"Dare to Dream. Dare to own your own creations. Dare to play, and if at any moment ou are not enjoying the process, dare to re-create. Dare to make mistakes with your creations. Do you have any idea of the reaction we have on this side of the veil? Many times you are chastising yourself. We on the other side of the veil are applauding you for a beautiful mistake." ~Archangle Zadkiel

"When one aquires great power, the use or miss use of that power is everything....
will it be for the greater good, or used for personal, or for distructive?"

"For seeing life is but a motion of limbs, the beginning whereof is in some principal part within." ~Leviathan~*~beyond powerful, void loving master entity who transformed me with the transparent touch of it's tenticles in the dmt realm........very posssible at least....hmmmm, now that I am researching Leviathan it doens't sound quite like what I experienced, most of the tales of this giant squid like creature are linked to satan, and this thing was emmitting some intense love--although I thought I was going to die and extremely terrified at first, hehehe....it's whole message was that no matter how close the tenticles seemed as they whipped past me they couldn't touch me, and when I let go of the fear I realized the beauty and wisdom of this being and what it was intending to teach me. Or maybe it was "satan" and it was just letting me know that my spirit was untouchable, aaahaaaa.....well if that's the case satan is freaking awesome =)

So I just recieved some new genious downloads from David Wolf (yes, he is a genious, I was a skeptic of him before but I have now witnessed him rocking some really rad and hilarious vibes) at a raw food lecture that I have to share...these quotes aren't quite word for word but the theory is what's important......

"No one in this room has ever experienced 'The Moment' or 'The Power of Now' - 'The Moment,' 'Now,' does not exist. There is only flow - the constant movement of "Eternal Flow.' 'Now' is totally non-sensical."

Here's a perspective to consider deconstructing, or just experience..."It's not about balance. There is no balance in nature. The yin/yang doesn't work, if it did gravity and levity would cancle each other out and nothing would exist. There has to be more levity for existance to exist, for anything to grow, there IS a dynamic relationship of oppisites, yet foror life, there is always more yin, that's why all the crap that's going on just doesn't matter, it's there for the dynamic relationship, but there is always more goodness happening that out weighs the crap, there has to be." So I don't know, maybe it's just scales that are never perfectly equal but are balanced (one theory) but my heart likes this idealism, and in this theory, realism.

This ain't new to me (though I'm still in practice), but I liked his frankness..."Throw dogma out the window, it doesn't work for this paradigm. In this paradigm I 'do' (he said eat but I like to emphasize that it works for everything) what I want, with whom I want, when I want, where I want, and how I want without any guilt, shame, or fear."

would you like to hear what I can show through vocal psychedelic flow
this energy wants to share with you all the sounds that my soul knows
from beyond the cosmos where creation begins it's glow
through the atmosphere as soft wild winds dance and blow
on into the dark depths of earth where sacred seedlings start to grow

I need you to listen, to recieve, these messages they are giving me
no words will do, they don't suffice, conceptual judgement must be sacrificied
so come on now, take it in, to your heart of hearts within
a world of evolving dreams there is a pupose to her screams
she's asking deeply for your help, it's up to you,
there's no one else
to lead us into peace,
you must keep this child company
and in your arms, only you can change, the vibration of this holy game
to a sweet stable frequency, the fractal of the golden mean
that beats the love right out your chest when harmony is at its best
so through my mouth and in your ear is everything you need to hear
to know just how to clear the cosmically conditioned fear

now that it's gone, there is a song to help you help her get along
but that is for you to hear, through your own multidimensional inner ear
and when it starts to resonate, you have opened up your gate of grace
so please don't dare to hesitate, humanity surely can not wait
your voice is honored and needed now, so let it out then take a bow........
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"Art"

Manifestation is never It.
The meaning is the hidden spark within the act.
But how close can I come to portray perfection?
I'll spend life trying to wrap you around the song.
This gushing is so warm,
human.
Existance is me seeking our minds~bodies~souls union.

Only you can understand.
Uncommon links of burning star attraction.
Some day we'll meet ourselves
in an unplanned
Exposure Contraction.

Open. Free.
Yet encompassed within me.
Truth exists
in the play of Harmony.

I am not new ~
These pieces fall to the middle of the Earth.
She cries at every birth.
The power of Life's worth.

{As "God" moves, shuttering through man, the devotionally awed human attempts to render the Formless Sufficiency through an insufficient hand. Eternity and fleeting reality blend.}
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"These Waves Radiate"

Such a sporadic patterned day.
I am in love with steps.
Music's colored art is making me wet.

Would you hear the same?
I dance in an abstract visual play,
in which we are beautifully caressed.
Inside Love,
we are carefully blessed.
Won't you cherish,
our pulses rise?
We are all made to fly.
We are captured,
enamoured,
showered,
then flowered,
rewarded by revolving rapture.
We all deserve each other's power.

Take your heart beat
and pump it around me.
Shocking Sweetly.
Our iris is the key.
Our branches grow doors of leaves.
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"Sacred Pool"

innumerable states of gates
florescent doors
transcendent scaling shores
energetic floating floors
penetrating parcels from before
I dripped the colored core
deconstructing formulas of the personal world
reconstructing waving rays to reach the Lighted Lore......
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"Reptilian Caves ~ Santa Barbara"

I and I on a ride, through the portals of our minds,
coming up on the backside of time,
where the highest frequencies of love and light tend to hide
for the ones who are prepared for the ferocious side of the shine,
yet can sense the peace
behind the teeth of a misunderstood
dragon-snake like beast.
Cheek to cheek you can't be meek.
Eye to eye tears down the sheath
of the lies they've lived beneath to make you weak.
But now I and I
are here to treat you to
the meeting of you and you....
so greetings, dear light beings,
you've made it through
all of divinity's beautiful hues
of multidimensional rainbow truth.
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'so young, but inside it gets so deep
i feel it...eternity
how old would that make us be?'
'ahhh, hello, meet infinity....
where the waves cease to roll and the waters simply be'






'well that was nice but i want some action now'
'drink a drop of this....'
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~~~I am here now,
~~~time's budding flower.
~~~I breath spheres now,
~~~infinate space shaped showers.
~~~I see mirrors now,
~~~reflecting Creation's power.
~~~We are clear now.