joined on 05/29/07
last updated 02/06/08
needs serious professional counseling.......~Kabir~
Light will someday split you open
Even if your life is now a cage
For a divine seed, the crown of destiny
Is hidden and sown on an ancient fertile plain
you hold title to.....
Love will surely bust you wide open
Into an unfettered, blooming new galaxy
Even if your mind is now a spoiled mule.
A life-giving radiance will come....
The Friend's gratuity will come~
Oh, look again within yourself
For I know you were once the elegant host
To all marvels in creation...
From a sacred crevice in your body
A bow rises each night and
Shoots your soul into God....
Behold the beautiful drunk singing one
From the lunar vantage point of Love
He is conducting the affairs
Of the whole universe
While throwing wild parties
In a tree house on a limb
In your heart.....
~Hafiz~
about me
I am about music, all ways of music, music of the heart-soul, mind-body, dance- sing, waves, gyrations, all of what i am and who i am...
I am she who loves, dreams, writes, reads, sings, dances, heals & receives healing, dancing/singing, reading/writing, dreaming/loving.
I am the one who seeks after and is sought for: discoveries, experiments, idealizations, visualizations, realizations, actualizations&love, presently seeking rebirth through matrix energetics genesis (founded by Richard Bartlett)
I am the oracle, the high priestess, faerie shaman, akashic dipper, blue swan, Neolithic Lover, the breath, the wind, stars, moon & love, so let's sing and dance to the rhythm of joy!
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As I was walking through the path of beautifully leaf-clad emerald trees and feeling the breezes brush me by, I saw and felt the motion of water around me. This surreal feel of the water~wade as I walked was so vivid and delightful, that it felt real. Sent to the blue sky ceilings, all matter was lost. A celestial song arose to the music of the skies, seeking a medium in which to express its melody: my heart, as if bliss was not enough. There are higher dimensional states of bliss that the word in itself does lend itself pale to those ultraconscious states. The old fashioned phrase "I walk in beauty" is just stage one of heaven's emanation. Soon, the flight begins and one is transported through pathways one could not imagine on earthtime.
People around me and in the internet are speaking of expanding consciousness elevations. They are speaking of The Beloved, of India's gods and goddesses, of ancient Egypt, Rome and Greece. The new Healer is here, who was predicted in my book as yet unpublished, which began in 1983. He is here, the alpha healer who begins the advancement of the new era. Psychics have been a little off from the course of 2012, and that is fine. What is important is that the new Aeon Healer is here, and he introduces the alpha wave which carries multiple waves across the world, reaching thousands upon thousands. And those thousands upon thousands to more waves issuing forth to multiple thousands, until the planet is covered with the spiritual water~wade as we bask in the ocean-wave of Matrix Energetics founded by Richard Bartlett (matrixenergetics.com). These energies in the matrix fields are ever present and connects us to an inner knowing and ultraconsciousness which feels like heaven upon earth. Like Love, it defies explanation. One must, like anything genuine and delightful, experience firsthand by tasting it for one's self. Matrix-E (Matrix Energetics) travels beyond the Quantum physics realm, to the sacred Beyond the Beyond, which is God's country, or the Magickal Kingdom, or through the Shamanic Realm. In fact, it is the country of all countries. Through this star gate, we slip into star boards as we surf through the world.
The New Aeon and Alpha Healer is here. For it is he who has taken all the healing modalities of the new and old age healers and connected them together as star systems. He has fashioned the healing methodologies and presented them to anyone who wishes to wield them, making it possible for all people to use the magical healings. He has made them simple and fun, creative and mind-bending. The practicing healer also becomes infused in an ultraconscious state and the room in which these healings are exercised, radiate and reverberate with healing energies. One is rocketed or slowly guided into the other hemisphere of the brain. These beyond Quantum healings are the Source & Stirrings of Divine Life within us. There is now also a book written by Richard, which is more of a missive to all earthlings called "Matrix Energetics: The Science & Art of Transformation". This missive will radiate your heart with laughter as well as release you into a marvelous realm of infinite possibilities.
"The Unwritten Prophecy", a prophetic novel which began in 1983, will be out in a few years, approximately 2010 or 2011. This message will change and grow throughout the years.
If you fly to ButterflyPeople in tribes, you will find this post there.........
