I have no idea what made me sit down and write this one it just of popped into my head.


Here I lay a' soulless beast,

A' wonderin' thought that has never ceased.

Memories of ma' thoughtless years,

A' pacifist child from the start,

But a' soldiers will in ma' heart.

Battles raging in ma' mind,

With painful memories of every kind.

always such rage t' hide,

Controlled and impatient held inside.

This fury burns from ma' soul,

An emptiness that subtracts ma' whol... read more

I figured I would try and add to the one from lastnight. So here I go.............

If you see me a' walkin
don' be payin me no mind
& if ya see me weepin', babe
If ya see me down & weepin'
Don' shed yerself a single tear.
Rest assured you ain't a' causin'
my ragged tender grief.
Rest assured it ain't the cadence
a' yer hazy graceful dancing
That I got flashing between the walls a' my head
Rest assured it ain't the mysteries
a' yer slow & cryptic kissing
That're rambling round t... read more

so I guess here it goes again. Some more verse from the depths of my mind. I wonder

If you see me a' walkin
don' be payin me no mind
& if ya see me weepin', babe
If ya see me down & weepin'
Don' shed yerself a single tear.
Rest assured you ain't a' causin'
my ragged tender grief.
Rest assured it ain't the cadence
a' yer hazy graceful dancing
That I got flashing between the walls a' my head
Rest assured it ain't the mysteries
a' yer slow & cryptic kissing
That're rambling round ... read more

and I being the responsible sort of fellow that I am I have decided to write something else. It is just some thought fragments and I may use them to write something truly amazing. Then again maybe not, maybe this is all there is hiding away in that raindrop of thought slashing through my hurricane brain. I realize it's not very good, just needed to put something on paper.

She can drink up a day like wine
& she dances like Manhattan snow
twisting & spinning
& her face is sweet & round ... read more

Ok, so I have shown you ma' innerself abit in the last couple of posts. So now I decided you should see the lighter side of JOHN. As I said before I may not be able to do much but I can CREATE what some might consider ART. I think it is important to show you folks I do have a lighter side so you don't think me some depressed fiend locked away in his own mind. To be honest this started off as a serious rant you might say about my "problems" it just took on a life of its own at some point. For ... read more