It was awsome.
You missed it.....
and we will never be the same.

Ok so I have had a mad creative attack since the C.O.L.D. fun Razor. Much to the dismay of my sister, :) (love you Heather) and I was kicking around the idea of making a flag.... but what and how and blah blah blah.... so when I gave up .... inspiration found me.....yeah yeah yeah it's a song lyric but I FELT THE TRUTH IN IT.....so I painted it all *ucked down in garish lettering in green and purple

I Choose to Lose Control
in the Presence
of Staggering Beauty


it seems so appropriate for my mindset these days.

I love you guys. I have been gone for a long time. Though when I come back you are always there to welcome me. I am ever in your debt for your kindness, and ever grateful for your friendship. You know who you are... The fundraiser was so much like coming home. I can't wait till flipside.

As usual when I am stressed out I change my hair. So last night I had it cut. I haven't cut it since I added "betty bangs" and that was last year so the back was way long and the sides @ my shoulders and my bangs at my chin. So I just cut it all to my chin. I look sort of like a page boy but it is no real loss. One, it will grow back, two, I can REALLY be lazy now and it will FINALLY all be the same and three , awhile back I went to a salon to add black tiny let me stress TINY strands through it since it was a killer fire red.... only to come out with a full head of black hair..... they tried to fix it and I use the term oh so lightly... after stripping it my poor hair was brittle and dry and frizzed out so i kept it confined like a morman's wife (What? Too Soon?). Now all that yuck is gone and I like it and it will do well for summer. However, I am entertaining this CRAZY notion to dye it light brown - my natural color - SHOCKING - and just leave the poor thing be. Right now it is so soft. Ok I am done rambling

efficiant and divine... So somehow my mother has set her bedroom on fire. There is smoke damage all over the walls, in the closet, in the bathroom.... everywhere... I get there today and she is covered in soot making little to no progress at all. I have a bunch of high end white paint left from re decorating my apt that I will bring over to her and a few friends who I am sure will come help me scrub and paint..... but I was wondering is there anything that helps or would make this easier to clean up...... I have a feeling this is going to take a very very long time. :)