It is definitely a Piscean Time......being such an archetype and heralded last night by a rainbow nimbus, the soul self as the center shining like a midnight sun, AWAKE all night and wandering, slipping between the stones and down dripping over the slant of the land.....mmmmmmmmmmm.......tasty.......there are whispery sounds, and i hear a butterfly in my ear, whose wings awaken me periodically through its luxuriant flutters, fanning the feelings of thoughts, which, like dense clouds trip over my emotional musical cascade of ever bouncing, extending ripples ringing in a circle of LOVEness.........The Moon Rose High and I, the eyes would not shut out the rippling light therefrom.......wherefrom, withal as I stretched and out burst the wings, of the kaleidescopic butterfly..........I, the human butterfly, madame butterfly, sister as it goes.......as it flies...........we all deep in butter and flying high.......mmmmmmmmmmmm - aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh..............field's end and mountains begin, hills end and oceansea begins while the lucid flight overtaken all the years of my life - one more ride around the sun pray, stay - on your wings and sighs and songs will I glide with you, my mandalic angel.......The Moon Rose High into the Piscean Horizon and through the open shaft of eternal mist between the rock's feathery brush, I ROSE MOON HIGH.....CynthiaBlackstone
The Lake's soul water, drinking itself contained beauty deep, a living, breathing deep of green
I need to be floating on you..........drinking your love..........to drench self into your green depth flow
unending as you reflect those myriads of stars glistening like diamonds atop your waters.....
Holding me now, take me Lake Being, across the sparkling luminosity towards the winds that also
seemingly float past you, racing you to another time.
Funny how the winds buzz right past you and how the sun appears immovable as everything else
just floats and changes at a mere glance.
We are roaming and wandering, glistening and pondering while my friend and I just paddle this boat
across your luscious stream of endless ripples.
Cynthia ©
In 1980, or '81, my ex-husband, our three children, and myself embarked upon a temporary journey-assignment. We were to move from Ukiah to Redwood Valley atop of a mountain. The children were still fairly young and we were in our late 20's when we knowingly decided to move to this rugged, most beautiful terrain in the back woods, mountainous and secluded area, which was inaccessible during winter months. My husband said that we would live there six months and then move back to the city before winter set. He said that it would be a foolish choice, yet we would remember it forever in our hearts. Even the rattlers couldn't change our minds. During those few August evenings when the meteorite showers rained down, we were all laying on our chaise lounges, having a midnight barbecue, singing songs, joking, telling stories and halfway delighted out of our minds with the lights just sparking and sparkling and parking all over the place. IT WAS INCREDIBLE. Being in a high place, made it feel so close, like we could reach and touch them, but we didn't even have to do that - no, they reached and touched us. We had called my sister, Amada and her husband Freddie, and the next night, it was us and them and their children, Varinia and Gabriel, and our children, Reuben, Olivia and David, and our kittens and their dog, everyone's dog, OceanRain.
Before falling asleep, and while everyone was excitedly discussing the breathtaking beauty and marvels of living in outer space, I fell deep into inner space, the meteorites had plugged me. I was summoned and away I went, somewhere, God only knows where. The light showers had penetrated through the soulskin, and I remember being in a twillight country. All I could see or be was lightwaves as I was bouncing from here to eternity and invading many other regions of incomprehensible space and unreachable times. I don't think I ever fully came back to earth since then. I am somewhere pegged between here and the east of that mountain and north of that high sky. Those lights appear to be playful spirits of the deep and they invade the heartlight zone. Beware if you decide to watch them. You will never be the same! Olivia, my daughter, has returned to Goddess country, and I'll be driving up that way next weekend for a real light show that even our own hippie friends from the past couldn't dream of! De-Lightful Be, Cynthia
the Young.......................
When i was about 23 years old, i was living in Ukiah (Native Americans named it such, which means "deep valley"). A soft, warm, ephemeral wind brushed against my face and heart, as i thrill & enter trance when the wind is upon me. As i was contemplating the autumnal rush and swish and sighs of the leaves falling, gliding and brushing up against me, like the wind, i broke trance for a few seconds to notice a leaf, a large leaf which had decided to stay glued to my leg. The wind was its accomplice. I was just about to release the leaf, when it spoke to me in the leafy languages, or so i thought. I did a double take. This was no leaf, although camouflaged in the golden yellow colors. I reached for this piece of parchment, square in shape. I suppose i could claim that nothing ceases to amaze me, but i cannot, i am constantly being amazed and so, in great and deep valley amazement, i began to read this little booklet which called itself the Hsing Hsing Ming (the Great Way).
As i began to read, i found myself becoming a bit excited, i was still very young and much enthralled with new knowledge, especially of the esoteric nature. Zen Patriarch? Hmmmm? Can't find this in the regular bookstore, particularly in "those days".......Here is one of the most remarkable pieces ever written in human history:
The Great Way is not difficult
for those who have no preferences.
When love and hate are both absent
everything becomes clear and undisguised.
Make the smallest distinction, however,
and heaven and earth are set infinitely apart.
If you wish to see the truth
then hold no opinions for or against anything.
To set up what you like against what you dislike
is the disease of the mind.
