Well, I am officially half way through to receiving my Shaktipat Initiation into the Maha Yoga path. A lot has happened since I started my journey. I have been meditating for years now but have only recently been trying harder to find a more tranquil place to do my meditations where I will no longer be disturbed during them.

I have had some things happen during this process.

#1.) I have received a divine soul blessing for karma from Honorable Master Zhi Gang Sha and as this was happening to me I felt a warm bright light, almost could be described as fire going into my head and I knew as soon as it happened that Kundalini Shakti inside of me had finally been awakened. My whole body grew warm from the internal flame being lit. After ward it became hard to sleep at night due to the amount of energy flowing through my head. Now I seem to be writing in my sleep and have written 6,500 words in as little as a few days from the things I have been told to write about while resting (I will not say sleeping because it is too light for that) It is a book about Healing from the Divine for women and why women in particular need Blessings, Deeksh and Shaktipat initiations.

#2) After this happened while in Meditation I saw a few things that were happening to others around me. I saw my Ex Boyfriend who was a bit cruel to me masochistic ways in our past 16 years together and I saw him hit his head against the bathroom sink and his nose started bleeding profusely and though a friend of his I discovered that he does has a tumor inside of his nose but no word yet as to whether it is has traveled to any other location within his body.

#3. While reading the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali I was meditating on PADA 1 SUTRA 28 which is From Ascention on OM, its purpose is Born.

When I saw into the future time again and saw my own death. My daughter was older and my skin was the pale white of death. My hair was frizzy and stiff looking and I was carried out of our home by two men. I have had some physical problems in the past and almost died on Dec 15, 2005 and ever since I have had numerous problems with my spine, female areas of my abdomen, and my hip sockets. I started doing Kundalini Yoga after my accident and it has helped my mind, my brittle bones, and my mental state most helpfully during that time. I could only tell from the vision that it was one of my problems that caused my death.

I have always been able to see into the future like this and could see distant places through remote viewing as well.

On December 12, 2010 I will be initiated by Sri Narayankaka Dhekane Maharaj and pay homage to him daily through worshiping my Guru Dev. Respectfully.