I have to say it has been one of the strangest weeks I have had in a long time. I guess I shouldn't be surprised. When you really want change it tends to come your way and often in unexpected ways. Funny, I heard a man in church last Sunday talk about what a mistake it is to believe the old adage "Be careful what you ask for because you may get it." I think this has relevance here.

I asked and I received, I simply received in an unexpected way. So now it is up to me to figure out what to m... read more

It amazes me that after 35 years of going to work I still can't get my mind around it. One would think that by now I would have simply accepted the inevitable. Instead I am filled with a certain kind of dread and a bit of self loathing for setting up my life in a way where I feel the job is necessary.

I am too old for this nonsense. I resolve here and now that I will not be in this position 6 months from now. I am making a public declaration here and in case you don't realize it a public d... read more

As I open my eyes for the first time in a while I notice the light is just a bit too intense. Amazing the difference between the sun and flourescent.

Need to move slow and careful for a while.

Baby steps are the name of the game.

Trying hard to remember that feeling down in the pit of my stomach. Not sure, but I tink it may be hope.

Funny, it seems that in some ways the world is collapsing around me but I am feeling something that has been gone way too long.
Holy REM, "It's the ... read more

Eat your heart out Rip VanWinkle. I have been sleeping a lot longer than you ever even dreamed was possible. Anybody got any strong coffe?

Still smiling though! So thankful for the little things!

I saw a want ad right here on the ole Tribe today. The company needed a part time delivery driver. Work one day a week and most of August so the full time driver can be off. Ok, so everything sounds ok up to here. Simple enough, part time work, a little extra cash. That's fine. But then at the end of the ad it asks for interested parties to submit a resume!

Submit a resume for a part time delivery job? Is it just me or have we all stepped away from our senses? I mean i know they want a re... read more