while researching my google hits, i discovered a familiar correspondence taking place. Someone who used to frequent my "Magick w/o Tears" chat room was still hiding behind their computer making up the usual garbage. This is a common thing armchair magicians do on the net. Proclaim their righteousness on the net instead of living and really learning.

i've come to peaceful terms with the fact i am easily misunderstood. How sad is it today that you cannot inform someone they've misunderstood you without coming under fire because this some how implies you're denying even more!

this is why i've moved around, traded up friends right and left. this is why i'm real and strong... Why put up w/ people who are violently retarded when you can align with people who peacefully love and respect you?

every celebrity or public figure knows what it's like to bring out the "crazy" in people. I may not be a "somebody" but i know what it's like to get countless emails, fan mail, requests to review personal material from strangers. I know what it's like to have people demand, beg, and have tantrums because you're un able to do what they request. I don't enjoy the conflict this causes but i'm not going to let it keep me from following my bliss


and some people just can't fucking stand it.