When the deep meaning of things is not understood
the mind's essential peace is disturbed to no avail.
The Way is perfect like vast space
where nothing is lacking and nothing is in excess.
Indeed, it is due to our choosing to accept or reject
that we do not see the true nature of things.
Be serene in the oneness of things
and such erroneous views will disappear by themselves.
When you try to stop activity to achieve passivity
your very effort fills you with activity.
As long as you remain in one extreme or the other,
you will never know Oneness.
Those who do not live in the single Way
fail in both activity and passivity,
assertion and denial.
To deny the reality of things is to miss their reality;
to assert the emptiness of things
is to miss their reality.
The more you talk and think about it,
the further astray you wander from the truth.
Stop talking and thinking
and there is nothing you will not be able to know.
To return to the root is to find the meaning,
but to pursue appearances is to miss the source.
At the moment of inner enlightenment,
there is a going beyond appearance and emptiness.
The changes that appear to occur in the empty world
we call real only because of our ignorance.
Do not search for the truth;
only cease to cherish opinions.
Do not remain in the dualistic state;
avoid such pursuits carefully.
If there is even a trace
of this and that, of right and wrong,
the Mind-essence will be lost in confusion.
Although all dualities come from the One,
do not be attached even to this One.
When the mind exists undisturbed in the Way,
nothing in the world can offend,
and when a thing can no longer offend,
it ceases to exist in the old way.
When no discriminating thoughts arise,
the old mind ceases to exist.
When thought objects vanish,
the thinking-subject vanishes,
and when the mind vanishes, objects vanish.
Things are objects because there is a subject or mind;
and the mind is a subject because there are objects.
Understand the relativity of these two
and the basic reality: the unity of emptiness.
In this Emptiness the two are indistinguishable
and each contains in itself the whole world.
If you do not discriminate between coarse and fine
you will not be tempted to prejudice and opinion.
To live in the Great Way
is neither easy nor difficult.
But those with limited views
are fearful and irresolute;
the faster they hurry, the slower they go.
Clinging cannot be limited;
even to be attached to the idea of enlightenment
is to go astray.
Just let things be in their own way
and there will be neither coming nor going.
Obey the nature of things
and you will walk freely and undisturbed.
When thought is in bondage the truth is hidden,
for everything is murky and unclear.
The burdensome practice of judging
brings annoyance and weariness.
What benefit can be derived
from distinctions and separations?
If you wish to move in the One Way
do not dislike even the world of senses and ideas.
Indeed, to accept them fully
is identical with true Enlightenment.
The wise man strives to no goals
but the foolish man fetters himself.
There is one Dharma, not many;
distinctions arise from the clinging needs of the ignorant.
To seek Mind with discriminating mind
is the greatest of all mistakes.
Rest and unrest derive from illusion;
with enlightenment there is no liking and disliking.
All dualities come from ignorant inference.
They are like dreams of flowers in air:
foolish to try to grasp them.
Gain and loss, right and wrong;
such thoughts must finally be abolished at once.
If the eye never sleeps,
all dreams will naturally cease.
If the mind makes no discriminations,
the ten thousand things
are as they are, of single essence.
To understand the mystery of this One-essence
is to be released from all entanglements.
When all things are seen equally
the timeless Self-essence is reached.
No comparisons or analogies are possible
in this causeless, relationless state.
Consider motion in stillness
and stillness in motion;
both movement and stillness disappear.
When such dualities cease to exist
Oneness itself cannot exist.
To this ultimate finality
no law or description applies.
For the unified mind in accord with the Way
all self-centered striving ceases.
Doubts and irresolutions vanish
and life in true faith is possible.
With a single stroke we are freed from bondage;
nothing clings to us and we hold to nothing.
All is empty, clear, self-illuminating,
with no exertion of the mind's power.
Here thought, feeling, knowledge, and imagination are of no value.
In this world of Suchness
there is neither self nor other-than-self.
To come directly into harmony with this reality
just simply say when doubt arises, "Not two."
In this "not two" nothing is separate,
nothing is excluded.
No matter when or where,
enlightenment means entering this truth.
And this truth is beyond extension or diminution in time or space;
in it a single thought is ten thousand years.
Emptiness here, Emptiness there,
but the infinite universe stands always before your eyes.
Infinitely large and infinitely small;
no difference, for definitions have vanished
and no boundaries are seen.
So too with Being and non-Being.
Waste no time in doubts and arguments
that have nothing to do with this.
One thing, all things;
move among and intermingle,
without distinction.
To live in this realization
is to be without anxiety about nonperfection.
To live in this faith is the road to nonduality,
because the nondual is one with the trusting mind.
Words!
The Way is beyond language,
for in it there is
no yesterday
no tomorrow
no today.
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