Wow has it been a while. A very long time since I wrote here. If you asked I suppose I would say that I went through moments where I was afraid that no one cared enough about my life to read my writing. I was so set on the idea that my intense desire to "shout my barbaric yawp over the rooftops of the world" has in turn made me mute. The very idea that there aren't enough peole out there, listening to what I feel I have to say, made it feel useless to even say it.

I know now that even if i... read more

"City's breaking down on a camel’s back.
They just have to go 'cuz they don't hold back.
So all you fill the streets it’s appealing to see.
You wont get out the county, 'cuz you're bad and free.
You've got a new horizon, it's ephemeral style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no."
- Gorillaz, Demon Days, "Feel Good Inc."

Well... I'm happy enough to say that my temptation... read more

"Some devil whisper curses in mine ear,
And prompt me, that my tongue may utter forth
The venomous malice of my swelling heart!"
- Aaron, Act V, Scene III, Titus Andronicus by William Shakespeare

Oh Aaron, how now art thee so close to my own heart. Villainous behavior, by thine own example, has but shown those of us who are villains how much a villain can accomplish.

My life has taken a bit of a change... and the Dookie is now dead. I need to show a difference face... a more truthful... read more

I would like to go on record in saying... John Williams is a beautiful human being.

I'm sitting here, listening to the score to of Star Wars - Episode III: Revenge of the Sith. The emotional depth of a movie can sometimes be displayed so much more clearly, by closely listening to the music that supported the film.

It's all so fitting, right now. The dark notes displaying Anakin's weakest and most desparate moments remind me of how this same darkness can creep its way into our lives. And... read more