I have no idea what made me sit down and write this one it just of popped into my head.


Here I lay a' soulless beast,

A' wonderin' thought that has never ceased.

Memories of ma' thoughtless years,

A' pacifist child from the start,

But a' soldiers will in ma' heart.

Battles raging in ma' mind,

With painful memories of every kind.

always such rage t' hide,

Controlled and impatient held inside.

This fury burns from ma' soul,

An emptiness that subtracts ma' whole.

Diluted doses of ma' distant past,

Faded imprints much t' vast.

Ma' words embody the essence of pain,

Driving ma' mind beyond insane.

need constructive ways t' channel ma' hate,

And make some happiness n my fate.