joined on 07/11/05
last updated 11/08/07
March 19, 2008
There are a few times, like today. This morning with the fog coming in and cars and birds waking up. Cat blinking, legs stretched out, heater humming and the sun hasn't even come up yet. And everyone's asleep and I miss you so much it feels like a thousand dishes breaking on the surface- inside it feels like a thousand doves flying up through my blood with the most gentle wings fluttering.
There are a few times, like today. I get the memory of you rushing right into my ear canals and eyes and nose and over my skin and there you are. And the places you took me, and the care you showed me as you supported me to grow on my own. There are a few times, one gets to meet such strength, and I have had the honor.
If you
ever
should need me
i believe in you
August 24, 2007
Andrew is as generous as he is talented. An artist, master, mentor, and friend. I am honored to call him these things.
I remember hearing his name at a ConceptArt.org conference. He had come down with pneumonia, and when Jason announced the news, there was grumbling. Jason paused, "Well, if you think that's going to stop him, then you don't know Andrew." Sure enough, he showed and gave a killer digital painting demo.
Andrew's force of will, and his openness to the untenable flow of creativity around us is inspiring. His open heart will shake the dust of your own rusty hinges, and you might find yourself forging new pathways previously unseen.
July 11, 2007
you have a song that sings in my heart
the ever present constant of change
presence to the now miracle of a moment
the autumn of spring
the winter of summer
death and births
transmutational symphony
we molecules of joy bursting from the seam
reflekin
thanks for coming here again,
let's do it for real now...
i got you....
wwweeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
May 24, 2007
Hey Brother Andrew.
The new work is strong, enticing and peaceful. Amazing... congrats.
Peace Candy Man
February 14, 2007
Too have befriended Andrew. A remarkable human he. A mentor, a playmate; one of the most courageous souls I've had the honor of knowing...loving. As history fills in the pages of novels, weaves the fabric of tapestry’s and stains chapel glass with the faces of those who shone with intent, one day I will surely reflect on the now with pride and marvel at the genius of his creations. His vision, generosity, humility; willingness to sit squarely with the unfamiliar, and often uncomfortable, are unparalleled and nothing short of the very root of inspirational.
From the moment we met it has been my pleasure. I find a strength, a calmness; certain clarity in recognizing, admitting that we, humans, need others. Andrew is so dear to me, so vital, so core are his values, his embrace, his consideration and love, that I can only use terms such as family, kin, to express the complexity of my gratitude for his presence in my life. He wears his flaws, his frustrations willingly; vulnerably…I hope to live my life by such a brand.
My favorite Andrew doesn’t mind paint: anywhere, everywhere. My favorite Andrew proclaims short breathed as a schoolyard child “I want a motorcycle”, as he rides bitch, giddy through Chinatown dusk. My favorite Andrew told me that with each new lover, each new opportunity too be reborn with another, too give with divine purpose and directness, your heart is forgiven; from the ashes, healed of its heaviness…its past understood, completed. I never knew this. Thank you.
You can trust in/solve with/believe in/rely on/exchange with/share wholly/care for/explore with/embrace this man; artistically, personally, explicitly. He is truly a gem.
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I began this image the day I heard that you died,
It’s the most difficult thing I have ever chosen to draw
Trying to capture your spirit makes all the art I have created in the past feel like practice,
It doesn’t feel like I am practicing anymore..
None of it does....
It feels so much more real than I ever let it feel before,
I create this as my tribute to you, and as a vessel for your memory.
May it activate your spirit is the eyes that see it
So that you may live on,
In our minds and in our hearts.
I love you Tiffa.
you live and die a Legend.
May we honor all that you left us with...
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This poem had always reminded me of you when you were alive........ But now it’s so much more profound in your death....
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I fight with the lords of inertia and numbness,
As a dancer in long hours
Pressing inspiration through fatigue,
I am facing the death of a great woman,
Remembering her dance and cynical yet present and tender questing eyes I hear
"I build my walls with thunder
Stitch my clothes with lightning
So that the spirits will wear me
And live in me
For a moment's crack in eternity,
So they
Will hear the tears in my little life cloth,
So as to treasure the weave of my dear friends
And their magic as quilted with mine,
I have been dead for moments
And continue to live as all ancestors do,
Through you,
With you,
Waiting,
I fail to witness a thousand fall with every breath
And each deserves the rainstorm,
Each deserves the rainbow
And each bows to the source of gravity
Until they throw of the coil and soar",
-Paradox
Tue, October 30, 2007 - 1:40 AM
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live painting for bassnectar for the entheon vilage crew in chicago
first manifestation of 2007
apparently these guys wont do what you tell them.
i painted this while haunting my own life, its a view of the corner of my studio through the eyes of a ghost
unleashing the goddess within
inspired by my realtionship with ayahuasca. 71x51 inches
about me
: Blue Self-Existing Hand
I Define in order to Know
Measuring Healing
I seal the Store of Accomplishment
With the Self-Existing tone of Form
I am guided by the power of Abundance
I am a galactic activation portal
enter me.
this painting lives with shrine now
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* GALLERIA *,
* JUXTAPOZ *,
**LucEnT dOsSieR Vaudeville Cirque**,
*Symbolism* symbolist art,
*~Abraxas~*,
+ALL+ART+GALLERY+,
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