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i haven't done a Landmark seminar since Feb, though i did get to do some assisting in Ken's integrity seminar.
Tue, December 2, 2008 - 12:24 PM
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even though i haven't been in anything, i've felt it grow within me. i realize that all the times that i've felt people hurt me or offended me or angered me or in any way did me wrong, it was really just a decision i made, a long time ago, that such things would be hurtful, offensive, infuriating, or just wrong. so, wow. *taking a very long deep breath* it's my choice to be sad or angry. the proof of this is that not every person would feel the same way that i do in the same situation. that's proof that we each make our own choices on how to feel . . . and, of course, on how to react. this is not a new revelation, but something that is finally starting to stick. i'm not perfect, oh heck no. i still blame people for doing bad things and get angry and sad and pout and all that junk. but, eventually i do realize that it's all within my control. . . within me to be sad or happy, angry or peaceful. i'm such a huge work in progress. i have so much more to do. i don't want to be out of time so soon.
okay.... some people know and, for others, this is going to be a big surprise.
Sun, May 4, 2008 - 10:14 AM
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i'm sorry for leaving it here, but it's the fastest way to tell my tribe friends and i'm feeling rather lazy today. see, well, i had chemotherapy yesterday. yeah, i know, i'm not very good at breaking this news easily. it's been 4 weeks, so i just had chemo #3 (2 weeks on, 1 week off). the cancer did a really nasty spread with over 100 nodules in my lungs, a big tumor and a few smalls in the liver, more in my spleen and spreading in the vertebrae (where it had already metastasized in 2001). most of you know that i'm optimistic and have a fighting spirit, so don't get yourself too down just yet. there are miles to go before i sleep. *hugs you* kimberly/aubi/auburn
i couldn't help but feel the magical essence of today as i woke up. . . nope, no tree, no surprises, no wrapped gifts. . . not even the religious beliefs anymore . . . so what's left? just the essence of the holiday and the special beauty surrounding it. . .
Tue, December 25, 2007 - 9:17 AM
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it helps that things are going so very well. . . la vie, c'est bon! girl v. 4.3i.
old school rap.
Thu, September 6, 2007 - 9:26 PM
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check this out: www.youtube.com/watch and this too: www.youtube.com/watch mmmm..... love!!!!!!!!!!
Go Cubs goOOooo!
Wed, August 22, 2007 - 10:58 PM
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Go Cubs gooOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Hey, Chicago! Wadda ya sa? Cubs are gonna win today!!! YAY!!!! GO CUBBBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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