Male

55

First, the lighter aspects of me... I really am a be here now kinda guy who loves to laugh and find the funny things in life. I'm really not crippled by any sort of post traumatic stress disorder syndrome, syndrome,...Get it?... I'm not into the 'glory days' of the past at all! G-ROSS!!! I am into living in the present moment and creating new good memories to replace the old bad memories with. I enjoy embracing each new day enthusiastically and looking for the hilariousness that's waiting to be discovered in everyday life. It is! It really is! When I start each day with that high on my list of priorities I always have much more fun! And I get a lot done too! But, just so there are no unpleasent surprizes, I'm a 55 year old, bald as I'll probably ever get, man, with a joker tattoo on my right deltoid, an ankh, (Egyptian), tattoo on the back of my neck, and an eye of Horus,(Egyptian), over a rose tattoo on the back of my right shoulder, who has no kids, but wants some when I meet my queen!, I divorced myself from both sides of my 1950's style neurotic biological family in 1997 when, after a lifetime of confusion and struggle, I finally realised that I could never develop a healthy sense of self with that neurotic 'family' always tweaking my brain. Don't get me wrong though, I pray for the immortal souls of my mother, father,brother and sister every day. I guess you could say that since my awakening began in ernest in 1991 I've been on what the native American tribes before Columbus call a 'spirit quest'. As part of my journey I've moved around a lot and eventually went through the Rites of Christian Initiation for Adults, (R.C.I.A.), where I was confirmed as a Roman Catholic christian at Saint Mary's Basilica in Phoenix, Arizona on Easter Sunday, 2003. And here I think I should mention that I'm now very aware of the importance of careful money managment but, as a part of my journey in the past, my circumstances were so far out of line with how my heart is naturally that I was forced to let go of all material possions and friendships. I really do believe that, for all of us life is a dance. And in that dance we must make choices every day. And that, for real Christians, through the power of the gospel, the Euharist, the Rosary prayer, and the grace of God, we can truly be transformed into higher levels of spiritual being. I don't want to appear too serious here, but I feel it's important to start meaningful relationships from a clear, strong, natural foundation. For that reason also I begin each day praying the entire Rosary prayer privately. And now, back to the lighter parts P-lease!!! Hi intelligent, funny, wise woman, wanna dance and laugh and maybe even make love and babies as my wife? Who knows where it will lead us. But, that's the fun of it, huh?...