you!) i just had my own realization, damn. anyway come get sick all you do from here on out is take a lot of pain killers, eat popsicles, and watch bad TV - its all mind numbing. I have forgten all my life concers and problems (or maybe I had none to begin with) ok so I'm now blaming Jess for my sickeness. stick that in your journal and smoke it. Or maybe I just want to get someone else sick so I have someone to hang out with...I'm contagious and fucking bored!!!!!!!!! now someone bring me fruity pebbles! before i go crazy....wait before i go un crazy (how boring would that be) love you guys!
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Thu, July 17, 2008 - 8:33 PM
Jess...
"For my own part, I have never had a thought which I could not set down
in words with even more distinctness than that with which I conceived it. There is, however, a class of fancies of exquisite delicacy which are not thoughts, and to which as yet I have found it absolutely impossible to adapt to language. These fancies arise in the soul, alas how rarely. Only at epochs of most intense tranquillity, when the bodily and mental health are in perfection. And at those weird points of time, where the confines of the waking world blend with the world of dreams. And so I captured this fancy, where all that we see, or seem, is but a dream within a dream." Alan Parsons Project Tales of Mystery and Imagination |
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Thu, July 17, 2008 - 9:58 PM
This may not be beneficial or anything..
but MAN do I know that feeling!!
I have this habit of counting my steps when I walk... cycling 1-8 endlessly. It's very annoying. perhaps you need sex. yes, that's it. Sex. |
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Fri, July 18, 2008 - 12:33 AM
I know what you mean this morning I woke up with Bad Religion lyrics repeating themselves as I came out of a dream...
/random |
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Fri, July 18, 2008 - 11:39 AM
Everything makes sense at some point. I know I know very deep...but it will come when it is suppose to. Muah! Love ya woman!!
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Fri, July 18, 2008 - 12:25 PM
Oh and Cortney- you just want an excuse to stick your bumpy white tongue down my throat :-)
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