okay.... some people know and, for others, this is going to be a big surprise.

i'm sorry for leaving it here, but it's the fastest way to tell my tribe friends and i'm feeling rather lazy today.

see, well, i had chemotherapy yesterday. yeah, i know, i'm not very good at breaking this news easily. it's been 4 weeks, so i just had chemo #3 (2 weeks on, 1 week off).

the cancer did a really nasty spread with over 100 nodules in my lungs, a big tumor and a few smalls in the liver, more in my spleen and spreading in the vertebrae (where it had already metastasized in 2001).

most of you know that i'm optimistic and have a fighting spirit, so don't get yourself too down just yet. there are miles to go before i sleep.

*hugs you*

kimberly/aubi/auburn

i couldn't help but feel the magical essence of today as i woke up. . . nope, no tree, no surprises, no wrapped gifts. . . not even the religious beliefs anymore . . . so what's left? just the essence of the holiday and the special beauty surrounding it. . .

it helps that things are going so very well. . .

la vie, c'est bon!

girl v. 4.3i.

old school rap.

check this out: www.youtube.com/watch

and this too: www.youtube.com/watch

mmmm..... love!!!!!!!!!!

Go Cubs goOOooo!

Go Cubs gooOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Hey, Chicago! Wadda ya sa?

Cubs are gonna win today!!!

YAY!!!! GO CUBBBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!